When I was a child, my family lived in a quiet town with me, my dad, my mom and a younger brother who was two years younger than me. Dad is an engineer and has a busy schedule, but he always finds time to play with us and teach us new things. My mother was a gentle and considerate housewife who loved to cook delicious meals and was always able to prepare a good dinner for us.
It wasn't until I went to college and left my hometown that I realized my yearning and pursuit of love. In college, I met him - Lin Jie. He was a top student in the department, handsome and talented, and soon became my focus. We started dating, he was very considerate to me and always reached out when I needed help and made me feel very happy.
However, as time went on, I started to discover a few things that bothered me. First of all, Lin Jie doesn't like to share his inner world with me, whether he is happy or sad, he likes to bear it alone. Even when I asked him, he was always vague and unwilling to be honest with me. Secondly, he would often be late, and sometimes he would even forget the time we had agreed upon. I'm not a particularly calculating person, but I'm disappointed by this kind of behavior.
Also, I found that he was not willing to plan for the future with me. Whenever I mentioned marriage or future plans, he always avoided talking about them, and even seemed a little impatient. In the end, I found that he didn't care about me so comprehensively, and sometimes when I needed him, he always found all kinds of excuses to excuse me, which made me feel very disappointed.
Slowly, I began to wonder if he really loved me. Perhaps, in his eyes, I am just a person who accompanies him through his lonely time. I began to observe his behavior and try to find an answer. However, the more this happened, the more I felt lost and helpless.
Until one day, I decided to be honest with him and tell him about my worries and confusion. After listening to my words, he was silent for a while, and then said softly, "Perhaps, I really didn't do what a boyfriend should do." I never realized that my actions might make you feel hurt and disappointed. I'm sorry, I'll try to make it right. ”
I was relieved to hear his apology. Perhaps, love is not always so perfect, but as long as we are willing to be honest with each other, everything will be fine. I know that no matter what difficulties and challenges lie ahead, as long as we love each other, everything is worth it.