That night, I shuttled through the confused night and hurried to the hotel in this strange city. The moonlight sprinkled on the streets of the city, as if paving a quiet Milky Way, led me into this strange and familiar city.
The business trip was suddenly arranged by the company, and I didn't have much preparation, so I hurriedly stepped on the train to the city. In this unfamiliar city, my work seems to be extremely heavy, and I have to face all kinds of challenges and pressures every day.
It was in this city that I met him for the first time, my leader, a calm and personable man. His eyes were so deep that I could always feel an inexplicable pressure, as if I could never see into his heart.
That night, I got a call from him saying that there was some work to discuss and asked me to go to his room. I hesitated, but finally put aside my doubts, walked into the elevator, and went straight to the floor where he was.
The hallway was empty, only the sound of my lonely footsteps echoing. I knocked softly on his door, and it opened in an instant, and he stood in the doorway, smiling and inviting me in.
The room was dim and welcoming, with a faint aroma filling the air. I sat on the couch and he picked up a glass of red wine and filled my glass. We talk about work, we talk about life, we talk about the city.
Time passed quietly, and the hands on the clock were pointing to midnight before you knew it. I felt a little sleepy and offered to leave. He looked at me, and suddenly, a strange light flashed in his eyes, and he said softly, "Stay, I still have some things to discuss with you." ”
I had mixed feelings, I didn't know what he wanted to discuss with me, but I chose to stay. Maybe it's out of responsibility for the job, maybe it's out of respect for him.
He walked to the window, looked out at the night, was silent for a moment, and then turned to me. His gaze lingered on me for a moment, then slowly approached me, I could feel his breathing, I could feel his temperature, I could feel his heartbeat.
He gently stroked my hair, my cheeks, my lips. My heart began to pound, and I felt an inexplicable throbbing, an inexplicable desire, an inexplicable contradiction.
I want to refuse, I want to escape, I want to break free from him, but I don't have the courage, I don't have the guts, I don't have the strength. My heart began to tangle, my thoughts began to mess up, my emotions began to mess up.
I closed my eyes, I hung my head, I waited for his next step, I waited for my decision, I waited for the choice of fate.
His hand gradually moved towards my body, his lips gradually moved closer to my cheek, and his body gradually pressed against mine. My breathing started to rapid, my heart started to beat faster, and my nerves started to tense.
I want to refuse, I want to resist, I want to resist, but I can't do anything, but I'm at a loss, but I don't know what to do. My body began to tremble, my heart began to tremble, and my soul began to tremble.
His lips roamed softly over my cheeks, his hands rubbed gently against my body, and his body shook gently on mine. My tears began to flow, my heart began to cry, my soul began to wail.
I want to break free, I want to escape, I want to get rid of it, but I can't help it, but I'm at a loss, but I don't know what to do. My heart began to crumble, my thoughts began to mess up, and my emotions began to flood in.
His figure faded before my eyes, his voice fell silent in my ears, and his breath faded around me. My thoughts began to clear, my tears began to stop, and my mood began to calm down.
I walked out of his room, I left the city, I forgot about that experience. My life was restarted, my work was redone, and my mood was readjusted.
But I can never forget, I can never erase, I can never forget. That night, that experience, that feeling. My heart was hurt, my mood was affected, my mentality was tested.
I've learned to face, I've learned to persevere, I've learned to grow. I'm no longer that weak girl, I'm no longer that helpless child, I'm no longer that lost soul.
I am myself, I am who I am, I am who I am. My life goes on, my life goes on, my future looks forward. I no longer fear, I no longer retreat, I no longer worry.