"I want to find someone to rely on, not to dislike my three children, and a seriously ill mother. ”
In 2005, a weather-beaten woman came to the door of the Tianjin newspaper.
The editor-in-chief was already surprised by the marriage notice, but after learning the girl's identity, he was so surprised that he couldn't keep his mouth shut.
It turned out that this woman was the genius girl who was famous in China a few years ago, Pang Xiuyu.
not only appeared on CCTV, but also shook hands with Ba Jin, and his works were published in many newspapers and magazines.
But now she is submissive, and when she mentions the three children, she is even more sad.
So, why did she become the way she is, and who ruined her bright life?
The content of the statements is based on reliable sources of information, which are repeated at the end of the article.
Literary girl
If all misfortunes have to be traced back to the source, then the wounds of the original family will not heal.
Pang Xiuyu was quiet and lovely when she was a child, and when she grew up, she was obsessed with reading.
But who knows, it was this hobby that made her life take a big turn.
After discovering his daughter's interest in literature, his father was ecstatic.
Because his dream was to become a writer like Lu Xun, but now he sees hope in his daughter.
After that, he began to buy all kinds of books at home, and also set a strict schedule for Pang Xiuyu.
She was reading books while the other children were playing outside, and she was writing about her thoughts when the other children were ready to sleep.
When Pang Xiuyu was ten years old, her father forced her to write a 2,000-word essay, and he also demanded that every word be precise and reasonable.
During the whole training process, his father had no scruples, as long as Pang Xiuyu was careless, he would be abused and beaten.
Perhaps it is Pang Xiuyu's own aura, or perhaps her father's strong high-pressure policy, Pang Xiuyu's articles are getting better and better.
Since elementary school, he has published articles in many newspapers and magazines. At the age of 14, the published debut novel "Hope" made Pang Xiuyu famous in one fell swoop.
Since then, invitations and bonuses have poured in.
In the Great Hall of the People, he was awarded the title of "Top Ten Young Men in National Literature", became the first batch of "Soong Ching Ling Foundation" prize winners, visited Japan with other primary and secondary school students, became the youngest member, and even received encouragement from the famous writer Ba Jin.
Similarly, Pang Xiuyu has also received countless business cooperation.
The pursuit of fame and fortune not only made the little Pang Xiuyu lose it, but his father was even more intoxicated.
The tragedy of "Hurt Zhongyong".
Pang Xiuyu, surrounded by flowers and applause, didn't know how long it had been since she picked up a book and pen again, and her father no longer urged her.
Even if there are well-wishers to point out, Pang Xiuyu's father will be dissatisfied with the accusation: "Xiuyu has a lot of aura, even if she doesn't read books, she can write good articles." ”
What is booming and declining is that Pang Xiuyu, who has lost the nourishment of books, has long been empty in her mind.
After becoming famous in junior high school, Pang Xiuyu also entered a rebellious period. no longer obeys his father's discipline, and he is even more disgusted with the books he was obsessed with in the past.
Coupled with the continuous business cooperation during this time, Pang Xiuyu has long forgotten the knowledge of school.
In particular, subjects such as physical chemistry that I was exposed to in junior high school were even more of a mess.
Pang Xiuyu, who has a high level of literature but a poor level of learning, no longer meets the expectations of Chinese parents for their children.
Gradually, Pang Xiuyu gradually lost her "flow", and her previous enthusiasm was like a flower in the mirror.
Even after her father spurred Pang Xiuyu to study, she didn't let down.
When she was nineteen years old, Pang Xiuyu was untouched, not only her head was empty, but even her body was scarred by the long-term whipping.
Deceived feelings
Under the contradictions, Pang Xiuyu's mother and daughter became more and more miserable, but in the end, Pang Xiuyu's parents divorced, but all the money Pang Xiuyu has earned over the years is in her father's pocket.
My mother took out the meager money she had secretly accumulated over the years and rented a simple rental house on the outskirts of the city, barely maintaining the most basic life.
Her mother originally wanted Pang Xiuyu to continue her studies and regain her previous literary dreams.
But Pang Xiuyu didn't want to make up for it at all, so she gave up her studies and turned to work as a waitress in a small restaurant, earning only 500 yuan a month.
Who presented, the mother had only been working for a few months, and she was frequently dizzy and uncomfortable, and went to the hospital for examination, which had become severe diabetes.
The burden of the family fell on Pang Xiuyu, who had just become an adult.
The helpless Pang Xiuyu can only work diligently in the restaurant, but Pang Xiuyu, who has no identity background and is only a weak woman, is also often harassed by customers.
At this time, a man in his thirties often takes the initiative to stand up and support her and alleviate her difficulties.
Afterwards, when Pang Xiuyu expressed her gratitude, the man also looked enthusiastic, encouraging Pang Xiuyu to resume her studies and master more knowledge.
After going back and forth, Pang Xiuyu gradually developed a good impression of this man.
But the man's words were like a verbal check, never cashed.
Unconsciously, Pang Xiuyu has a deep love for him, and he doesn't know why. So when the man invited her to a dinner, she agreed without the slightest warning.
When she woke up the next morning, Pang Xiuyu only remembered that she had drunk a lot of wine last night, and when she looked around, she saw the naked man.
Pang Xiuyu's tears flowed out at once.
She began to frantically wake up the man to make her accountable for herself.
But the man changed his previous tenderness and sweetness, became indifferent, and then catered to Pang Xiuyu.
The promised responsibility is even more groundless, just arranging for her to live in a house and giving her 2,000 yuan a month.
Living here, Pang Xiuyu no longer has to go to work in restaurants, and men don't accompany Pang Xiuyu every day.
Come back every now and then, sleep and go.
Until Pang Xiuyu suddenly found that her body was very wrong. Menstruation is delayed, and I often vomit and get dizzy.
Sure enough, I was pregnant.
After seeing the man, Pang Xiuyu told her helplessness and confusion, and hoped to marry this man as soon as possible.
After all, whether it is an illegitimate child, or an illegitimate child, etc., it is not acceptable to ordinary people.
But Pang Xiuyu still retained it under the man's persuasion. The child was not killed, nor was it married.
In December 1999, when Pang Xiuyu was holding her son, she suddenly burst into tears.
In a trance, what did you do?
Not long after giving birth to the child, Pang Xiuyu became pregnant again. This time she didn't want to give birth, and hoped that the hospital could help her get rid of the baby.
However, the hospital said that her body is weak now, and if she has another miscarriage, it will not only be difficult to get pregnant in the future, but her body will become even weaker.
So nine months later, she gave birth to twin daughters.
After giving birth to her daughter, the man gave her 3,000 yuan a month for living expenses.
But Pang Xiuyu began to gradually can't bear the current relationship anymore, and hopes that the man can marry him as soon as possible.
But whenever this matter is mentioned, the man either gets angry and shirks it, or leaves directly, and no one is seen for several days.
It wasn't until 2001 that a well-dressed middle-aged woman came to the house where she lived.
Pang Xiuyu realized that she was not only born out of wedlock, but also a disdainful "little three"!
And this middle-aged man in his thirties turned out to be a millionaire. Surprisingly angry, Pang Xiuyu took the man to court.
But the man has already taken advantage of this time to divorce, and even directly "left the house".
The court finally ruled that the man should give Pang Xiuyu 1,200 monthly child support, and the man still paid it on time at first, but then disappeared directly.
Pang Xiuyu is like pulling three children. Not being able to go out to work means having no financial resources. In addition, there is a seriously ill mother, Pang Xiuyu has long been tortured to the point of not being human.
In desperation, she could only come to Tianjin Newspaper to try to get rid of her current predicament by seeking marriage.
Accepted again
In 2005, when people at Tianjin Newspaper learned about Pang Xiuyu's tragic experience over the years, they were all surprised.
No one could have imagined that the enviable literary girl would disappear in a flash like a meteor in the end.
Moreover, Pang Xiuyu, who is 27 years old at this moment, once again said another request of herself, hoping that this man will be over fifty years old.
Fifty years old? At this age, you can be Pang Xiuyu's father!
But looking at Pang Xiuyu's last relationship, what she loves is a middle-aged man older than herself.
The father's love that I didn't get when I was a child eventually longed for it in this way.
Soon, Pang Xiuyu moved into the home of a man in his fifties with her three children.
But this middle-aged man didn't regard Pang Xiuyu as his wife at all.
Let her work all day, wash the dishes, and mop the floor with the children, the only difference from the nanny may be that the two of them will sleep together.
Later, Pang Xiuyu became pregnant again and gave birth to their children.
The man reversed again, Yan Ming wanted to throw the three children before Pang Xiuyu to others, so that they could get married.
But how could Pang Xiuyu agree, so she took the three children and their mother and left the house.
At this stage of loneliness, Pang Xiuyu has not thought about working and starting a business.
How can a person who is too busy to take care of himself succeed in becoming independent.
The three babies who were born out of wedlock, the seriously ill mother, and the career that could not be done.
Pang Xiuyu's life always seems to be full of tragedy and helplessness.
epilogue
In fact, throughout Pang Xiuyu's life, we can also sum up lessons.
That is, it is better to rely on others than on oneself. Only by being strong can we survive the wind and rain in the future and finally usher in the rainbow.
Shingen
The unmarried mother who was abandoned today by the former "prodigy and talented girl" [Picture]-News-China Ningbo Net