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Looking back, I feel palpitations
The years have flown by, and in a blink of an eye, Zhu Xun has entered the middle age of his life. On this day, she sat alone on a wicker chair in the living room, looking out at the lush trees through the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, and couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion.
Zhu Xun remembered that when he was 17 years old, he suddenly suffered from a life-threatening hemangioma in a foreign country, Japan. At that time, she was still young, working alone in a foreign land, and her parents were far away in her hometown, and there was no one to take care of her.
Although she was fortunate to be successfully cured by surgery, the hardships and loneliness of those days still make her feel palpitations.
Soon after, Zhu Xun suffered another blow - at the age of 34, he was diagnosed with thyroid cancer. It was undoubtedly a bolt from the blue that caught her off guard. Although she was determined to overcome the disease and did her best with a positive and optimistic attitude, deep down she still felt fear and pain.
"Mother, how can you leave me like this? Zhu Xun cried out in pain, his tone full of infinite regret and sorrow.
For many years, his mother has been a knot in Zhu Xun's heart. Growing up, she was never able to get her mother's love, which made her suffer. Zhu Xun recalled the bits and pieces with her mother, and she was finally relieved and understood the reasons behind her mother's actions that hurt her back then.
Zhu Xun breathed a long sigh of relief, feeling that he had finally untied the knots in his heart that had been in his heart for many years. She is determined to live well with an optimistic and positive attitude. Throughout her life, hardships and tribulations are everywhere, but she has overcome the tests of fate again and again with tenacious willpower.
Untie the knot and revisit the relationship
The most painful thing about Zhu Xun is the sad news that his elderly mother Zhao Ruiyun passed away at the age of 49. In the previous two months, the mother and daughter finally regained their close relationship.
In an interview with a TV program, Zhao Ruiyun opened his heart for the first time and sincerely told his mental journey back then. Zhu Xuncai finally understood the reasons behind her mother's heartbreaking behavior over the years.
It turned out that during the pregnancy, the parents had been looking forward to giving birth to a boy, and Zhu Xun's birth made them feel disappointed and difficult to let go, which led to indifference and neglect of Zhu Xun.
And Zhu Xun later insisted on going to Japan to study for further study, which made her mother feel that she had completely betrayed her expectations, so she resolutely refused Zhu Xun's invitation to live with her.
She regretted that she had not been able to truly get her mother's love for many years, and there were many conflicts between the two due to various misunderstandings. Now that her mother has passed away, she can no longer tell her inner pain and guilt.
After the death of his mother, Zhu Xun fell into deep mourning. She repeatedly recalled the bits and pieces of the two, and finally untied the knots in her heart for many years. Although it was painful, she understood the reasons for her mother's actions back then, and she also relieved her resentment towards her mother.
Zhu Xun warned himself to live well with a positive and optimistic attitude, cherish the relatives and loved ones he has now, and not let regrets repeat.
The double blow Zhu Xun faced calmly
Just as Zhu Xun's career was at its peak and her family was happy, her life suffered a double blow, which was like a bolt from the blue.
On the one hand, Zhu Xun's mother, Zhao Ruiyun, was suddenly diagnosed with severe colon cancer and was in critical condition, which made Zhu Xun feel greatly frightened and shocked.
Wang Zhi immediately stopped what he was doing, hurried to Zhu Xun's side, comforted her step by step, and quickly found the top oncologists in China for Zhu Xun's mother, participated in every consultation throughout the process, and took care of Zhu Xun's mother meticulously.
On the other hand, Zhu Xun himself was diagnosed with the terrible thyroid cancer at this time. This is undoubtedly adding insult to injury, causing her to suffer an unprecedented blow.
At one point, she broke down and wept bitterly, despairing of life.
But soon, Zhu Xun stubbornly regained his fighting spirit. During the difficult treatment, Zhu Xun insisted on exercising and once ran the half marathon in one go, which made all the medical staff present applaud and admire her tenacious willpower.
In the face of the major test of life, Zhu Xun never gave up, and defeated the invasion of the disease again and again with perseverance and tenacious vitality. Zhu Xun often recalls her husband Wang Zhi's loving and supportive figure back then, and she is very grateful.
It was his waiting companionship that gave Zhu Xun the courage and strength to overcome all difficulties.
Longing to be loved by parents
Tracing back to Zhu Xun's growth experience, she has encountered the indifference and neglect of her parents since she was a child, and she longs for her parents' love from the bottom of her heart.
Zhu Xun is the third child in the family, and her parents Zhu Ronggen and Zhao Ruiyun originally hoped that she would be a boy. When they learned that it was their daughter, they were quite disappointed, so they randomly named Zhu Xun "Zhu Xun", lacking the least attention to her.
In Zhu Xun's childhood memories, the figure of his parents is always vague and distant. His father, Zhu Ronggen, worked in Japan all the year round, and his mother Zhao Ruiyun also followed him to a foreign land.
Zhu Xun can only stay at her grandmother's house with her two sisters, and she longs to be favored and cared for by her parents.
At the age of 14, Zhu Xun participated in the recording of the famous variety show "Our Generation", and with her outstanding hosting talent, her performance attracted the attention and appreciation of all the producers present.
But to Zhu Xun's great disappointment, after the show, Zhu Ronggen and Zhao Ruiyun were still cold and indifferent to her and did not give half a word of praise.
Zhu Xun's eyes were moist, and his heart was full of mixed feelings. She wondered bitterly: Did my parents never love me at all?
At the age of 15, Zhu Xun played an actor for the first time in the movie "Rock and Roll Youth", and unexpectedly won high praise from the director. Zhu Xun happily told his parents the good news, looking forward to receiving their praise and recognition.
But his parents were still indifferent, and Zhu Xun was hit again, and the wound in his heart was deeply torn.
Zhu Xun, who longs to be cared for by her parents, finally made up her mind that she wants to study in Japan, a foreign country, hoping to see her parents often.
Self-made and happy
Soon after working at CCTV, Zhu Xun got acquainted with Wang Zhi, who was also a host. Wang Zhi, who is 8 years older than Zhu Xun, once showed admirable bravery and fearlessness during the fight against SARS, which deeply attracted Zhu Xun.
The two hit it off at first sight, and they hated to see each other late. Zhu Xun was soon impressed by Wang Zhi's sincere, kind, and considerate character. Wang Zhi is not only diligent and conscientious in his work, but also a meticulous person in life.
He can always be careful and considerate for Zhu Xun, which makes Zhu Xun feel unprecedented intimacy and happiness.
Soon, Wang Zhi confided his heart to Zhu Xun openly and honestly with frank and magnetic words, expressing his heartfelt admiration for her. Zhu Xun responded sincerely, she did have a good impression of this mature and steady man, but she still lacked enough courage and confidence to make up her mind whether she could entrust the rest of her life to him.
However, then Wang Zhi completely moved Zhu Xun with his actions. When Zhu Xun's elderly mother was seriously ill, Wang Zhi went all out for the first time and invited top medical experts in China to guard Zhu Xun at all times and take care of her mother's condition; When Zhu Xun himself was diagnosed with cancer, Wang Zhi was even more courageous, showing unparalleled courage and determination, always by Zhu Xun's side, and interpreting the preciousness of love with actions.
Zhu Xun was touched by Wang Zhi's infatuated love for her and her family, and decided to unreservedly entrust the rest of her life to this person worthy of wholehearted trust. In 2004, the two tied the knot, and Zhu Xun gave birth to their son Wang Fa the following year after marriage.
Since then, Zhu Xun has lived a happy and contented life, surrounded by love. When her father-in-law was paralyzed in bed with a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, Zhu Xun embodied the filial piety of a daughter-in-law and took care of her meticulously.