Preamble:
How can youth be copied, and how can the missed military dream be forced.
Life is troubled, the world is unpredictable, and what you gave up at the beginning will eventually be regained on another road.
How many falls, how many desperate situations, lovers are with you, and you have to continue the journey.
This is the story of He Zhengjun.
A military dream, what did he give up
In 1953, He Zhengjun was born in a military family in Sichuan.
His father was a revolutionary soldier of the older generation, who had made many military exploits and was deeply appreciated by his superiors.
After his father was discharged from the army, he was still carefully cared for by the old army, assigned to a decent job, and his family was well-off.
Growing up in such an environment, Xiao He Zhengjun was full of thoughts about being a glorious soldier and sacrificing his life to serve the motherland.
"Dad, I must be a soldier when I grow up, just like you!"
"Good boy, it's not easy to be a soldier, have you thought about it?" said the father, stroking his son's head.
"I've thought about it, I must join the army and fight with the old commander!" he said and put on a posture of a small soldier.
The father laughed, he knew too well how difficult the road was, and if he didn't pay attention to his life, he would be hollowed out.
In order to give his son a stable future, the father flatly rejected his son's request.
After several disputes, although He Zhengjun couldn't convince his father, he couldn't suppress his heart's yearning for military life.
He felt that his father just looked down on him and didn't believe that he had the ability.
So, at the suggestion of his older brothers and sisters, he quit his stable job, was admitted to the Performance Department of the Central Academy of Drama, and began his career as an actor.
Perhaps, by playing a soldier, he also has the opportunity to experience a little bit of military life.
My father was very incomprehensible and angry about this decision.
"I got you such a good job, what kind of drama theater did you quit!" The father reprimanded severely.
"I'm sorry father, it is my dream to be an actor, I will work hard and never disappoint your expectations. ”
"Actor? What kind of job is that, the future is completely precarious! I don't agree!"
"Trust me this time, I'm going to make it. ”
The father and son were at a stalemate and could not reach a consensus for a long time.
The mother persuaded the father to reluctantly agree to this decision.
When He Zhengjun got the admission letter of Chinese opera, his father's face was extremely ugly, and he didn't say a word to him for two months.
He Zhengjun knew that this was his father's disappointment and punishment for him.
Thinking of this, his heart tingled.
Maybe I shouldn't have been so reckless in the first place.
He thought.
But I really want to be a soldier, and it would be nice if I could experience a little bit of the life of a soldier through acting.
Besides, if I succeed as an actor, my father will be proud of me!
Thinking of this, He Zhengjun ignited his confidence again.
He secretly vowed that he must break out of the world in the entertainment industry and live up to his father's expectations.
The first experience of love, who did he let go
The life of Chinese opera is rich and colorful.
He Zhengjun not only has excellent grades, but also becomes friends with many celebrities.
Among them, the relationship between the two and actress Gong Li is the most intimate.
In their spare time, they often go on trips, watch movies, and chat for a long time.
Soon, feelings developed between them that went beyond friendship.
This relationship is not intense, but it makes both of them fascinated.
Gong Li would occasionally sing in He Zhengjun's ear.
He Zhengjun will also tell Gong Li some military experience.
The two often sit together in class and laugh quietly, causing others to look sideways.
"Hey, Zhengjun, will we eat together in the next class?" One day after school, Gong Li smiled shyly at him with a red face and asked in a low voice.
He Zhengjun's heart was overjoyed.
"Okay, let's go to the new noodle shop!"
"Hmm!" Gong Li nodded, her eyes rolling.
He Zhengjun was stunned.
Oh my God, she doesn't like me too, does she?
So they started dating a lot, eating and shopping together.
The relationship heated up quickly, but no one dared to confess.
The surrounding classmates could see that the relationship between the two was not ordinary, but they just laughed and joked with them.
"Look at those two little Zhang Luo, they look like a couple! Zhengjun, you kid really has potential!" Zhu Liang, the senior brother of the drama department, hugged He Zhengjun's shoulders and smiled maliciously.
He Zhengjun's face turned red all of a sudden.
Gong Li just had a good time with me. ”
"Can you blush and heartbeat if you play well?" Senior Brother Zhu stabbed He Zhengjun, "Confession! I think you are a good match." ”
"This ...... I'm going to think about it.
He said incoherently, his mind full of Gong Li's sweet smile.
But after thinking about it, if the confession was rejected, he would be a little embarrassed.
is so awkward, and no one will find out this intention until they graduate.
Before He Zhengjun left school, Gong Li took his hand and said, "You have to keep contacting me." ”
He Zhengjun's heart was hot, and he clenched her hand and replied, "I will."
Gong Li's beautiful face lingered in his mind.
yes, maybe I shouldn't have given up pursuing her.
It was love at first sight, and he found whom
"I'll inform you, gather at the east gate of the shed at half past eight tomorrow, don't be late!" the director sent a message to He Zhengjun.
"Okay, okay, thank you, boss, I will be on time!" He Zhengjun hurriedly thanked him.
In 92, although participating in this drama is still a role, it is not easy for him.
It's better to be tired and happy when filming, than to be depressed all day long at home.
At least he still has filming and a salary.
The thought that his wife was at home taking care of his daughter rekindled his enthusiasm.
He wants to redouble his efforts and strive for the opportunity to be the protagonist in the future!
Thinking of this, he shook his head and smiled bitterly.
I have graduated for so many years, and I am still playing some small roles, if my father knows, he will be angry enough.
Seeing that other old classmates have become famous and have begun to play the starring role, he is still standing still.
Just thinking about his thoughts, a clear and pleasant female voice suddenly sounded in his ears: "Comrade, is this the No. 8 shed?"
He Zhengjun looked up and couldn't help but be stunned.
In front of him stood a woman with an elegant temperament, her hair was like a cloud, her eyebrows were flirtatious, and her voice was like a turning sound, which was beautiful.
This is what he commonly calls "love at first sight".
After standing for a long time, he came back to his senses and stumbled and said, "Yes...... Yes...... Are you also involved in this play?"
The woman smiled heartily and said sweetly: "My name is Fan Yu, yes, I play the second female lead."
Please take care of us when we meet for the first time!"
"Hello you!" He Zhengjun blushed and stretched out his hand, "My name is He Zhengjun, acting ...... Playing a small role......"
The two officially shook hands and said hello, and the moment they touched, a warm current like electricity came from his fingertips, and He Zhengjun trembled all over, almost unable to stand on his feet.
Fan Yu's face also changed slightly.
The two looked at each other and smiled, and they became acquainted with each other at once.
It turned out that Fan Yu was two years older than him and was a powerful actor from the Beijing Opera Theater.
Bright and generous personality, outstanding work ability.
He Zhengjun looked at her side face, and the more he looked at it, the more fascinated he became.
This woman is simply the lover of his dreams!
How long does it take for the feelings of a scene to be sublimated into feelings in life? He Zhengjun does not know.
He only knew that he seemed to be in love with Fan Yu.
Unlike Gong Li back then, this relationship came without warning, but it was deep and warm.
It ignites in the light of light, and burns the prairie in the daily interaction.
Finally on a rainy night, He Zhengjun mustered up the courage to confess his heart to Fan Yu, and the two kissed under the moonlight.
Love at first sight, exhausting youth and waiting, finally become a family.
This is their love story.
A daughter was born, and they were in trouble for a while
Life after marriage is not easy, but He Zhengjun has never regretted his choice.
Every time I come home from a business trip, I can see my wife's sweet smiling face.
This is his greatest happiness.
As long as he holds his beloved wife and daughter, he is willing to suffer anything.
But the good times didn't last long, in 95, as soon as his daughter was born, He Zhengjun fell into a low period of work.
He can still only play inconspicuous small roles, and his salary is meager.
Coupled with the wife's resignation to take care of the baby wholeheartedly, the family's economic situation suddenly worsened.
"Lao He, the family is short of money to spend, why don't you find some other part-time jobs?" Fan Yu asked worriedly.
"My acting schedule is too full now, how can I have time to work part-time?" He Zhengjun sighed and said.
"Then we'll have to live frugally.
Fan Yu smiled helplessly.
"Wife, I'm sorry I couldn't give you a comfortable life......"
"Silly husband, it's enough to have you here!"
The couple hugged each other to keep warm.
In difficult moments, I feel more and more precious to each other.
何政军望着天花板，长叹一声。
I must find a way to make a lot of money, and I can't let my lover continue to suffer these hardships!
Just when He Zhengjun was depressed, he suddenly had a crew that took him a hand - "National Anthem".
The second male lead of this drama was sick, and it was too late to recast, so the producer remembered He Zhengjun.
"Lao He, although that role is not big, he has a lot of rivalry with the male number one Zhu Yawen.
This is a good opportunity for you to take another picture! I think about it, I will start shooting tomorrow, and the time is very ......."
He Zhengjun was so excited that he couldn't speak.
How many years has he been waiting for this opportunity! Although he is not the leading actor, it is also a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to play against his predecessors!
"Okay! I will do my best! Thank you so much for your old acquaintance!" He Zhengjun was very happy.
Sure enough, this role made He Zhengjun shine.
He devoted himself to the role and played a wonderful acting PK battle with Zhu Yawen.
In the end, "National Anthem" was broadcast, and the ratings and praise rate set a new record.
The audience and the industry were all dazzled by He Zhengjun, and now he finally gained some popularity and got rid of the fate of playing tricks.
This time, He Zhengjun called home as soon as possible to report the good news, and sent someone to send a thick pile of red envelopes.
"Wife, we're turning over!hahaha!" he shouted excitedly to his wife.
Fan Yu on the other end of the phone hugged her daughter and rejoiced, as if she saw the dawn of a turning point in her life.
Years of hard work were not in vain, and he succeeded
After the success of "National Anthem", He Zhengjun was favored by more good resources.
In 2003, he played the role of political commissar Zhao Gang in "Bright Sword", which successfully made him popular this time.
He Zhengjun was extremely excited, as if he was Zhao Gang himself commanding the battle.
"Comrades, we are struggling to move forward! But we will definitely overcome all difficulties and win this tough battle!" he raised his arms and shouted, his voice like a bell.
"Order, commissar!" the subordinates responded energetically.
"Okay, 10 minutes rest.
Keep it up!" the director shouted "Ka".
He Zhengjun breathed a sigh of relief and sat back in his chair with satisfaction.
This feels so wonderful, I feel like I have returned to the army to fight! I really wish my father could see this military political commissar I play, I wonder how he will feel......
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but feel a little sad.
The father has been dead for a few years, and he will never have the opportunity to see his son's small achievements today.
This became an eternal pain in his heart.
Fortunately, he now has his own little home.
Thinking that his wife and daughter were supporting him at home, He Zhengjun once again regained his fighting spirit.
Yes, I now have my own home, and I can't live up to their hard work!
The filming schedule became more and more compact, and He Zhengjun began to have no time to take care of the situation at home.
Fortunately, his wife was as tolerant and understanding as always, and took on the responsibility of taking care of the old and the young.
Every day after work, He Zhengjun will find time to write letters to his wife and daughter, send some souvenirs, and express his longing.
Finally, on a crisp morning, He Zhengjun called home after finishing work.
He excitedly told his wife that the "Bright Sword" film had been washed out, the quality was very good, and the ratings were expected to be ideal.
"Wife, I'm definitely on fire this time! We'll be a celebrity couple by then, haha!"
"Oh, be content, you're just in good health.
My baby daughter and I pray for your safety every day, and that's enough. ”
"Don't worry, birthday! I'm in great health, I just miss you!"
"Okay, work first, my daughter and I are fine.
You can rest assured that behind your back, play your political commissar well!"
"I love this character!"
After hanging up the phone, He Zhengjun was refreshed and continued to shoot.
He seemed to see fame and honor at hand, and strode towards him!
Epilogue:
Now, he and Fan Yu have grown old together for 31 years.
The daughter has already started a family.
When a family of three gets together, the topic is always inseparable from the hardships and bits and pieces of previous years.
He Zhengjun often sighs that without the big tree of his wife, he would never have been able to gain a firm foothold in the entertainment industry and have today's achievements.
And Fan Yu just smiled softly, holding his hand, his eyes were full of trust and pride.
Life is full of ups and downs, but fortunately, I arrived home safely in the end.
I also hope that He Zhengjun can bring more moving and wonderful works on the screen in the future.