In the long nights, I sat silently in front of the window. Looking at the gray sky through the transparent glass, it is as if I have seen the haze in my heart. No matter how vast the world is, there is always a sense of loneliness in the air.
I think of that time when there was a lot of laughter, and the people who walked side by side with me. We have left a deep mark on each other's lives, as if we were destined to bear the joys and sorrows that life brings to each other.
However, as time passed, we gradually fell into our separate lives, drifting away from our former friends. I couldn't bear the pain of losing them, as if there was an invisible thread pulling my heart and firmly binding my soul.
When night falls, thoughts flood and memories flood in. I tried to find a way out of loneliness, but found that the more I tried, the more I fell into the abyss. The taste of loneliness was like an invisible knife that quietly cut into my heart.
Perhaps, people always feel the same way in the middle of the night. When the prosperity receded, silence enveloped the land, and those buried emotions and inner pains welled up in the heart. And I can only face my emotions alone and silently bear the unspeakable pain.
No one can escape the confusion and struggles in life. We will eventually grow up in loneliness, and become stronger and stronger under the traction of the years. While empathetic, everyone's pain is unique.
Perhaps, we need to be brave enough to face the haze in our hearts and have a heart-to-heart dialogue with loneliness. Because it is this pain and sadness that makes us cherish the people around us and the time we have more.
In the darkness of the night, I told myself to keep going. Because only by experiencing loneliness can we truly understand the preciousness of love. Although I felt empathy, it also made me understand that both pain and happiness are an essential part of life.