I broke up with my boyfriend, and in the end, I couldn't help but call him, made 3 calls, and was in a state of blackmail, and after a while, I didn't answer, and then I didn't reply to a message, and I was really entangled in my heart.
I know that I said all the cruel words before, and I did the ruthlessness. My friends say I'm too strong, and I know I'm too strong. But this time, things are different. In the past, he bowed his head first, but this time he didn't seem to mean it. I kept wondering if I was doing something wrong, if I wasn't good enough. But I also know that none of this is the crux of the matter.
The day after the breakup, I cried all day. I texted him a lot to tell him that I still loved him, but I didn't get any reply. Looking at these text messages, I suddenly felt less uncomfortable. I wanted to reconcile, but I couldn't. I knew that if I still wanted to be with him, I had to bow my head first. But I couldn't, I didn't know if I was dealing with the problem calmly or if I was escaping reality.
I'm a Virgo, and I know that Virgos are fussy and perfectionist. I also know my own problems, I am too myself and others. But I also know that I am also a very kind and welcoming person. I hope I can get better and I hope he can get better. But I also know that this is not an easy thing to do. In my relationship with him, I have always cherished our relationship.
I will do my best to maintain our relationship, and I will do my best to understand him and support him. I know that a relationship requires both parties to work together, but I also know that sometimes one party needs more effort. I don't want to regret myself, and I don't want to leave myself with any regrets.
I knew that if I still wanted to be with him, I had to bow my head first. But I couldn't, I didn't know if I was dealing with the problem calmly or if I was escaping reality. I've been reflecting on myself all this time. I know where my problems are, and I know how to fix them.
I also know that this is the only way to make ourselves better and to make our relationship better. I hope he understands my thoughts and that he can give me a chance. But I also know that this is not an easy thing to do. I'm struggling right now, I don't know what to do.
I don't want to regret myself, and I don't want to leave myself with any regrets. I hope we can get together, but I know it's not going to be easy. I don't want to be too passive, but I don't want to be too tough either. I didn't know how to balance my emotions with my intellect.
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