I like to travel a lot, and I have chosen to travel by car in recent years.
When I was young, I thought that I could go out to travel, at least half a month ago, I began to be excited, and I couldn't sleep in the excitement for a few days before departure, and I imagined the beauty and happiness of all kinds of travel, and I couldn't wait to set off immediately to go out and let myself go.
In recent years, every time I think about traveling, I am not excited at all, but I have become very anxious, my heart is very conflicted, I want to go out, and I am afraid to go out, and my heart is very tormented.
Every time I was ready to go out, I started to get anxious, and often in the day or two before departure, I would say: don't forget it, let's stay at home.
Of course, there are reasons for anxiety, 1. Every time I go out, I have to make an appointment with two friends, four people in a car, because we are best friends, and the relationship is too good to go out by myself, so I can't go out to play without calling them?
2. Every time my husband drives, my husband drives very fast, and many times he is impatient, often has road rage, drives a car on a rampage, is not used to stepping on the brakes, only used to honking the horn, makes me very anxious, there are other friends sitting in the car, what to do.
3. Every time I go out, I will worry about the condition of the car, such as, how are the tires, the brakes are not working, etc., every time I ask such a question, my husband directly says that it is impossible, simple and rude, and never patiently dispels the doubts in my heart.
Tomorrow is our four-day holiday on March 3 in Guangxi, and I am going to go to Baili Rhododendron to see the flowers, or my husband will drive with his girlfriend's family.
I'm so anxious, I started to be anxious yesterday, and now I'm still checking accommodation, checking the guide, writing articles, and being anxious......
I was even more anxious when I thought about something big going on in one of our road trip enthusiast groups last month.
Last month, the group owner of self-driving travel enthusiasts organized two cars of 8 people, the group owner is non-profit, the cost is AA, and he drove to Jianshui, Mengzi, Xishuangbanna, Yunnan Province, Tengchong and other places to play, as a result of the car accident just out of Guangxi into Yunnan, before departure they signed a waiver agreement, but, when there was no accident, the waiver agreement is valid, after the accident, human nature is not able to stand the test, several people do not recognize the signed exemption agreement, there are differences in responsibility, as the organizer of the group to bear all the medical and other expenses, life fell into a trough.
Thinking about these things makes me even more anxious.
I really want to live happily every day, travel happily, and have a smile on my face every day.