In the more than a year since I disappeared, I have been thinking of your figures, like lost treasures, and sometimes the shadows of the past suddenly appear in front of me, which makes me feel the complex emotions of melancholy and longing. However, it was the disappearance of this time that allowed me to enter a new situation and embark on a journey of burning passion.
In the past year or so, I have filmed a film work created by my own hard work and sweat, called "Hot and Hot". The whole filming process lasted for a year, running through the four seasons of spring, summer, autumn and winter. Every time I turned on the machine was a moment for me to rise to the challenge, and although it added an extra one because of the hard work, I never gave up. It seems to be a walker in the poetry of the ancients, trekking through mountains and rivers, going through countless hardships, just to complete the persistent dream in his heart.
I just heard that there will be a highly anticipated movie coming out on the first day of the Lunar New Year, and I feel like I can't be silent anymore. It's not a weight loss movie, but I have a story about how I've changed, and now, I can't keep it a secret. As you may know, in just one year, I lost 100 pounds. Yes, you heard it right, it's 100 pounds. This change is amazing for anyone, but especially for someone like me who has always been bloated and narrow-minded.
Because of this, I have always wanted to cover up and never take the initiative to bring up this topic. I'm scared, scared to spoil the surprise of that upcoming movie, scared to make you think it's just a story about losing weight. However, this movie is more important than weight loss, and even more profound than boxing. It's about how kind people find their true selves and learn to love themselves.
I was a taciturn child from a young age, always ridiculed and ostracized, and my heart was full of inferiority complex and fear. Such emotions make me afraid to face social situations, or even face myself in front of the mirror. And obesity is my umbrella, it can hide me and try not to communicate with others.
However, one day, the appearance of a man changed my fate. He was my boxing coach and because I lacked self-confidence, his first class was just a simple swim session. I didn't want to get involved in any direct physical contact at all, and I didn't want him to see my ugly figure. However, he didn't give up on me, and his patience, care, and encouragement inspired the power that had been suppressed within me.
From that moment on, I started training hard, not just to lose weight, but more importantly to get myself back. This year, I pushed my comfort zone, challenged the limits of my body, and sharpened the tenacity of my will. I'm no longer afraid to communicate with others, I'm no longer afraid of myself in the mirror. I found that the true self is not found on the outside, but in the firmness and courage of the heart.
I realized that the process I was going through wasn't just for myself. I hope to encourage more people and tell them that no matter what situation you are in, you have the power to change and find your true self. Because of this, I decided to use my own example to become a living advertisement for this film.
At this particular moment, I am no longer hiding, I am no longer afraid to expose my figure, because I know that this is my true growth, this is the process by which I have learned to love myself. I believe that when you see me and see me change from a silent fat man to a person full of confidence and strength, you will understand the true meaning of this movie.
On the first day of the Lunar New Year when the movie is released, I will walk into the theater with you to experience the touching of this story together. As part of this film, I am no longer a shadow, but the real me standing in front of everyone. I hope my story inspires more people to believe that change is real and that loving yourself is a right that everyone should have.
I want to say to you: whoever you are, don't be afraid to find your true self. Pick up the courage in your heart, embrace change, and learn to love yourself. Because, there is only one you in this world, and you are unique. Let's run into the new year together, follow your dreams, discover your true self, and learn to love yourself!
The process of the film was not easy, and the toil and exhaustion of the shooting tormented the body and mind, however, I persevered tenaciously and overcame myself. In the process, I not only managed to lose 100 pounds, but also exercised the physical fitness of a boxer. The strength of the fist to the flesh is like that of a lion, brave and fearless, and every punch seems to release all its strength, which makes me feel the surging and vitality of life.
On the night of the film, I sat alone on the edge of my bed. The moonlight shone softly on my back, as if it was a piece of peace and warmth from heaven. Shirtless, I enjoyed the sweetness of chocolate wafers, tasting one bite after another, and the smell of chocolates large and small permeated the room. At that moment, I felt a sense of victorious pride, like a tired but resolute warrior, holding the spoils of his hard fighting, calmly thinking about the road ahead.
When I look back on that unique and struggling time, I can't help but feel emotional. That year was the time when I burned my youth, and it was a precious memory that I forged with my heart and hard work. Parting with you does not mean forgetting, but also a time of precipitation and growth. On the road of chasing my dreams, I am like a ship thrown into the waves, constantly moving forward, raising the flag of hope and courage.
Thinking about that once tired but fulfilled self, I feel extremely proud. Maybe it's the baptism of the years, or maybe it's the nourishment of dreams, I have grown a lot in the disappearance of more than a year, and I have a stronger heart and pursuit. In the coming days, I look forward to seeing you again and sharing the joys and sorrows of life.
After disappearing for more than a year, it will eventually become an indelible memory between us. And I will continue to move forward with a burning heart, no matter the difficulties and obstacles, I will always have expectations and enthusiasm for the future to pursue my own glory.
In the past year or so, I have flown by, like an invisible time with closed eyes, like leaving without saying goodbye. However, I firmly believe that in the days to come, we will meet again and write our own stories together.