Chinese New Year's Eve is thirty-six years old this year, belonging to the dragon, returning home for the New Year, I feel that I have no face, I dare not go to relatives, after the first day of the new year, I took the bag and left, because I felt that I was not married, just in

Chinese New Year's Eve is thirty-six years old, belonging to the dragon, returning home for the New Year, I feel that I have no face, I dare not go relatives, after the first day of the new year, I took the bag and left, because I felt that I was not married, in this case, I feel that marriage does not have the slightest meaning, probably because I am used to seeing the quarrels of my parents, I am used to seeing the bad of marriage, I am afraid of marriage, at this age, I am still very afraid, or very afraid, I plan to work hard, make good money, wait until I am in my forties, anyway, I am not in the mood to find a daughter-in-law now, sometimes I wonder what happened to me, why I have such a mentality, back to my own life path, I also met the girl I liked, I liked it very much, and I could only watch it from afar, because I knew that I couldn't give her happiness, I couldn't give her everything, I just looked at her from afar, wishing her happiness, knowing that I would never see her again, sometimes I felt ridiculous, sad, lamentable, sometimes I blamed myself for the unfairness of fate, why did I face my life with such a mentality?#过年灵魂十八问##初六正式问事#