My name is Zhang Meili and I am a 40-year-old single woman living in a quiet neighborhood. My family background is very simple, my parents divorced when I was very young, and my mother and I live a simple but happy life.
I have always been an independent woman, and I have developed the habit of thinking and living independently since I was a child. I enjoy the freedom of being single, and without the shackles of marriage, I can live my life as I want and pursue my dreams and goals.
However, my single life became a topic of discussion in the neighborhood. Every time I greet my neighbors, they always ask me, "Why aren't you married yet?" and they think that girls must get married and have a husband in order to have a complete life.
As much as I didn't want to be affected by the pressure of the outside world, I couldn't completely get rid of my inner conflicts. I used to think about getting married, but whenever I was faced with the reality of marriage, I felt scared and uneasy. I was afraid of losing my freedom, of being bound to the cage of marriage.
Just when I was in a conflict, I met a special person, his name was Liu Jian. Liu Jian is my neighbor, a gentle and considerate man who always lends a helping hand when I need help. Gradually, an emotional bond developed between us, and I began to develop special feelings for him.
Faced with Liu Jian's appearance, I fell into a deeper entanglement. I didn't know how to deal with it, I was afraid of being hurt again, I was afraid of losing my freedom again. But at the same time, I longed for a true love and someone to rely on.
Jian Liu and I had an in-depth exchange and candidly shared each other's feelings and needs. I told him about my worries and fears, and he also expressed his love and commitment to me to me. Together, we explored the possibilities of the future and tried to find a way of life that suited us.
Just as I was about to make a decision, the unexpected happened. I learned that Liu Jian already has a girlfriend and they plan to get married. There was a sharp pain in my heart, and I felt betrayed. I didn't know how to face this reality or how to move on with my life.
However, I didn't give up because of that. I tried to pick myself up and told myself to be brave in the face of all difficulties and challenges. I know that even without Liu Jian, I can live well, because what I have is my freedom and independence.
Now, I'm still a single woman, but I don't feel alone and helpless anymore. I learned to enjoy the freedom of being single and pursue my dreams and goals. I believe that whether I am married or single, as long as I live my own life, it is the best life.