Gillian said: I don't have anyone around me to protect me, when I was a child, I was sent by my mother to different families to take care of, and my heart was always wandering.
It's really hard to live in someone else's house. Gillian was pointed over her head with a stick, and she used the water from someone else's bath.
Dad died, the young mother fostered her at a relative's house, talking about the sadness and caution under the fence, Gillian smiled bitterly, buried her head to hide the chaos in her heart.
Everyone has pain, but they are just working hard, showing the good side, and being positive, so that they can get over it for the better, and life must go on.
No wonder, Gillian's eyes are always melancholy, obviously so good-looking, but she has low self-esteem and insecurity.
She doesn't like to express, she is worried about being hurt by others, there is no one to protect her, no one to defend her firmly, she has been used to the bitter water since she was a child, and she can only swallow it by herself.
She doesn't like to laugh, because she didn't have the concept of "laughing" since she was a child, and the company required it, so she learned to smirk professionally.
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Big S said: I like to laugh very much, and I don't like to show the dark side to everyone. When I was in elementary school, I found out that I was a very pessimistic person, and I tried to see if I could be optimistic, and after trying, I found that I was not suitable for optimism at all.
She actually said: I think the world after S is very beautiful, no matter what happens, it's S, then I'm happy.
She tries to force herself to behave better in front of outsiders, and on the outside she will take care of the overall situation and not create an atmosphere of incongruity.
She openly said on the show that she had bipolar disorder, and before that, her family didn't know that her personality was like this.
Big S's original family is not good, she has a contradictory personality, which is also reasonable, and she can't be happy and truly happy.
In the variety show, Da S saw Wang Xiaofei leave for a while, and said to himself: Why did my husband leave me without a sound? Xiaofei said: Where can I go in this house, go to the toilet.
Big S: If you don't tell me, I'm afraid.
They are so beautiful and have such successful careers, but the background of their lives is gray, and they all have one or another unspeakable hidden.
Good love and marriage can make people soften their armor and take off their guards. It's a pity that the two were scarred in their first marriage.
Like the current Big S, the whole network is talking about her family affairs, but she just doesn't say a word and doesn't participate.
Gillian has also experienced the darkest moments of her life, and she survived.
There is no need to envy the scenery of others, everyone has their own inner suffering, and what they have now is beyond the reach of many people.
Fortunately, celebrities are quite rich, if they are ordinary people, life may be even more difficult.
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