We share the moments of our lives and convey the subtleties of our emotions to maintain our relationships with each other. When sharing becomes one-sided, when enthusiasm meets indifference, the initial intimacy and warmth begin to quietly retreat.
I remember that once upon a time, I was full of anticipation for every smile and greeting from you. I am eager to share with you every interesting stalk I find, every strangely shaped tree, every scented cloud, every lazy and cute cat. That's because I believe that these small sharing can make us more emotionally deep and bring us closer together.
Later I found out that my sharing always doesn't seem to get a response from you. I began to wonder if my enthusiasm was disturbing your peace, was my concern a burden to you, I didn't want to be the one who kept bothering you, so I started to share less often, and I began to choose silence.
Did you know that the main phenomenon of emotional fading is to share what you originally wanted to share with another person. I started looking for friends who would listen to me and share my happiness. I began to show my enthusiasm and energy in front of other people, and in front of you, I became more and more silent.
I just feel that if even the most basic sharing can't be answered, then no amount of words is in vain. I no longer want to tell you my joys and sorrows, because you are no longer the one with whom I can feel all this.
If you can't give me the attention and response I deserve, then I can only turn my sharing to others. I don't blame you, I don't resent you, it's just that our world is slowly no longer intersecting.
Maybe one day, you will find that I am no longer the person who shares my life with you all the time. You may be surprised or even a little lost. But remember, it's all because I really wanted to share everything about me with you, and you didn't give me enough attention and love.
Don't be surprised when you see me sharing happiness with others and seeing me make new connections with other people. Because it all started with the indifference you shared with me. I didn't deliberately stay away from you, it was you who taught me how to share my heart with people who are really willing to cherish it.