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My name is Bai Shengnan, and I have a family of origin like a "vampire".
Since I was a child, my grades have been very good, and my teachers always said that I would definitely be able to pass this mountain.
But I have never been able to get out of here by studying, because I am destined to become a "brother demon".
When I learned that my younger brother Bai Yaozu was born, I can't tell whether I was more happy or sad and jealous.
The joy is that my mother will never be able to raise her head again, and the sad thing is that I am afraid that even going to school will be a luxury in the future.
Sure enough, I was forced to drop out of school and work part-time, and I missed out on the opportunity to go to university.
I should have a bright future, because my brother completely changed his life.
Finally, with my efforts, the work gradually got on the right track, but unexpectedly they forced me to pay 20W for my younger brother to marry.
This time, I cut off contact directly, and they didn't even think about it!
1
I was born in a ravine in Hechi, Guangxi, and the village is surrounded by peaks and cities, so we named it Luocheng County.
I was born into a patriarchal family, and my parents treated me badly when I was a child, and I didn't think there was anything wrong with that, because everyone in the village was like that.
After my mother gave birth to me, she saw that I was a daughter and didn't want to feed me too much milk, so I was still so thin when the moon was full.
When it was time to register my name, my dad took me to the town's public security bureau and reported the name of the "white leftover man".
Even the meaning of my name is that I hope that the next baby will give birth to a boy, or the staff thinks the name is not good.
Seeing that my dad didn't know anything, he selfishly changed "Bai Leftover Man" to "Bai Shengnan", so as not to make my name so ugly.
However, when my dad took the household registration book home, my mother became angry when she saw it, and she noisily returned to the public security bureau to make a noise, but fortunately, in the end, my name was still Bai Shengnan.
For as long as I can remember, the most common thing I heard was my mother's constant cursing in my ear: "Why are you not a boy, what's the use of asking you?"
The neighbor's family, Mrs. Zhang, has an elder brother, who is 3 years older than me, and he comes to play with me from time to time, and every time he will tell them what their family has eaten today, such as pork ribs, stewed chicken, etc.
Every time I heard it, it made my mouth water, and I wondered why my mom never cooked these dishes.
At one point, I was really hungry and panicked, so I cautiously said, "Mom, I want to eat chicken, can we cook chicken at home?"
When my mother Liu Sumei heard this, she glanced at me viciously: "Chicken, why are you so greedy? The family is so poor that they can't open the pot, and you still pick it, the girl is really a money-loser!"
After hearing this, I no longer wanted to eat meat, and when I was older, my neighbor's brother Luo Cheng would secretly bring some meat from home and stuff it for me to eat.
When I was almost 5 years old, I learned a lot of housework, I had to get up early every morning to prepare some food for my parents, and I had to go to the mountains to collect firewood during the day.
2
This year, there was good news in the family - my mother was pregnant, and my parents were looking forward to carrying a boy day and night.
I know that after my mother became pregnant, she picked up a lot of firewood every day, kept it for her own family, and saved the rest to sell.
I could only sell it for a few cents each time, but after a long time, I saved a lot and went to the village shop to buy a piece of chocolate.
Luo Cheng, the neighbor's brother, said: Chocolate has high nutritional value, it is a good thing, and eating it is good for the body.
So I bought a piece and wanted to give it to my mother to eat, so that the little one in my belly could grow up healthily.
I happily clutched the chocolate in my hand and ran to my mom in a hurry.
Before I could take out the chocolate as if offering a treasure, I heard my mother say in disgust: "You money-loser, can you stay away from my mother, if the bad luck in your body reaches me, I don't want to have another money-losing goods." ”
That night, my dad said to me with a cold face: "Don't get close to your mother during this time, you'd better pray that your mother will give birth to a younger brother for you, otherwise you will get rid of Lao Tzu, our Lao Bai family will not raise a group of money-losing goods." ”
So, at that time, I really hoped that my mother would be pregnant with a boy, at least with a boy in the family, it wouldn't be so difficult.
I didn't think that the birth of my brother would bring earth-shaking changes to my life and completely change my life path.
3
The year my brother was born, I was just at the age of elementary school, and my parents didn't seem to care at all, and didn't even want me to go.
In their ideology, as long as a girl can do housework, when she reaches the age of normal marriage, the bride price is completed.
Or the village chief came to my house and told my parents that the country implements nine-year compulsory education, and your girl doll must go to school.
The words of the village chief gave me the opportunity to go to school at the age of 6 and read and write.
My parents hoped that my younger brother would be able to make the Bai family glorious in the future, so they took the name "Bai Yaozu".
To be honest, I like children very much, and besides, I am my own brother, and every time I see my brother's white and chubby cheeks, I can't help but pinch them.
The first thing I do when I get home from school is to help my mom take care of my younger brother and feed him when he eats.
I would always see my mother's gentle look at my younger brother, and I said to my younger brother with a smile: "Xiaobao, you have to grow up quickly, your mother and father will count on you in the future, and our Bai family will rely on you." ”
I had never seen such a look before, and my mother was never patient or kind to me.
When my brother was 3 years old, I took him to the village to play, and there was a section of the village where there were many small stones, and I was worried that my brother would fall, so I kept holding him by the hand.
But my brother seemed to be attracted by a butterfly, and in an instant he threw my hand and chased it in the direction of the butterfly.
I anxiously reminded Yaozu to run slowly, be careful not to fall, and be careful.
said that it was too late, and sure enough, he fell, and when he was helped up, there were obvious abrasions on his calves and arms, and his younger brother also cried on the spot.
I hurriedly ran home with my younger brother on my back, and before I could reach the door, my mother heard the sound and went out.
The anxious look was still on his face, and when he saw the two of us in such a situation, his face immediately darkened.
The exit was: "Bai Shengnan, what do you think of your brother's brother?What is the matter with my brother's hands and legs?" glared at me viciously.
Mom took the opportunity to take her younger brother into her arms and asked distressedly: "Xiaobao, eh, it must have hurt our Xiaobao, don't cry or cry, it's all my sister......'s fault?
After rubbing my brother with the medicine, my mother called me into the house in a serious manner and asked me what was the matter.
After I finished speaking, she thought that I had not looked at my brother and that he had been injured, so she punished me for kneeling against the wall in the courtyard.
Turning around, my mother hugged my brother and comforted: "Xiaobao, don't cry, don't cry, you see that my sister doesn't take a good look at you, we will punish her and let her kneel, okay?"
I can't tell you how you feel at this time, maybe I'm used to it, or maybe I'm numb after seeing it clearly.
There is only one thought that is growing up crazy in my heart, I want to grow up quickly, get out of the exam and leave this home!
4
The head teacher often says: knowledge can change fate, and the more you learn, the more choices you have in the future.
So from this day on, I became more diligent and studious, and I was bound to get out here with good grades.
Thanks to my efforts, I soon got at the top of my class, and the teacher was very pleased to tell me to keep working hard and keep it up.
When I was promoted from the fourth grade to the fifth grade, I received the certificate of the city's top three students, and I was very happy.
I folded the certificate neatly and put it in my school bag, ready to go home and tell my mother the good news.
When I took out the certificate with joy, my brother passed by curiously and liked the thin certificate.
Seeing this, my mother snatched the award certificate from my hand, and gave it to my younger brother without looking at it: "Does Xiaobao like this? Your sister gave it to you, can you play with it?"
I was about to take it back in a panic, and subconsciously grabbed the award certificate that was still in my brother's hand, who knew that my face was numb, and the pain gradually came.
"What's wrong with being a sister giving a certificate to a younger brother? It's good to get it next time, let alone a certificate, in the future, your things will be your brother's things, and it is natural to give it to him. ”
It turned out that my mom knew that it was my award certificate, and she knew that she could only get one in a semester.
But not only did she not be happy for me, but she slapped me in the face for trying to get my own stuff back.
I watched my brother fold the award certificate I cherished into a paper airplane, flying high again and again, and smashing it to the ground.
When my brother got tired of playing, he threw the stained certificate aside, wiped the tears from my eyes, wiped the certificate over and over again, folded it and sandwiched it in the book.
5
Time passed slowly, and I didn't have a good time, nor did I have a particularly bad time.
If my brother was born before he was born, I thought this kind of life was already very good, but after my brother was born, I knew that I was not doing well.
The food at home is no longer as bad as before, and there will be meat and vegetables every three or four days.
And this meat dish had nothing to do with the girl, and as soon as it was served on the table, it was sandwiched into her brother's bowl by her mother.
She said: "Girls don't need to eat meat, boys can grow up by eating meat, and they will make a lot of money in the future and marry a good daughter-in-law to honor their ancestors." ”
When his younger brother Bai Yaozu heard this, he was also proud: "Yes, sister, you don't have to eat these, let me eat them in the future, I am the hope of our Bai family's future." ”
Over the years, under the guidance of his mother, his younger brother is no longer the white and chubby beloved child he was at the beginning, but has grown into a little overlord in the village who is extremely willful without learning or skill.
When I was in junior high school, my younger brother was also at the age of elementary school, and my mother would prepare all the school supplies for my younger brother and take him to school herself.
I was still like that, with the best grades in my class and the best chance of getting into the town's high school at all ages.
My younger brother has bad grades, and he thinks about how to play and tease his classmates every day.
In just one semester, my younger brother was called a parent several times, either fighting with male classmates or bullying female classmates.
But instead of reprimanding him, my mother said that my younger brother was so powerful at a young age and would definitely do great things in the future.
If you want me to say, if my mother is so spoiled, she will definitely teach my younger brother badly.
The three years of junior high school passed quickly, I have been swimming in the ocean of knowledge, my grades are still so good, and I have read a lot of famous books.
This made me more determined to study and go to university, in short, I must leave here and change my life.
But I didn't expect such a simple wish to be completely broken by my mother......
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