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It was a sunny afternoon, and I was sitting alone on a bench on campus, when suddenly a petite figure appeared in my sight. She was holding a book, frowning slightly, as if looking for something. I couldn't help but look at her twice, thinking to myself how beautiful this girl is.
That's when she saw me and walked over to me. "Excuse me, do you know where the library is?" She asked shyly, her voice soft as honey.
"Ah, the library is just east of the playground, and you can see it by walking through this tree-lined path. I pointed in the right direction, trying to look personable.
"Thank you!" She smiled sweetly, and my heart was about to jump out.
Since that encounter, I always seem to have been able to bump into her on campus. Sometimes she's alone, sometimes she's with friends, and whenever she's there, she's so outstanding, so dazzling. I began to deliberately wander around the places she frequented, just to get a second look at her.
About a month later, on a sunny afternoon, I mustered up the courage to take the initiative to talk to her. She was sitting alone in the shade of a tree reading a book, and I took a deep breath and walked over.
"Hi, hello, my name is Li Ming, and I am the one who helped you show you the way last time. I smiled and said hello, praying in my heart that she would remember me.
She raised her head with a look of surprise on her face, "Ah, it's you, I remember you!" My name is Zhang Yuwei, I'm glad to see you again." "
Just as the sun was about to set, we reluctantly said goodbye. And a small seed of love has been planted in my heart.
After graduating from university, Yuwei and I both stayed in the city to work as we wished. Since both of us were outsiders, we decided to share a house and start living together.
"We're about to start a new life, it's so exciting!" The night before moving, Yuwei said to me excitedly.
"yes, I've been waiting for this day for a long time. I smiled and put my arms around her, "There will be no days of separation for us in the future." "
"This picture frame is hanging on the wall of the living room, just right to reflect the group photo we took together. Yuwei was holding a wooden photo frame, with a happy smile on her face.
Gradually, this new home is also filled with our breath, and there is a warm atmosphere everywhere. At night, we sat side by side on the couch, chatting with each other, with smiles on our faces looking forward to the future.
Cohabitation began quietly. At first, we had to adapt to each other's habits, and although there were some minor stumbles in the process, it was quite harmonious overall.
Once, I had just come out of the shower and found Yuwei frowning and tidying up the living room. "Honey, what are you doing?" I asked curiously.
"I'm sorting through the beer cans and snack bags you left over from last night's game. Yuwei glared at me, "Can't you clean up your things?"
"I'm sorry, I'll pay attention next time. I quickly apologized and cleaned up the rest of the garbage.
We will also do the housework together, and the division of labor is clear. Yuwei is in charge of cooking, because her skills are so good; I'm in charge of washing the dishes and cleaning. Sometimes we would go to the supermarket together and argue about which brand of food was better.
In this way, our lives gradually improved, and we both got used to each other's presence. When night falls, we will sleep in each other's arms, enjoying the warm time of the two of us.
As time went by, my relationship with Yuwei deepened. We are no longer just lovers in love, but more like the closest partners in life.
Once, when I came home from overtime, I saw a few candles burning in the living room and a beautiful meal on the table. Yuwei was wearing a bright red dress and beckoned to me gently.
"You must be tired today, come and try the meal I have prepared for you. She said, pulling out a chair for me.
In this way, under the candlelight, we shared delicious food and exchanged interesting things about each other's work. After the meal, we sat side by side on the sofa, and Yuwei rested her head on my shoulder.
"Honey, we've been together for so long, have you ever wondered where we're going in the future?" She asked softly.
I hugged her tighter, "My answer is, no matter where it goes in the future, I want you to be there for me all the time." "
Yuwei raised her head, her eyes were slightly red, and she said solemnly: "I am the same, I will always love you." "
We were immersed in a deep kiss, as if we were the only ones left in the world. From that day on, I made up my mind that one day, I would marry her.
One weekend about a year later, we were shopping and stumbled upon a jewelry store. Yu Wei was attracted by the shining diamond ring in the window, and stopped to look inside.
"Honey, are you interested in that diamond ring?" I said jokingly.
"Where, just take a look. Yu Wei's face flushed slightly, "However, if I get married in the future, I hope to wear a diamond ring." "
"Then you look forward to it, maybe one day, I will surprise you. I said meaningfully.
We continued to walk down the street arm in arm, talking about our vision for the future. Yuwei said that she hopes that in a few years we will be able to save enough for a down payment, buy a house of our own, and have a cute baby. And I said that I hope to make a breakthrough in her career and create better living conditions for her.
"But you say, when we get married, will you take time off to spend our honeymoon with me?" Yu Wei asked happily.
"Of course, that's for sure. I laughed and said, "When the time comes, we'll travel around the world and visit all the honeymoon places of our dreams." "
We talked freely like this, our faces full of longing and anticipation for the future.
Everything seemed so good, until one day, some contradictions began to accumulate between us.
It was a Friday night, and I came home from overtime, hoping to spend a rare weekend with Yuwei. But when I pushed the door open, I saw that the room was in a mess, and Yuwei was sitting on the sofa with red eyes.
"What's wrong with you, honey? I hurriedly stepped forward to check.
"It's nothing, it's just that it didn't go well at work today. Yu Wei barely managed to squeeze out a smile, "You have often worked late lately late, and I feel very lonely when I am at home." "
I sighed and took her into my arms, "I'm sorry, I just wanted to have a better life for us in the future." "
"But you should spend more time with me! Yu Wei's eyes suddenly reddened, and there was a hint of accusation in her tone.
We were at a stalemate, and one sentence from you to me gradually turned into a fierce quarrel. I blamed her for always making such a fuss, and she accused me of being cold and ruthless, and that I only knew how to work and didn't care about my family.
In this way, an originally beautiful night was overshadowed by our contradictions. Eventually, we each sulked and lay on the bed with our backs to backs, neither of us saying a word.
Since then, the conflict between us has been like a small sesame seed, which has gradually grown into a towering tree, covering the love between us.
I would often be blamed by Yuwei for my work, and she would cry sadly because of my coldness. Sometimes I would ask her out for a walk, but even outside, we would often fall into a silent atmosphere and sulk at each other.
Once, when we were sitting in the restaurant eating, Yuwei suddenly said, "Is it time for us to break up?"
I was taken aback and quickly took her hand in the palm of my hand, "What do you say? We've been together for so long, how can we break up?"
"But if you look at where we are now, we have almost no communication anymore, and we live together like two strangers. Yu Wei said with red eyes, "Perhaps, we have really come to the end." "
I choked up and couldn't say a word to refute it. I knew she had a point, but the breakup was an unacceptable fact for me.
And just like that, we began to wander between breaking up and continuing the relationship. Sometimes I'm desperate to keep it, and sometimes she's shaken in her heart. We are stuck in a predicament from which we cannot extricate ourselves, like walking in a tunnel with no end.
Just when I thought that this relationship would go on like this, Yuwei suddenly made a decision that shocked me.
"Obviously, let's break up. When she said this, her eyes were unusually determined.
I was stunned, and then I felt the world spin around, "You, what did you say, why did you break up?"
"We've been together for a long time and we don't show any signs of improving. Yuwei sighed, "I know you've been working hard, but you've always ignored my feelings. We have drifted apart, and continuing like this will only hurt each other more. "
"But, how much we loved each other!" I choked up, tears rolling in my eyes, "We have lived together for three years, why did you say that you broke up so decisively?"
Yu Wei reached out and stroked my face, her eyes sad, "I'm also reluctant, but some things have really come to an end." The gap between us is too big to be put back together. "
I bowed my head in pain, my heart like a knife. The decision to break up was made unilaterally by Yuwei in this way, and I couldn't do anything about it. The relationship between us came to an abrupt end.
After Yuwei proposed to break up, I fell into deep pain and confusion. I desperately tried to keep her, but she had already made up her mind.
"Yuwei, we've been together for so long, why did you give up so decisively?" That night, I choked up and said, "I know I have a lot of shortcomings, but please give me a chance to start over." "
"I'm sorry, Mingming. Yu Wei said with red eyes, "I've been thinking about it for a long time. There are too many mustards and estrangements between us, and it is difficult to rekindle the original love. Perhaps, we are destined to go so far. "
I fell to my knees in agony, begging her to change her mind like a child who had done something wrong. But as if she had made up her last decision, Yuwei began to pack up her things and prepare to leave this nest that once belonged to us.
Watching her box up all the bits and pieces of the past, my heart felt like it had been hollowed out raw, with mixed flavors. How did we get to where we are today? My mind comes to the bits and pieces of our acquaintance, love, and cohabitation, as if in the blink of an eye.
The days after Yuwei left were the most painful period of my life. Every morning when I wake up, I always subconsciously think that she is still around, and then I will be struck hard by the cruel truth.
I began to dream about the past frequently. Sometimes we walk side by side, sometimes we kiss sweetly, sometimes we argue and leave. But every time I wake up from a dream, my surroundings are empty.
A few times, I even wondered if I should go to her company and pick her up. But on second thought, she's someone else's fiancée, and I'm only going to cause her more trouble if I do that. I can only passively accept this cruel truth.
I started drinking to kill my sorrows, and I would get drunk almost every night. Alcohol gave me a temporary forgetfulness, but when I woke up, the pain became more and more turbulent. I felt like the walking dead, in a state of decadence that I had never experienced before.
Once, I made an appointment with a few close friends and told them about the past between me and Yuwei.
"You said that you ended up breaking up due to the conflict between work and life, which I can understand. A friend said, "After all, there are differences in the expectations of men and women in this regard." "
"But didn't you quarrel a lot before, but you didn't break up? Another friend said, "So maybe Yuwei broke up after accumulating too much dissatisfaction." "
I nodded thoughtfully, and it was. Yuwei and I do have too many irreconcilable differences, and we have never resolved them properly before.
"But then again, it's not easy for you to be together for three years. Another friend comforted, "Some feelings will be exhausted in the end, and it is not the fault of either of you." "
I was lost in thought. Maybe he has a point, and the relationship between me and Yuwei just broke down in the end. However, I was forced to accept the result of the breakup, and my heart was still very resistant.
I began to endlessly reflect on myself, if I had been more considerate or focused on the relationship in the first place, would I have avoided the end of the relationship now?
About half a year later, I received a wedding invitation from Yuwei. Seeing the familiar handwriting, my heart seemed to be mercilessly pinched.
On the day of the wedding, I put on a suit and dragged my heavy steps to the wedding site. The church was filled with joy, but my heart was full of bitterness.
The groom and Yuwei held hands and slowly walked across the long red carpet. Yuwei was wearing a snow-white wedding dress, and her smile was brighter and more moving than ever. Seeing her so happy, I really let go of the last trace of obsession in my heart.
After the wedding, I plucked up the courage and stepped forward to offer my blessing to Yuwei. "I wish you a happy new marriage. I smiled, but my eyes were a little moist.
"Thank you for coming, I'm really happy. Yuwei gave me a warm hug back, "I hope you can find your own happiness as soon as possible." "
It was at this moment that my heart finally gained some relief and relief. Yuwei has started a new life, and I can finally let go of the past and start anew.
So I started to take care of my own life, vacating the little apartment and repainting it. I collected all the items related to Yuwei and temporarily sealed them in a small box.
In the process, I also began to reflect on my relationship with Yuwei. I realized that we got to the end of the game in large part because we were both too stubborn and lacked communication and tolerance.
I began to learn to forgive myself and I learned to forgive her. After all, there is no right or wrong in emotional matters, it is just a different choice between two people at a certain point in time.
My heart was suddenly drawn by a wonderful impulse, and I involuntarily walked over and sat down beside her.
The girl raised her head, her eyes revealing a hint of surprise, and then a bright smile bloomed, "Oh, I'm reading One Hundred Years of Solitude, this book is so wonderful!"
And just like that, we quickly got up and down. She is called, a lively and cheerful girl who loves life, and has the same interests as me. We talked about each other, and soon we talked about the world.
From that chance encounter, it was like a spring breeze blowing into my life. We started to see each other frequently, chatting, exercising, watching movies, everything.
Once, we walked side by side on the shore of the lake in the setting sun. The warm sunlight shines on the surface of the lake, and the scenery is very charming.
"Really, and how did you feel?" I asked curiously.
"I was thinking, this person looks very sunny and gives a very warm feeling. It's like warm sunshine, which can warm people's hearts. Said with a smile.
I was a little embarrassed by her metaphor, but I was secretly overjoyed by her words. It seems that in my mind, I am no longer the gloomy single man I used to be.
Gradually, the relationship between us began to warm up gradually. Sometimes I would prepare a little surprise for her; Sometimes she would take care of the housework for me considerately. There was talk and laughter between us, as if we had regained the sweet feeling we had when we were with Yuwei.
Finally, on a summer evening, we lay by the open-air pool and looked up at the stars. Suddenly he turned his head and stared at me deeply.
"Obviously, I want to tell you that I have begun to fall in love with you. She confessed, shy and bold.
It was as if I had been struck in the heart, followed by a surge of happiness. This feeling is something I haven't experienced for a long time since I broke up with Yuwei. I hugged her tightly and imprinted a deep kiss on her forehead.