My name is Wang Chen, and I am a 30-year-old leftover man. My family background is very ordinary, my parents are ordinary workers, and I am the only child in the family. When I was a child, the warmth and harmony of my family made me feel happy, but as I grew older and everyone around me was forced to get married, I was still a single aristocrat.
I used to feel like I didn't need to get married, and I enjoyed the freedom and freedom of being single. However, as I grew older, the people around me put pressure on me to start reflecting on my life. I began to wonder if I had missed the opportunity to find true love, and if I was destined to become an older leftover man.
In my mind, marriage is not necessary, I feel that everyone has their own lifestyle and choices. However, the people around me kept instilling in me the importance of getting married, which made me feel very frustrated and confused.
Until one day, I met a special girl whose name was Li Ya. Li Ya is a gentle, kind, intelligent and capable girl, and being with her makes me feel a different way of life. We got along so well that we had common hobbies and topics that made me feel like I had found a close friend.
However, as our relationship deepened, Li Ya began to mention the topic of marriage. She believes that marriage is an important event in everyone's life and needs to be taken seriously. She hopes to have a family and a little world of her own.
When I heard her words, I felt a wave of panic. I knew I wasn't ready to get married, and I didn't want to make hasty decisions just to cope with the pressures around me. However, I couldn't bear to hurt Li Ya and make her disappointed and sad.
The conflict between Li Ya and me gradually deepened, and the relationship between us became more and more strained. I tried to explain my thoughts to her, but she didn't want to listen. She thought I was just shirking my responsibilities and wasn't taking her seriously enough.
In the end, I decided to be honest with Li Ya and tell her that I wasn't ready to get married and that I needed more time to think about and prepare. I hope she understands my choice and doesn't embarrass me.
However, Li Ya felt very disappointed and sad, she felt that I was not serious enough and not responsible enough for her. There was a rift in our relationship, and I felt very painful and helpless.
After a period of cold war, we finally decided to end our relationship. I knew it was a huge blow to me, but I also knew I couldn't force it. I chose to leave and find my own way of life.
Although I am still an older leftover man, I no longer feel lonely and helpless. I believe that everyone has their own lifestyle and choices, and getting married is not something that everyone has to do. I would like to believe that there will always be someone in my life who will make me feel true love and happiness.