Preface
The 27-year-old pony should have been as light as a swallow, fearless of difficulties, and full of ambition to chase his dreams, go to music festivals, go to Europe to see the sunset and the harbor.
However, now he just wants to be an ordinary person, to heal his sick mother, pay off his family debts, and redeem his childhood house.
What forced him to give up his dreams and face such a heavy reality?
A beautiful and touching mother, an incurable terminal illness
In 2019, Mama was still a middle-aged woman with a good figure and beautiful appearance.
She often wears a long rose-colored dress, dyes waist-length hair, and takes beautiful selfies at home.
In the photo, her big smart eyes are full of smiles, and her plump lips are slightly raised, exuding a bright brilliance.
This is a woman who is full of vitality and knows her destiny.
No one expected that only a year later, she would suffer from a terminal illness - cancer, and passed away after 4 years of fighting.
The fragility of life is placed in front of us in such a way that people are powerless to return to heaven.
In 2020, shortly after being diagnosed with cancer, Mama Pony shaved her hair and was ready to start the first phase of chemotherapy.
She recorded the last glance of her long permed hair in front of the camera, and her eyes were full of reluctance.
It had been her mark for many years, and now she had to say goodbye to it.
As her hair fell apart, the fragility of life magnified infinitely in her heart.
At this moment, the determination to fight cancer germinated in her heart.
For the sake of her family, for the sake of those who love her the most, she must live! The next long and painful road to fight cancer begins.
The road was long, and she wasn't sure where she could go, or even if there was an end to it.
But she knew she had to try, because there was no way out.
What kind of difficult choices does the pony who wants to save his mother face?
After Ma's mother was diagnosed with cancer, 27-year-old Pony resigned from her job to take care of her sick mother at home full-time.
He witnessed his mother grow from a beautiful and touching woman to a skinny and sickly appearance.
In the process, he experienced great emotional suffering, and at one point wanted to give up, but more often, he tried to encourage himself - the first thing he did when he opened his eyes every day was to confirm that his mother was still there; Then force yourself to maintain an optimistic and positive attitude and start the day of care and companionship.
This is a personal effort, but also a protracted battle.
Whenever Mom gets emotional because of the severe pain caused by cancer, Pony puts up with her scolding and continues to take care of her gently.
He understood that this was not his mother's intention, and that she was actually more afraid of death than anyone else.
When his mother's condition continues to deteriorate, Pony does not hesitate to spend all of his savings of 200,000 yuan for his mother's treatment.
Even though he was seriously ill, he insisted on going home to take care of his sick mother.
In order to raise medical expenses, he turned around with relatives and friends, and he was not less looked down upon, but he never gave up.
The financial difficulties and emotional suffering did not seem to hold him back.
Because it was his mother, he had to do everything he could to save it.
Even if the money is wasted, even if there is really no hope, he has to try until the last moment.
If he had the chance to do it all over again, he would do it anyway.
The mother endured the pain and made the last bowl of noodles for her son
In the long and painful process of fighting cancer, the mother of the pony has never stopped caring for her son.
Even though her life is on the verge of life, she doesn't forget to tell her ponies to be good to their family, because there is still a long way to go.
This is a mother's proud love for her son in the last moments of her life.
Although she herself is about to embark on the road of no return, she still has not given up her hopes and entrustment for her son's future.
This simple exhortation carries her endless affection for her family.
What's even more distressing is that a month before she died, she was terminally ill and weak, and she made a bowl of noodles for Xiaoma.
Because her hands are shaking so much, she doesn't let the pony help, so she stubbornly finishes it and sends it to her son.
This may be the last thing she has gathered all the strength of her life to do.
The bowl of noodles, the thick soup exudes the love of the mother, and the noodles are delicate and delicate, which makes people full of appetite.
And her emaciated body at this time seemed to be unable to eat.
The son was distressed, and couldn't help but be moved by his mother's last stubbornness.
This became the last bowl of noodles that the pony would ever eat with her mother's hand.
Every bite of noodles is filled with the mother's strong love.
Pony says that he actually knows that he can't cure his mother, but she is his own mother, and he will do his best to save her no matter what.
Even if he did it all over again, he would still do it.
The love between mother and son is sincere and sincere, even if it is faced with life and death, it cannot be erased.
epilogue
Life will come to an end, but love will last forever.
Mother Pony's emaciated body has collapsed, and her fight against cancer is over.
But her mother's love, which flows in the pony's blood, will forever nourish her son's life.
We will all grow old, our faces will no longer be gone, and our hair will be gray, but as long as you still love your mother, as long as your mother is still in your heart, she will never really leave.
Do it and cherish it, before she gets old, go home more often, give her a hug, this is the best love for a mother.
Life is fragile, cherish the people in front of you.