A home of indifference, reminiscing about the past
It was a cold winter morning, and six-year-old Xiao Yupu was curled up on a hard bed shivering, and she wrapped her body tightly in a thin quilt, but she couldn't stop the cold in the depths of her body.
"I'm going to be beaten again. She looked out the window at the gloomy sky, and a wave of desolation welled up in her heart.
Yupu was born into a so-called "complete family", with a father who was a mine mechanic and a mother who was an ordinary housewife.
However, the family is incomplete, it is like a pool of stagnant water, there is no laughter, and there is no warmth - her parents do not love her, and there is no place for her at home.
Being beaten and scolded is commonplace, and it is difficult for her to live, so she is forced to choose to leave home and board at school.
When she came home from school that day, Yupu changed her shoes as usual and was about to go upstairs, but was kicked to the ground by her father. It's just because she forgot the house rule of throwing her textbook and going upstairs. Curled up in the corner with her stomach clutched, she looked at her expressionless mother with frightened and desperate eyes, hoping for mercy but in exchange for indifference.
At this moment, her heart was completely frozen, and the last trace of illusion about "home" was shattered......
Give it a go
At the age of 16, Yupu stood in front of the scout with a bloodless little face. She is dressed plainly, but her expression is full of tenacity and maturity. It is the temperament refined by wind, frost, rain and snow.
The scout took a look at her appearance, saw that she had the potential to be a star, and offered to take her on this path. Yupu immediately agreed.
For her, becoming a star is an opportunity to reshape her life and a lifesaver to get out of the sea of suffering. At first, the company offered two directions: take the route of relying on appearance, or choose the more hard-working martial arts path.
Yupu chose the latter without hesitation. She wants to prove herself with her strength and become an irreplaceable actress.
After several years of training in the company, Yupu finally ushered in an opportunity at the age of 20. The director of a costume martial arts drama "Three Adventures in Shaolin" met her conditions and gave her a supporting role.
In order to play, she put in a lot of effort, and finally succeeded in one fell swoop, which became the starting point for her emergence in the entertainment industry...... In the following years, Yupu was based in the entertainment industry and successfully promoted to the ranks of first-line actresses with many works such as "The Family of Gold Powder".
The light of that period was so dazzling that she was immersed in the joy of her dreams coming true, and she almost forgot the wounds of the past.
However, the heat on Vanity Fair will eventually fade. When the truth is revealed, who will stop and look back?
Mistaken belief in the gospel will lead to the abyss
When her career was in full swing, Yupu met the other half of her life. She was a gentle pastor who cared for her in her most difficult times. Yupu regarded him as his spiritual pillar and married him for life.
Soon after marriage, her husband put forward her entrepreneurial ideals, Yupu loved Wu and Wu, financed all her assets to him, and took the initiative to quit the entertainment industry and teach her husband and children at home. However, the good times did not last long, and the husband was no longer the gentle scholar he was at the beginning, and became irritable and detached.
Yupu wanted to communicate with him, but hit a wall again and again. "You're a psychopath!" The words blurted out by the husband during the quarrel between the husband and wife became the last straw that broke the camel's back.
The results of the examination showed that Yupu was suffering from severe depression, and she realized that she was not crazy, but was driven to a desperate situation by everything around her. She tried to seek support from her family, but the sentence she heard in the hospital bed was: "It's a shame to be sick, leave her in the hospital immediately!" At this moment, she finally realized that this was the sad nature of her family that had never changed......
The truth of death, thousands of people wept bitterly
In May 2009, a friend found out that Yupu had been missing contact for three days, and immediately found someone to break down the door to investigate. However, they were greeted by a decomposing corpse.
The medical examiner confirmed that she had passed away shortly after Mother's Day.
Yupu chose to meet the arrival of death alone in this rental house. She sat on the single bed in that memory, holding the doll given by fans during filming in the past, her eyes empty and mournful.
How many times has she looked at this indifferent world with this kind of gaze, longing for a glimmer of warmth, but she has never been able to grasp the shadow of hope. The hour hand ticked forward, and her body slowly froze and stiffened in the little house, until the flame of life was finally extinguished.
"Another life has lost the courage to live under our noses, and we are all responsible. In the entertainment industry, countless artists and fans mourn, regret, and grieve for Yupu's death.
Tens of millions of people expressed their condolences on the Internet and left messages: "This is the true portrayal of this cruel society, there is no warmth, only despair."
Yupu ended her 30 years of wandering in this world with her life, and she could finally be freed and go to a place that was a hundred times warmer than here......
The repercussions of public opinion warn the world
Yupu's death made "the hope of life" a topic of discussion among the people. In front of her grave, countless passers-by stopped and bent down to offer a white flower. People have left messages: "The deceased is gone, and the living are looking forward to self-improvement."
"Without you, the world will become more indifferent, and we must try to warm this society.
What happened to Yupu during her lifetime represents too many tragedies in this era that are hidden in the dark and uncared for. In our fleeting lives, there are still too many helpless people who are experiencing the story of Yupu's past.
Domestic violence, discrimination against the mentally ill...... These realities need urgent attention.
"If, in Yupu's most difficult time, there was a you or me in her life, maybe she wouldn't be so desperate. The comments of netizens hit the nail on the head. Indeed, warmth can change everything.
Let's start from our side, care more about the people around us, and use a little bit of love to warm and touch others. This is the last lesson that Yupu left us......
On the way back from life, elegy and weep blood
I stood at the end of time, looking at Liu Yupu's journey in life. She came with no one to rely on, and even more alone when she left. I saw her wading forward on the bleak road of life with the expectation of family affection and warmth, and finally fell to her knees in despair and left this world.
Her eyes were as clear as a mirror, and they should have been full of smiles. Her soft and moving singing voice should have poured out a touching singing voice. However, fate makes people, and her eyes only reflect the ruthlessness of the world; Her beautiful voice eventually became an elegy.
I shed countless tears for your life, and you will eventually be gone. There is so much injustice and cruelty in this world, you and I can't do anything. I have erected a tombstone in front of your grave today, and it reads, "As big as the heart, the stage is as big; How bitter life is, how cruel the world is."
May this regret become the driving force for us to move forward and the seed of a warmer world.
Liu Yupu, may you take the final journey well.