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Time flies, and a special day in 2012 is coming. At this time, our protagonist, the well-known actor Han Qing, walked alone into the edge of the bustling city and came to the quiet and solemn mother's cemetery.
The giant wheel of time has passed the eleventh spring and autumn of his mother Bai Han's death, but for Han Qing, that unforgettable emotional background has not yet dissipated.
He gently leaned his tired head against the cold and hard tombstone, as if he wanted to find the warm embrace of his former mother in this eternal land. However, the reality is cruel, all he can feel is a cold marble, and he can no longer convey his mother's temperature and heart.
Tears slipped down his cold blue eyes like pearls of broken threads, and in this silent cemetery, he poured out his deep grief in a deep voice.
Eleven years have passed, and the departure of his mother Bai Han is undoubtedly an unhealable scar for Han Qing. When he recalled the scene of his mother's death, it seemed that he had returned to the lonely 16-year-old boyhood, and he could only bear the hardships and hardships of life alone.
At the last moment of her life, her mother Bai Han earnestly told her friend Haiqing to take good care of her son. Hearing these words, Han Qing's heart was filled with deep emotion and grief.
Even at the last moment of her life, the mother still did not forget her child, and this deep maternal love deeply shocked Han Qing.
He is grateful to his mother for her hard work for the family, and this selfless love has allowed him to go through the most difficult years of his life. However, just when he needed his mother's company the most, his mother left him forever, and this pain still haunts Han Qing's heart today.
In order to commemorate this dear relative, Han Qing resolutely decided to change his stage name from Han Qing to Han Qing. In this new name, he pinned his endless thoughts and respect for his mother Bai Han.
Whenever someone curiously asked him why he changed his name, Han Qing always sincerely shared his mother's life story so that more people could understand the ups and downs of this great woman.
At this moment, Han Qing knelt quietly in front of the tombstone, letting the tears slide down like raindrops. Although eleven years have passed, he still can't let go of the grief over his mother's death, and that heavy longing is like a sharp knife, ruthlessly cutting his heart.
He knew that he would never forget his mother's deathbed wishes, and these last words had become a spiritual pillar on his way forward.
The death of his mother can definitely be called a fatal blow in the course of Han Qing's life! To this day, this deep wound imprinted in the depths of his soul still lingers, like a haze enveloping him.
Perhaps, only when he stands in front of this ruthless tombstone again, the pain in his heart will be relieved a little, however, this endless longing and mourning is destined to accompany Han Qing for the rest of his life until the end of his life.
Looking back on Bai Han's life journey, it can be described as an epic full of twists and turns. She was born into a privileged family, her father was a well-educated university professor, and her mother was an outstanding civil servant.
However, the goddess of fate threw a heavy blow to Bai Han when she was seven years old.
That year, Bai Han's father was persecuted and forced to leave his hometown to undergo reform. For a family, the loss of this spiritual pillar is tantamount to a catastrophe.
Since then, Bai Han's family has been left with only her and her weak mother, in order to avoid making his wife too worried, Bai Han's father resolutely chose to cut off contact with his family, and finally disappeared forever in the world, this sudden change completely shattered this once happy family.
The grief of losing her husband left Bai Han's mother in the throes of mental illness. Every day, she was tormented by pain, trembling and looking for her husband's traces, but never received any news.
She seems to have completely lost her mind, and can only rely on her daughter Bai Han to take care of her daily life Finally, in a desperate morning, Bai Han's mother chose to end her life by suicide and bid farewell to this world forever.
This sudden tragedy made Bai Han, who was only sixteen years old, lose his way forward in the great pain of losing his parents. For a while, she couldn't decide whether to continue her studies or enter the workforce.
At this time, the goddess of fate once again reached out to Bai Han, and the literary and artistic team of the Beijing Power Supply Bureau was looking for an actor who could be qualified for the role of "Li Tiemei" in the Peking Opera "Red Lantern", and Bai Han's mentor did not hesitate to recommend this talented girl.
Bai Han seized this once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, made a splash with his excellent acting skills, and successfully started his acting career.
From that moment on, Bai Han devoted himself to his post in the power supply bureau, spending every day in the tedious and arduous task of maintaining the electricity meter. Although the living environment is extremely difficult, she has never had the idea of giving up her dream, and through unremitting efforts, she finally succeeded in being admitted to the Central Academy of Drama after countless attempts.
On campus, Bai Han devoted himself to the research and improvement of his acting skills, followed many famous tutors to learn knowledge, and always persevered with a diligent and studious attitude.
It is true that Bai Han's growth process can be called a poignant song. He lost his father at the age of 7 and his mother at the age of 16, and suffered a major change in his family in just a few years, and the happiness and joy of the past came to naught in an instant, leaving only a lonely and helpless girl to bear it alone.
However, she was not knocked down by this series of blows, but with her own hard work and firm will, she gradually moved towards the peak of her acting career. This fearless courage and perseverance are truly admirable, and at the same time, people feel deeply uncertain about fate.
When Bai Han successfully graduated from the Central Academy of Drama and stepped into the society with full confidence, he suffered a heavy blow again. Although major employers have given her high praise for her professionalism and outstanding appearance, Bai Han has repeatedly failed in the political review process and cannot get the ideal job as she wishes.
This sudden setback undoubtedly brought great psychological pressure to Bai Han, who was in the prime of his youth. Faced with the harsh reality of unemployment, she fell into deep despair.
However, Bai Han did not give up her acting dream, she still persevered in submitting her resume, and finally was admitted to the National Theatre of China in 1979.
Since then, Bai Han has officially embarked on her career path and began to participate in a series of excellent drama performances. After accumulating a wealth of acting experience, she also began to focus on her married life.
After being introduced by others, Bai Han met a simple and kind man, and the two quickly entered the palace of marriage. Soon after marriage, Bai Han gave birth to a son and named him Han Qing.
However, behind this seemingly happiness, the contradiction between Bai Han and her husband gradually revealed. The husband is emotionally delicate and often picky about Bai Han, which is completely different from Bai Han.
In that endless marriage, the couple repeatedly fell into fierce quarrels and domestic violence, which made Bai Han exhausted and physically and mentally exhausted. Finally, in despair, she resolutely chose to end this painful marriage, carrying a heavy burden, and shouldering the heavy responsibility of raising her son Han Qing alone.
The ruin of this marriage undoubtedly brought more serious damage to Bai Han. At that time, as a mother, the enormous pressure of raising a minor child on her own was unimaginable.
Not only does Bai Han need to work hard in the theater to make ends meet, but she also has to take care of her son wholeheartedly, her life can be described as extremely busy, but despite the hardships of life, she has always maintained an optimistic attitude and cherishes every little bit of care in life.
At such a moment, Bai Han met a man named Han Xiaolei. Han Xiaolei is a renowned professor at the Beijing Film Academy and a talented director and screenwriter.
The resonance between the two in the depths of their hearts, as well as their like-minded interests and hobbies, made them gradually get closer, and Han Xiaolei had just experienced the breakdown of his marriage at that time, and his heart was full of loneliness and loss.
It can be said that Bai Han's career has been full of twists and turns and challenges from beginning to end. Just when her career was in full swing, she suffered various blows one after another, forcing her to let go of her ideals.
However, she never gave up easily, with her firm belief and unremitting efforts, she re-emerged in the entertainment industry again and again Finally, she met Han Xiaolei, and under his encouragement and care, she regained her confidence and courage in life.
This indomitable spirit is undoubtedly worthy of learning and respect by each and every one of us. However, just when Bai Han's career was booming, a sudden disaster struck again.
In 2010, at the age of 55, Bai Han was diagnosed with a rapidly deteriorating neuroendocrine tumor, which is undoubtedly heartbreaking news.
At this moment, Bai Han's heart was filled with endless pain and worry, and she couldn't accept that she was facing the end of her life. However, she did not give up her love and pursuit of life because of this.
What emerges in front of her eyes are those warm times spent with her relatives, as well as the stage she loves deeply, even though fate pushes her into the abyss again and again, Bai Han still sticks to her desire and persistence in life.
Now, the harsh reality strikes again, forcing her to face the impending death.
During the two-year arduous treatment, Bai Han has always maintained a never-slackening and optimistic attitude, and she firmly believes that she will be able to overcome the disease and devote herself to her career and family again.
However, what was supposed to be a definite victory ended in defeat, and the ruthless Grim Reaper finally took the precious life of the brilliant actress.
At the last moment of his life, Bai Han affectionately told his friend Haiqing to take good care of his son Han Qing. This existence, which she regarded as the most precious existence in her life, became her last concern.
When he heard these words, Bai Han was finally able to embark on the journey to eternity safely and reunite with his long-deceased parents.
It is no exaggeration to say that Bai Han's life course is full of twists and turns. She has experienced upheaval in her family, the breakdown of her marriage, and the torture of illness. However, even in the most difficult moments, she still maintained a positive and optimistic attitude and never gave up the pursuit of a better life.
Such a tenacious spirit is undoubtedly worthy of our admiration.
However, the god of fate failed to show mercy to Bai Han after all. Just when her career was in full swing, she unfortunately passed away, ending her short and brilliant life. The last words before his death fully demonstrated Bai Han's deep maternal love for his son Han Qing.
Despite the short life she had, she always remembered her most important responsibility, and this selfless love was touching.
Facing the departure of her mother, Han Qing's heart was filled with endless grief and longing. However, he understands that his mother has always guarded him in her own unique way. Perhaps, only in front of his mother's grave can Han Qing really feel the warm embrace and kind eyes.
This longing will surely accompany him for the rest of his life.
Now, the years have flown by, and a full eleven years have passed. However, deep in Han Qing (formerly known as Bai Han), the death of her mother Bai Han is still an indelible scar. Whenever an important day came, he would always come to his mother's grave alone to offer the most sincere tribute.
In front of that cold tombstone, Han Qing often cried silently, as if he wanted to release the grief that had accumulated over the years at one time. He would gently rest his head against the tombstone, trying to find the warm scent of his mother's past.
However, what makes people sigh is that the hard marble could not give him the slightest comfort after all, but made him deeply appreciate the pain caused by his mother's permanent death again.
Han Qing clearly remembered her mother's affectionate entrustment when she was dying. She hoped that her best friend Haiqing would treat her son well, and this deep and selfless maternal love deeply touched Han Qing.
Even at the last moments of his life, his mother never forgot his own flesh and blood, and this ardent anticipation became a powerful force that sustained him through those difficult years. However, just when he needed his mother's company the most, Bai Han left the world forever, which made Han Qing still unable to let go.
In order to cherish the memory of this dear relative, Han Qing resolutely changed his original stage name "Han Qing" to "Han Qing". In this name, it contains his endless nostalgia and admiration for his mother Bai Han.
Whenever someone asks him why he changed his name, Han Qing always sincerely shares his mother's life journey, so that more people can understand the twists and turns of this outstanding woman's life.
The death of her mother is undoubtedly a major blow in Han Qing's life. The teenager who lost the protection of his parents at the age of 16 has never been able to get rid of the haze in his heart. Despite the passage of time, he would still go to his mother's grave at every special moment and pour out his grief with tears.
This longing for her mother Bai Han has become an indelible mark in Han Qing's life. He knew that he would never be able to forget his mother's deathbed wishes, let alone the loved one who had left when he needed it most.
The death of his mother made Han Qing lose the most important guide on the road of life, and this scar still makes him sad to this day.
Perhaps, only when he stood in front of the cold tombstone again, the sharp pain in his heart could be slightly relieved. However, this longing and mourning are destined to accompany Han Qing for the rest of his life and into eternity.
He understands that he will never forget the deep love of his mother Bai Han, and that love will always remain in his heart and become the source of motivation for him to move forward.