For as long as I can remember, I've been plagued by a puzzle. That's why I always break things with ease. A small incident that just happened made me think about this question again. While cleaning, I inadvertently wiped the shelf where the towels were hung, and the shelf actually fell off. I didn't push it, I didn't even bother to move it, but it fell off in a fragile way. This is not the first time, the same thing happens with the drying rack and the threshold. Every time the repairman leaves, it seems that the object becomes more easily damaged by me. This confused me and made me think about the root of the problem.
Perhaps, this is not just an accident. More and more, I felt that there might be some hidden forces behind this that I didn't realize. Repairing things seems to be an integral part of my life. The most recent one was to fix a faucet, and I accidentally ran the wrong pipe, which caused me to drink hot water from the bathroom for two days. It made me wonder if there was an elusive effect on my contact with objects, maybe because I was acting too rudely, but I always felt that there was a deeper reason for it.
I became more and more obsessed with repairing and maintaining things in my home. Whenever something goes wrong, I always think about solving it myself. Maintenance of the range hood became my weekly routine, even though I feared that one day it would be completely ruined. However, I also enjoyed the repair process, and the feeling of using my hands and brain immersed me.
Perhaps, it is all because of my love of life and respect for objects. I want to be responsible for everything in my home and keep them in good condition. Repair is not only about repairing damage, but also about the embodiment of an attitude towards life and a sense of responsibility. I enjoy that sense of accomplishment, and when I fix an object, I feel like I'm stronger too.
Perhaps, I'm not destroying objects, I'm giving them a new look. Every repair is a continuation of the life of the object, and it is a kind of communication with me. So, despite the challenges and difficulties I will face, I will still persevere, because this is not only a repair, but also a love and care for life.
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