Broken Dreams
My name is Wang Jing and I am an ordinary girl. I was born in an ordinary family, and my parents were hardworking and simple, and they were full of expectations and love for me. I had good grades in school, got a stable job after college, and everything seemed going well.
However, my life was completely changed because of one wrong choice. It was an ordinary weekend night when I went to a party with my friends, and after some drinking, I lost my mind and had sex with a strange man.
The man's name was Li Ming, I met at a party, he was handsome and personable, and I was tempted by his handsome appearance. I thought it was just a one-night stand, but I didn't expect it to get more complicated.
In the days that followed, Li Ming frequently came to me, and he spoke sweetly to me and behaved gently, which made me intoxicated. I began to become dependent on him and felt that he was a breath of fresh air in my life, the person I needed.
However, things are not as rosy as I thought they would be. Gradually, I discovered the true face of Li Ming, who is a flowery person who often appears in nightclubs with other women. I began to doubt his sincerity with me and began to regret my choice.
However, I was already caught in a deep emotional spiral from which I could not extricate myself. Every time I was with him, I felt happy and satisfied, and I began to ignore all kinds of bad behaviors of him, and just indulged in the fantasy of love.
Until one day, I found out I was pregnant. I didn't know what to do, I panicked and hopeless, and I realized that I was on a path of no return. I didn't dare to tell my parents, let alone Li Ming, I could only bear all this alone.
After the birth of my child, I became a single mother, I worked hard and tried to raise my child, but my heart was filled with endless pain and sorrow. I regret my rashness and stupidity, I regret not protecting myself well, not choosing a partner well.
I know that I have lost my price, and I have ruined my dreams and future. I hated myself for my impulsiveness and greed, and I hated myself for ruining my happiness and dignity.
Now, I'm alone, bearing all of this alone. I knew that I would never be able to go back in time, and I could only suffer this pain in silence forever. I hope my experience serves as a warning to other women not to repeat my mistakes and not to let their dreams and future go down the drain on the spur of the moment.
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