Zhu Xun has endured all kinds of blows in life since he was a child. Her parents have been working in Japan for a long time and cannot be with their daughter, so she can only live under the fence and rely on her elderly grandmother.
Zhu Xun's childhood was spent in boarding at her uncle's house, when her only relative was her kind grandmother, and her only spiritual sustenance. Zhu Xun has been introverted since she was a child, often hiding in the corner alone, and only her grandmother can understand her inner sensitivity and fragility.
Grandma always chatted with Zhu Xun patiently, cared about her study and life, and often gave her warmth and encouragement.
However, in Zhu Xun's junior year, her grandmother, who she had been relying on, unfortunately died of a stroke, and when the news came, Zhu Xun, who was far away, was grief-stricken.
She hurried back to Shanghai, but she couldn't see her grandmother for the last time. Thinking that he would never see the kind old man again, Zhu Xun was grief-stricken and tears fell like rain. This is undoubtedly a heavy blow to her feelings, and it also makes her already fragile study abroad life even more difficult.
When he was 18 years old, Zhu Xun was overworked because of excessive work-study and suffered from hemangioma. As an international student studying in a foreign country, she had to pay for the high tuition and living expenses through various part-time jobs.
She used to wash dishes and clean in restaurants, working hard and exhausted. At this time, she had a hemangioma and needed surgery. She was already at a low point in her life, but she once again learned the indifference and ruthlessness of her parents.
She called her mother for help, hoping that she would finance the cost of her surgery, but her mother was indifferent and seemed to be blind to her daughter's condition and did not care about her current situation.
Zhu Xun could only struggle to seek medical treatment in despair. She was 23 years old when she was attacked by thyroid cancer and underwent major surgery. She very much wanted her mother to be by her side, even if it was only for a short time.
However, the mother only paid a hurried visit, and then left ruthlessly, claiming that she wanted to go abroad. The indifferent attitude of his parents caused Zhu Xun to suffer great physical and mental trauma.
Fortunately, Zhu Xun's mother-in-law is like her flesh and blood, Zhu Xun is often tortured due to illness, and her mother-in-law takes care of and cares for her. After Zhu Xun's operation, she lay weakly on the hospital bed, and her mother-in-law stayed by her side every day, patiently feeding her, scrubbing her lightly, and making her happy.
Zhu Xun felt her mother-in-law's selfless love, which deeply warmed her heart. My mother-in-law often makes some nourishing soup for her on weekdays, and always cares about her daily life.
Zhu Xun knows that all this comes from his mother-in-law's sincere love. She is grateful to her mother-in-law and regards her as the most important relative in her life.
The mother was supposed to appear when her daughter was in the most difficult time, but when Zhu Xun's career was climbing and her life was on the right track, her mother suddenly returned to her. The mother, who has ignored her daughter for many years, returned to China when Zhu Xun was almost 30 years old, and uncharacteristically took the initiative to contact her daughter.
At first, Zhu Xun felt a little wary and uncertain, but when she heard her mother say that she had returned home to treat her blindness, she immediately relented. Zhu Xun couldn't hide his excitement, and quickly put down his work and stayed by his mother's side day and night.
Although her mother ignored her in life, Zhu Xun still did her duty as a daughter and took care of her sick mother without complaint. Within two months, she finally tasted the long-lost taste of maternal love.
Despite the short time, she felt extremely happy and satisfied, because the result greatly exceeded her expectations.
After the death of her mother, Zhu Xun did not complain about her long-term neglect of her when she was growing up, on the contrary, she recalled the last bits and pieces of her life with gratitude.
Because his mother was blind in her later years, Zhu Xun was deeply sympathetic. She believes that illness makes people weak, so she understands that her mother's coldness in the past may be out of desperation. After the death of her mother, Zhu Xun cherished the pink sweater that her mother knitted for her before her death, which was a symbol of maternal love.
Zhu Xun doesn't care too much about the gains and losses of past grievances, she thinks that family affection should not be quantified and calculated in this way. She will miss every moment she spent with her mother in her lifetime.
It is precisely because she has personally experienced the pain of losing her mother that she knows how to cherish the preciousness of the people in front of her.
Although Zhu Xun has gone through many hardships, he never complains about the unfairness of life. She knows that birth, old age, sickness and death are human nature. When she was a child, she lost her grandmother, who loved her the most, and fought death twice as an adult, but in the end, she could not keep her mother, who was closest to her.
Zhu Xun faces life with an open-minded and calm attitude and cherishes every day with his relatives. The finitude of life makes her know more about the infinity of love.
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