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Pseudonym: Xiaoxi
Age: The age of no confusion
Gender: Older sister
City: A small northern town
Hobbies: Listening to music, watching movies, traveling
A small thyroid nodule was found in the physical examination in 2017, and he has been followed up and observed, and in 2020, the re-examination found that there were malignant indicators, and the left thyroid gland and isthmus were surgically removed in the Affiliated Hospital of Medical University in May of the same year
Time is shallow and fleeting. Thinking about the past and present, there are thousands of thoughts, tossing and turning, although things have changed, hidden dangers have been temporarily removed, but the future troubles are endless, accompanied by life.
Without a single thing, I don't know where the limit is, and after this catastrophe, I know the preciousness of life. The so-called things that you don't want to face will eventually be faced, and the so-called unbearable weight can be beared. Who knows, those who are as fragile as me, even if they fall to the bottom, thinking that they will never recover, can still break out of the cocoon and be reborn.
I still remember the Year of the Rooster, which is in the middle of summer, and by chance, I know that there is a foreign body in the body, which is called a thyroid nodule. The doctor's order does not need to be worried, just observe, and so on for two or three years.
However, although the growth of this thing is very slow, but the characteristics are worrying, after seeking medical treatment in many ways, it is not suitable to stay for a long time, and it must be removed.
When I heard the news, I was terrified all day long, and my thoughts were myriad, and although there was no pain in my body, my worries were even worse. If my life is not long, what about the young daughter under my knees? What about the husband alone? Even more high-ranking people who can't fulfill their filial piety?
In the Year of the Rat, the land of China, the new crown is raging, going out to seek a doctor, there are many difficulties, but I am fortunate to meet a famous doctor in my hometown, with superb medical skills and good medical ethics.
On the third day of admission, surgery was removed. Although I know that there is a lot of luck, there is still a trace of luck, and after the operation, I don't need to say much, depending on the looks of my relatives, I have already understood eight or nine.
According to the doctor's instructions, six hours after the operation, he lay flat on the bed without eating or drinking, which was very difficult. However, the physical discomfort can still be overcome, and the torment in the heart is the most difficult to overcome. In the past three years, although there are hanging stones in the heart, often swaying, but hope still exists, and now the boulder fell in the heart, but there is no day to remove it.
On the night after the operation, although I was physically and mentally exhausted, I had no sleep all night and had a lot of thoughts. The next day, he told known people not to tell others, especially the elderly. In the next three or two days, except for a slight discomfort in the neck and a slightly hoarse voice, everything else was fine. After a follow-up examination, the doctor told him that he had recovered well and was allowed to return home. After half a month of rest, I was in good physical and mental condition, regained my enthusiasm, and devoted myself to work and life, so far everything returned to normal.
The rest of your life may be short, and you can only live up to this life if you treat yourself well, try your best to live regularly, eat healthily, exercise properly, be happy, not compromise, not make do, and not be wronged.
The rest of your life may be long, but you should also be kind to others, strive to tolerate the shortcomings of others, learn from the strengths of others, and do not do to others what you do not want to be done to others. Don't please, don't beg, don't reluctantly, in order to be worthy of this life.
During the acquaintance with the thyroid gland for several years, I also happened to encounter a bad mood and difficult to control my feelings, although I often introspected, but where the love came, it was difficult to help myself, but fortunately my husband and my beloved daughter were considerate and caring, and did not care.
In the middle of the night, I often think to myself, I have been smooth for half my life, although I am not a rich family, but my parents love me since I was a child, my sisters are harmonious, I love my husband and wife after marriage, my daughter is well-behaved, and I have three or two friends around me, and I get along very happily. However, creation makes people, life is not up to oneself, how could there be such an encounter, and I was shocked to realize that everything in the world has a fixed number, life and death have a fate, wealth is in the sky, and it cannot be forced.
It is said that time is the medicine that heals all things, and now it seems that this is true. The discomfort of the body is only temporary, and the discomfort of the heart is not long. At first glance, this disease sounds like a tiger, but in fact, most of them are docile like rabbits, so it is not to be taken lightly, and there is no need to talk about the tiger's color change.
Today, I have been living peacefully with him for several years, taking medicine every morning, gradually becoming a habit, regular check-ups, occasional fluctuations, and my heart is not panicked, knowing that I only need to adjust my mentality and listen to the doctor's advice, I can protect me well.
In the years to come, only by having a normal heart and looking down on the world's affairs can we take a good road to the future and live up to the people around us.
Life is back on track, treating yourself as an ordinary person, if it weren't for yourself in front of the mirror, the butterfly flew and left traces, and I had forgotten yesterday's nightmare. Although the butterfly folds its wings, it can also fly with love as its wings.
I want to say to my friends
In life, how can everything go smoothly, even if the world is impermanent, you should also have a good heart and be born to the sun. - Xiaoxi
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