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Saturday's day was a long process for Jiang Li.
She couldn't remember how many places Qin Du had taken her to visit and how many things she bought.
Jiang Li's mind was full of those six numbers, and he silently recited them in his heart over and over again, for fear that he would forget.
In the evening, Qin Dui carried a large bag of things and insisted on taking her to a wonton stall in an urban village to eat wontons.
Jiang Li sat in the back seat of the motorcycle, feeling the temperature of the March breeze.
Qin Du drove very slowly, probably because she was worried that she would be afraid.
She could feel the bangs on her forehead being disrupted by the wind and blowing back.
It was a very warm and comfortable feeling.
It is a breath and taste of freedom and liberation.
About ten minutes later, Qin Duan stopped the car, and Jiang Li jumped down with the young man's back.
Her hair was too messy, Jiang Li lowered her head and threaded her fingertips into her hair, combed it straighter, and then walked forward without thinking.
Unexpectedly, he didn't take two steps before he hit a wall of flesh.
The boy's back was thin, and her forehead ached.
Jiang Li snorted and raised his head, "Qin Dui, why are you ......?"
"Little girl," Qin Dui turned his back to her, and his tone sounded lost and sad, "The stall is gone." ”
He was so tall that he was so weak and pitiful when he said these things.
Jiang Li walked around behind Qin Du and stood side by side with him.
Sure enough, the open-air wonton stalls that were supposed to be here were removed, and only a few discarded old tables were piled up next to them.
The old and broken sign is gone, and now it has been replaced by a brand new breakfast shop plaque.
Jiang Li looked at the bun cage drawer not far away, and said softly, "If it's gone, it's gone, and there will be wontons in other places." ”
"It's different, it's different......" Qin Duan shook his head and stubbornly repeated these three words.
Jiang Li saw him walk forward, and he didn't know what to do.
"Boss come out! Why don't you sell it, why don't you sell it!"
Jiang Li walked a few steps faster, thinking that he was going crazy and was about to smash the store, so he quickly stretched out his arm to stop him, "Qin, Qin Dui...... Don't you ...... Stop!"
Hearing this, the young man who was already angry obediently stopped.
Qin Duan stood in place, not moving a step forward.
Jiang Li breathed a sigh of relief, and was about to say something, when he raised his eyes, he saw that there were crystal tears on his chin, which were falling one by one.
She stopped what she wanted to say, and she didn't know how to comfort her.
In Jiang Li's impression, Qin Duan has never been such a fragile person.
A few seconds later, she was rubbed into her arms with a lot of force, Jiang Li exclaimed in surprise, and was forced to lie on Qin Dui's chest, almost out of breath.
She couldn't see Qin Dui's face clearly, but she could feel the extreme gloom and pain emanating from his body.
"Why is it suddenly gone, I came to eat last month. Little girl, I only came to eat last month. ”
He wanted Jiang Li to take a look.
He can also eat spicy and cilantro now.
He doesn't dislike the barren land high society that scorns the fly house.
He can no longer ...... won't let her wipe the stool for him.
However, he didn't have time to let Jiang Li see all the changes in him.
After Qin Duan let go of her a little and Jiang Li could catch his breath, he said slowly,
"Qin Duan, there is still a long time in the future, it is normal to divide and merge, some things are just a small point in life, if there is no more, there is no need to feel sad about it. ”
"Then you're going to leave me too?"
Hearing this, Jiang Li opened his lips and did not speak.
The boy leaned down, as if he had not stopped until he had reached his goal, and asked, "Will you leave me?"
His eyes were washed with transparent water stains because of crying, and there was a lot less gloom.
Qin Du was cautious when she asked her, like a child who was afraid of being abandoned.
"I ......" Jiang Li swallowed his saliva and threw the question to him, "What would you do if I really did that one day?"
She remembered what Qin Du had said before, if she betrayed him, she would be killed.
Qin Du straightened up and looked at the sunset that was about to set not far away.
The young man's voice was shallow, almost blown away by the wind, "Then I'll wait for you." ”
He was so serious that it didn't look like he was saying pretty things at all.
"If I had always been ......"
"Wait, wait, wait until the day you're willing to look back at me. ”
The afterglow of the setting sun fades and is about to merge with the night.
"Actually...... Personally, I don't want to wait too long. Little girl, the twilight is dark, it's cold and lonely there, don't leave me alone. ”
As soon as the words fell, the heavens and the earth completely darkened.
Jiang Li piled the luxury box that Qin Du bought in the corner of the living room.
Here, the faint sound of water in the bathroom in Qin Dui's bedroom can be heard.
She went to the kitchen, took out the warm milk, and poured the medicine into the cup, looking at the door with a frightened heart.
Obviously, it was only two minutes, but Jiang Li still broke out in a cold sweat.
After all this, she walked to the living room with a sigh of relief, sat on the sofa, and watched the steaming heat on the top of the milk cup in a daze.
After a while, the sound of shoes dragging on the ground was heard.
Jiang Li pretended to be calm and stood up, evoking a faint smile.
"Washed?"
"Hmm. Qin Dui was wearing loose pajamas, raised his eyebrows, and looked at the milk on the table, "For me?"
He is not an ordinary person who digests emotions quickly, and after only a few hours, he has become the same as before.
"Yes," Jiang Li added, "to compensate you for not being able to eat what you want to eat in the afternoon." ”
He had just come out of the bathroom, his face was a faint red, and his body was covered in the fragrance of shower gel.
Jiang Li did such a bad thing, he was still a little weak-hearted, and he was about to leave with his eyes dodged.
In the next moment, Qin Dui grabbed his wrist, "Don't go, chat with me for a while." ”
“...... Yes. ”
Jiang Li lowered his eyes in response, and after sitting on the sofa, he found that he had no intention of drinking milk.
"Qin Duan, don't you drink milk?"
This sentence was really a bit strange, and sure enough, Qin Duan's eyes flashed with a hint of suspicion when he looked at her.
"It's not good when it's cold. Jiang Li explained, "That, I'...... I'm still ...... Or I'm still ......."
She couldn't tell why.
The girl dodged, her eyes full of panic.
Qin Du felt that her appearance was a little funny, so he hugged Jiang Li tightly in his arms and said with a smile, "What are you?
"No, no. ”
Qin Duan picked up the cup on the table, "I don't believe you will be poisoned, you are so well-behaved, you must not be so bold." ”
"It doesn't matter if it's true, I'm willing. ”
Anyway, he has already lost and has nothing left, and it doesn't matter if he loses more or less.
Then, in front of Jiang Li's eyes, Qin Duan pressed the glass of milk to his lips and drank it all.
She watched as all the milk went into Qin Duan's mouth, and there was not a drop left.
After drinking, Qin Duan commented, "It's really a little cold, I knew I drank it early." ”
Jiang Li clenched the fist at his side, lowered his head and hid his eyes in the shadows, trying to hide his emotions.
She didn't know what kind of mood she was in right now, it was complicated.
姜黎想起身，“...... 我困了，晚安。 ”
was hugged tighter by Qin Dui again.
The boy pressed to her ear, spraying a thin spray of hot air, and he asked her, "Tell me, do you like me or not?"
Jiang Li struggled several times, completely unable to move.
One second...... Two seconds......
Jiang Li looked directly into Qin Du's eyes and said as usual,
"I like you, Qin Du. ”
Qin Du was stunned for a moment, but he smiled, he lay on Jiang Li's shoulder, laughing so much that his whole body was trembling, and a little tears appeared in the corners of his eyes.
Everybody knows it's a scam.
But no one broke it.
Jiang Li didn't know what to do now, what to say to stabilize his emotions.
After a long time, Qin Duan let go of her, "Then how long can such a little girl who likes me stay with me?"
Jiang Li got a gap, and quickly stepped back, covering his arm that was numb by him.
"I ......"
Xu found that something was wrong with her, and Qin Duan softened down again, "Scared you?"
"Don't be afraid, don't be afraid. ”
Jiang Li pursed his lips and stood up, "...... I went to sleep. ”
With that, she turned and walked to the bedroom.
After not taking a few steps, Qin Dui's voice sounded from behind him,
"Good night, see you tomorrow. ”
Jiang Li paused and took a slight breath, "See you tomorrow." ”
The wall clock on the wall beats forward second by second.
Jiang Li leaned on the head of the bed and waited quietly.
When the time reached a certain point, she turned on the light, walked to the door, and stopped the moment she held the doorknob.
After thinking about it, he came to the table, tore a clean piece of scratch paper from his school bag, wrote a few big characters neatly, and held it in his hand.
Then he walked out without hesitation.
She walked to Qin Dui's room and stood at the head of the bed looking at the sleeping teenager.
The sleeping pills worked so well that he looked like he was sleeping so deeply that he wouldn't wake up at all.
The faint moonlight sprinkled on the head of the bed, reflecting Qin Dui's slightly locked brow.
Could it be that he was so disturbed in his dreams?
Is it because you feel weak about what you have done before?
She and Qin Du are both very bad and bad people, and countless times they wake up in the middle of the night, Jiang Li will also feel a little uneasy about his conscience because of his deception and exploitation.
If they have hurt each other, then they don't owe each other.
Jiang Li put the scratch paper on the bedside, picked up Qin Dui's mobile phone, and silently read the line of password she had read in the afternoon.
“叮咚”
The unlock was successful.
So long dormant, so long planning, for this moment.
She finally ...... can let Xu Chun repay all the things he has done.
Jiang Li sent Xu Chun's photo to his mobile phone, and then scrolled all the way from Qin Dui's address book.
There are a lot of people on his phone, most of them are those fox friends and dog friends.
Jiang Li looked for a while......
The three words "Qin Zhongsong" came into view.
Her fingertips trembled slightly, and she dialed the number.
Ten seconds later, the phone was connected.
"Hey, Twilight?"
Jiang Li covered the position of a little earpiece and looked at the sleeping Qin Duan, although he knew that it was impossible for him to wake up at this time, he was still a little worried.
As she walked out, she lowered her voice, "Uncle Qin, can I talk to you?"
The girl closed the bedroom door, and in the moonlight, the page on the bedside table was as white as silver.
There are eight big characters written neatly on the workman -
The years are safe, and life is gone.
Jiang Li calmly packed his schoolbag and only took the basic ID documents.
She took off her pajamas, picked up her rustic down jacket from the closet and put it on.
In the dressing mirror, except for the long hair that became shorter, she looked the same as before.
Jiang Li walked to the window and looked at the moon in the sky.
The twilight faded, and it was already early in the morning, and the sky was faintly turning into a precursor to dawn.
What does the future look like?
She didn't know.
It can't be worse than it is now, anyway.
Jiang Li no longer hesitated, walked to the gate of the community and took a taxi, and set off along the address Qin Zhongsong gave her.
Nearly an hour later, the taxi stopped on the outskirts of Yunjing.
Jiang Li got out of the car and looked at the huge bushes, still a little surprised.
"Hello, I'm Mr. Qin's assistant, please get in the car. ”
Jiang Li turned around.
Not far away stood a middle-aged man in a suit and leather shoes, the other party's tone was respectful, and the corners of his mouth were raised with a formatted smile.
Next to the man, is a black elongated luxury car.
Jiang Li couldn't understand what brand the car was, but he understood that it was very expensive.
The assistant looked up and down at the timid and weak girl holding the schoolbag in front of her, although her face was not obvious, but there was a little sympathy inside.
It's also too well-behaved.
Soft and weak, without a little scheming.
So much so that in the car, he couldn't help but remind,
"Mr. Qin has a bad temper, and during this time, he is also angry about the young master's private girlfriend, and you must not talk when you get to the place. ”
Jiang Li looked at the rearview mirror, "Uncle, how long will it take?"
"For several hours, Mr. Qin was on a business trip. The assistant thought for a moment and added, "It's about six to seven o'clock, at dawn." ”
"Little sister, will you sleep in the car?"
Jiang Li shook his head, "I can't sleep." ”
She tilted her head and stared out the window at the large expanse of streetlights, golden little by little.
Jiang Li knew that they were now on the highway.
Yunjing is getting farther and farther away, and on the viaduct, she can almost overlook the panoramic view of the entire city.
"Is it uncomfortable that you can't sleep?" the assistant sighed, "Little sister, you have to understand that the young master can't be with a girl from a poor family. Even if he wanted to, Mr. Qin would not be willing. ”
Although it was already March, the night was still very cold, and after a while, a faint layer of frost formed on the glass.
Jiang Li rubbed some of it with his fingertips and said softly, "It's not sad, it's happy." ”
The assistant almost floated the steering wheel, thinking she was stimulated, "Open, happy?"
"yes, I can't sleep happily. ”
She had been shuttling in the thick twilight for so long, and she finally ...... It's finally time to embrace the dawn.
Tonight is destined to be sleepless.
Let her wait with her eyes open and wait for the dawn to break.
……
At 7:100, the car stopped outside an office building.
Jiang Li stared at the towering building, feeling that he was so small.
What a wonderfully unfair world......
The Qin family is powerful and powerful, and Qin Zhongsong drove drunk and ran over Yu Chaoyang's mother's thigh, but he did not have to be punished by law.
Qin Huan forced a female student from the attached middle school to death, but she still didn't know how to restrain herself and continued to bully the weak.
Xu Chun wore such expensive clothes, raised a little lover to go to a luxury store, and embezzled his father's funeral money, not to mention, and refused to even give the cemetery money.
They all live so well, why do every wicked person live so well.
Until the assistant's voice floated over, interrupting Jiang Li's thoughts, "I'll take you to wash up first." ”
Jiang Li followed the assistant to a small room on the third floor to clean up briefly, and then obeyed the arrangement and took the elevator to the twenty-fifth floor.
She took a deep breath and walked down the palatial corridor to the president's office.
"Mr. Qin, people have brought it. ”
"Come in. ”
The assistant pushed open the door, Jiang Li clenched his fists and walked in slowly.
This was the first time she saw Qin Zhongsong, and perhaps the last.
It was a face similar to Qin Duan, just as cold and thin, just as cold-blooded.
The man sat behind the desk, wrapped in a suit and leather shoes, and had been in business for a long time, which made him have a bit of an attitude of not being angry and arrogant.
Seeing her, Qin Zhongsong's eyes showed a little surprise, "You are the girl raised by Ah Duan?"
Although the length is good, it is also too thin and well-behaved.
And this outfit ......
Qin Du didn't have the money to buy her new clothes.
Jiang Li didn't like Qin Zhongsong's words, and he was very uncomfortable listening to them.
She hadn't spent any money on Qin Duan.
Those clothes were forced to be given to her by Qin Duan, forcing her to wear them, and she didn't bring any of them. And all the money Qin Du gave her was put in the bedroom drawer, and nothing was touched.
Naturally, there is no such thing as "raising".
“秦叔叔您好，我是姜黎。 ”
Qin Zhongsong said "oh" and frowned, "Your name is Jiang Li?" ”
"Is it in Xu Chun's mouth?"
Hearing this, Qin Zhongsong raised his eyes and looked directly into Jiang Li's eyes.
Yes, from Xu Chun's mouth.
It seems that there is someone named Jiang Li.
He looked at the girl's eyes again, and saw a bit of scheming and scheming in Jiang Li's dark pupils that were the same as Xu Chun's.
"What is the relationship between you and Xu Chun?"
The corners of Jiang Li's mouth raised a mocking arc, "She's my mother." ”
When the words fell, Qin Zhongsong couldn't stay calm anymore, and the man in his forties got up suddenly, almost jumping up and slamming the table, "This is just nonsense!"
"Xu Chun, this slut, what kind of thing has been raised! Raising a bitch who is as sassy as her will seduce people to climb to power!"
This kind of messy relationship was called incest in ancient times.
Qin Zhongsong was originally machismo, and he was very conservative and taboo in these aspects, and when he heard such a result, the whole person was about to vomit blood.
"What are you doing here? Na Twilight is trying to blackmail me? Hmm? You're just wishful thinking!"
Qin Zhongsong's irritable appearance made Jiang Li shrink his shoulders and take two steps back.
Sure enough, what kind of father is what kind of son.
At the beginning, Jiang Li met Qin Dui was just like him.
It's just that Qin Duan is a little more gloomy.
Jiang Li said, "It's Qin Du who is blackmailing you." ”
Qin Zhongsong sneered, trying to restrain his emotions, "How much do you want?"
Qin Duan must not be with this kind of woman.
For this son, I can't really say how much affection there is.
The product of marriage is just the only son he can show openly.
He still had to be more or less afraid of taking into account the power of his late wife.
"I don't want money," Jiang Li tried to calm down and took a step forward, "I want Xu Chun to return to the way he was once poor, and there will be no more glory and wealth." ”
This was unexpected by Qin Zhongsong.
The girl is so well-behaved and thin, and when she says this, she has a vicious and vicious energy, and a strange magnetic field collides with her body, which is indescribably strange.
Xu Chun is a toy to him that solves his physiological needs, if it weren't for the fact that she was pregnant with a seed in her belly, she would never have been able to enter the door of the Qin family.
"Isn't she your mother? you won't come near Twilight just to get revenge, right?"
Jiang Li didn't hide it, "Yes." ”
Qin Zhongsong originally felt a little shocked, shocked that such a little girl had learned the layout at a young age.
His son, he understood, easily did not like someone else.
It seems that this Jiang Li does have the means.
But when I thought of Xu Chun's appearance step by step, I was also relieved.
Sure enough, it was the seed she gave birth to, and the bad ones were exactly the same.
"Okay, as long as you leave Twilight. Qin Zhongsong agreed without hesitation, and added after a few seconds, "When she gives birth to the child, I will give you an explanation after she gives birth." ”
"That child can't be born. Jiang Li didn't think about it, "After she is born, she will definitely threaten you with the child." ”
"That's our thing. ”
Jiang Li pursed his lips.
Why.
It's a tragedy to be born.
Tragedies like her.
Jiang Li turned on her phone and caught a glimpse of countless missed calls from Qin Duan on the screen, and she pretended not to see it.
She walked a few steps faster in front of the man, trembling with fear, but still forced to composure.
Jiang Li showed the photo in front of the man, "If this child is not necessarily yours, are you still willing to let Xu Chun give birth to a child?"
"In other words, even if this child is yours, Xu Chun cheated during pregnancy, does it really matter if you see this child in the future?"
The cicadas are chirping, June has arrived, and in the blink of an eye, it is the height of summer.
Jiang Li finished the last test and walked out of the examination room with the stationery in his arms.
Outside the test center, there were parents wearing red cheongsams, holding signs that read "Smooth College Entrance Examination", or excitedly waiting for their children's arrival.
“囡囡，考的怎么样啊？”
"Good baby, mom will make you braised pork tonight!"
"Oops, how did you do in the exam, we all love you. ”
“……”
“……”
Jiang Li calmly shuttled through the sea of people, bowing his head and walking forward in a muffled voice.
She had long been Xi to this kind of loneliness with only one person.
has no relatives and no reason, no father and no mother, but there is no concern.
Jiang Li gently clasped the title page of the bookbag.
No...... It's not worry-free.
She also has a very important person to keep in her heart.
Thinking like this, two girls beside her walked in front of her, two people grinding their ears and temples, discussing gossip,
"In this year's three-province joint examination, I bet on a pack of spicy noodles, and the champion is Yu Chaoyang of Yunjing High School. ”
"Who is Yu Chaoyang? Yunjing High School is indeed the best key high school in our three provinces, but I have only heard of the Great Demon King Qin Duan. ”
"Don't you know? Qin Duan transferred abroad two months ago, and the third place in the attached middle school, named Jiang Li, also suddenly transferred to another school, but it is not clear where it is. ”
The girl pushed her glasses, "You don't study hard every day Xi study this kind of thing." ”
"Where is it! It's because last time we took the joint entrance examination with the affiliated high school, the one named Yu Chaoyang scored more than ten points off the second place, do you know what a hexagonal god of war is? Full marks in physics, mathematics and English, and he became famous in our school. ”
"Hey, what's the cow?"
"Yes wow...... And it's said to be handsome, alas......"
The two of them gradually walked away, and their voices gradually faded.
Jiang Li looked at the backs of the two, not knowing whether he was happy or relieved at the moment.
A big stone in my heart finally fell to the ground.
He has not fallen, and his future will be full of flowers and bright futures.
All the mud and hardships will eventually leave the youth.
轻舟...... 已过万重山啦。
Jiang Li covered the position of her heart, and smiled a little, she stood in place and smiled, smiling, the corners of her eyes began to sour, and when she realized it, tears had already burst out of her eyes.
That's great......
It's really the only thing that has made her happy and happy lately.
Jiang Li squatted on the side of the road and covered his face, his crying shoulders couldn't stop shaking.
I don't know how long it took, but my arm was lightly poked,
“姐姐，买朵向日葵吧。 ”
Jiang Li wiped away his tears, because his eyelashes were wet after crying, and he felt a little heavy when he raised his eyes.
A little girl of seven or eight years old with a ponytail was wearing a white dress and pushing a cart of sunflowers in her hand.
Each sunflower has a sticky note on it that says "high school in one fell swoop" and is surrounded by small colored flashing lights, making it look like it is shining.
Jiang Li didn't want to buy it, she was a child from a poor family, where could she afford this kind of romance.
But Xu is really happy today.
"Bring me one. ”
"Okay," the little girl asked, her eyes curled into crescents, and when she collected the money, she was full of innocence, "Sister, what's wrong with your forehead?
Jiang Li then remembered that he had just been blown by the wind, and his bangs were skimmed to both sides, revealing the scar left three months ago.
She combed her bangs back with hindsight.
"Sister, be careful when you walk in the future!"
"Good. ”
The negotiation between her and Qin Zhongsong in March did not go smoothly, and the angry and manic man in the back directly picked up the teacup on the table and smashed it on her forehead.
She couldn't remember most of the memories clearly, and she didn't dare to remember them, it was too scary.
Blood flowed all over the ground, she covered her forehead, and Qin Zhongsong's roar was in her ears, "Damn, Xu Chun, this bitch, dare to cuckold Lao Tzu, Lao Tzu will kill her!
At that time, she endured the pain and also questioned Qin Zhongsong.
"Uncle, do unto others as you would have them do unto you, have you ever thought about the evil things you did yourself, you drunk driving a teenager and almost lost his mother, shouldn't you repent?"
Jiang Li thought about this scene several times, and she asked Qin Zhongsong why he was drunk and driving, which made the life of an already poor teenager even more difficult.
Why is it at large, why is there no need to bear the slightest responsibility.
Jiang Li thought that he would feel that the old face could not be put aside, and blasted her out.
But......
The middle-aged man smiled indifferently, "What are you talking about? Who is drunk driving? I am so busy every day, how can I remember such a trivial matter." ”
Yes, Qin Zhongsong forgot.
He ruined someone else's life and ruined a family.
But he didn't remember anything, and Cao Kou's life was insignificant to him after all, just like an ant.
But there will be people who will know, and there will be people who will not forget.
At the age of seventeen, during the rainy season, she briefly hugged a teenager who also did not have an umbrella in the rain.
Maybe there's a long way to go, and they'll never meet again.
But the amazement will always be buried in the bottom of my heart and will never end.
Later, she was sent to a small city in the south by Qin Zhongsong, and the man transferred her school status, and then she was left to fend for herself.
Jiang Li still takes classes for five days, and works idle for two days on weekends, during which he also won a scholarship because he ranked first in school.
In short, time just moved forward quietly.
It's as if nothing had happened.
Here, no one knows what she has been through, and those nightmares are just nightmares.
Jiang Li returned to the cramped rental house, she was lying on the bed, a little tired.
It's been a long time since the phone was turned off.
Jiang Li rested for a while, then got up again to recharge.
In fact, as long as she wanted to, she could have thrown it away.
But this mobile phone is more than 10,000 yuan, which is too expensive, and Jiang Li plans to sell it in a few days.
She hadn't touched the phone for a long time, and she was a little worried that it wouldn't work anymore.
For the first time in a few months, Jiang Li turned on his phone.
There are countless missed calls on the screen, and at first the address is also displayed in the country, and later abroad.
Xu is the other party did not give up, and changed a lot of numbers to call her.
Jiang Li opened the record and was about to delete it all.
It just so happens that -
The familiar bell rang at this moment.
It was an unfamiliar number, but Jiang Li didn't have to think about it to know who it was.
Perhaps, they should make a decision in the light.
After hesitating for a moment, Jiang Li clicked the connect button.
The other side was silent, and she was silent, and only the cicadas outside the window were still noisy in the whole world.
I don't know how long it will take, but the screen is about to go out for a long time.
The other side spoke hoarsely, "Jiang Li, if you say you like me, I can act as if nothing happened." ”
It's like holding on to a little bit of dignity, a little bit of arrogance, trying to pretend that you don't care.
But the trembling and choked voice was still obvious, how collapsed the person on the other side was at the moment.
The corners of Jiang Li's lips raised a little, and his vision was blurred by tears in front of him.
She doesn't have to cheat anymore.
No more telling the lie that upset her conscience over and over again.
"I don't like you, I'm playing with you. ”
She didn't wait for Qin Dui's reply, and hung up directly.
A few seconds later, the phone still kept flashing ringtones, and Jiang Li turned it off ruthlessly.
She walked over to the mirror and took a closer look at the face.
Shoulder-length hair, palm-sized face, misty eyes.
From childhood to adulthood, countless people have said that she is very well-behaved and sensible.
But only Jiang Li knows that this is not the case.
She's just a downright bad person.
She deceived everyone with her well-behaved face and soft-spoken voice, but she couldn't fool herself.
In fact, from beginning to end, she has been pretending to be a good girl.
The results of the college entrance examination will be available for public inquiry at the end of June.
Jiang Li was working in a beef noodle restaurant that day, and several students who looked like summer jobs were gathered in front of the front desk computer, checking their grades.
The front desk was crowded, and Jiang Li paused for a few seconds to wipe his hand on the table, planning to wait for everyone to leave.
My mother said that if I couldn't get three hundred this time, she would tell me not to go home. ”
"God bless me, I want to go to two books! I really don't want to go to junior college!"
“……”
“……”
Jiang Li tilted his head slightly, listening to a few people talking about the results.
As a result, some people were happy and some were worried, the one with the worst score scored more than 200 points, and the one with the best score scored in the early 400s.
Unlike these other people who work on summer vacations, Jiang Li is relatively silent most of the time, so he has also become a marginal person in the noodle restaurant.
When you are a student, people who don't like to talk can easily be isolated.
She finished wiping the table and was about to go to the back kitchen to help, when a short boy patted one of the girls,
"Don't be sad, at least we all go to school, and we can also study in junior college! You see, the one who doesn't say a word has dropped out of school nine times out of ten. ”
The girl cried, "Although this is the case, it is still sad!"
Jiang Li never liked to explain anything, and walked to the kitchen with a bucket.
Unexpectedly, he didn't take two steps before he was hit in the back.
Jiang Li snorted, turned around, and saw a dirty black rag on the ground.
A few people erupted in loud laughter not far behind her.
The strength was not heavy, and it didn't hurt to say that it hurt, but the insult was obvious.
She pursed her lips and raised her eyes, and the short boy raised his eyebrows at her.
Some bastards when they were students were very annoying, and they were malicious in their bones, and their whole bodies were full of the word vicious.
Jiang Li remembered that the boy's score just now was about 300 points.
The short boy grimaced, "Hillbilly, uneducated hillbilly." ”
“...... I'm not. ”
"Dressed in tatters, isn't he just a hillbilly? If you don't say a word all day, isn't your head empty?"
As the short boys made amusement, the group began to laugh again.
"I didn't," Jiang Li picked up the rag, and she said softly, "I just don't want to show off." ”
"Hahaha, show off, hahahaha!" The short boy clutched his stomach, "Do you hear what she's saying?
"Show off the rustic dress on her body. ”
"Alas, alas, maybe they are a top student in one university!"
This small city is located in the middle of nowhere, and the overall education level is not very good, and it is indeed incomparable with the attached middle school where Jiang Li once stayed.
The score of the attached middle school is the last in the grade, but it is fragrant here.
Jiang Li has an introverted personality and doesn't like to do anything in public to make the other party embarrassed.
Because she tolerated it before, these people sarcastically mocked her.
Jiang Li plucked up his courage and walked towards a few people. The dwarf thought she was going to fight, and met her with his fists,
"Hillbilly, what are you going to do? ”
The boy was shorter than her, Jiang Li had to look down at him, "Check the results of the college entrance examination." ”
A yellow-haired girl whispered to the person next to her, "Check your grades?"
"What if she didn't drop out of school, she didn't look very smart, stupid, maybe talking in her dreams. ”
"If I had done well in the exam, I would have checked my results a long time ago, why did I wait until now?"
Jiang Li didn't care about the surrounding discussions, she lowered her head and crossed the short man, came to the computer, and entered the test number on the webpage that a few people did not cross out.
"Looking at this battle, maybe you can really take a test!"
“考一本我倒立吃屎。 ”
“……”
“……”
Those people squeezed their heads in front of the computer for fear of missing the joke.
Jiang Li himself is not familiar with computers, and he wastes a lot of time when he loses his exam number.
Then enter your password.
The short boy began to sneer again, "Hillbilly, I can't even use a computer, I don't believe I can take the test more than two hundred." ”
Jiang Li clicked the confirmation button, and said a little unbearable, "Anyway, it's twice your score." ”
The shorty's mouth trembled, and he was about to pick up his hand and beat her, "You!"
The webpage was crowded by candidates, and it turned around several times.
Until—
A girl in the crowd suddenly burst out and exclaimed, "What is this? How is it empty, have you ever seen this kind of achievement?"
"I'll go, really, how can I not see the rankings and results?"
Someone laughed, "Zero points, maybe, how to show the results with zero points." ”
"Hahaha, zero points and zero points, it's really a big fool!"
In such a noisy atmosphere, a tentative trembling voice came, "No, didn't you read the small print below?"
The voice trembled more and more, as excited as if he had seen a god, "Hello candidates, you have entered the top 50 in the province, please inquire about the specific situation on the 29th." Sure enough, I haven't seen the world, and only the top 50 in the province have this kind of treatment!
The short boy's mouth twitched, and his jaw almost dislocated, he pushed Jiang Li away in disbelief, and lay on the computer to watch word by word, for fear that he didn't know what he had missed.
Jiang Li was pushed suddenly, and she was almost planted on the ground, but it was still those few people who usually looked down on her to support her.
"Are you alright?"
"Are you alright?"
"Dwarf winter melon, why are you touching the god of learning? ”
The short boy shook his head, "Impossible...... No way...... How so?"
A girl also followed to look at the screen, "Wait, candidate's name...... Jiang Li, Jiang Li of Yunjing High School?"
The name of Yunjing High School is very loud, and it is very famous in the whole country, and every year there are many students who spend hundreds of thousands of borrowing fees to audit.
Therefore, even if you don't know the name of this person, you know that it comes out of the attached middle school, it must be a true scholar.
"I seem to have heard that in the joint examination of the attached middle school and a key high school here, she was the third place, the only girl in the top ten. ”
"Oh my God, why are you still pretending to be ......?"
"Xueba is right to do everything, just pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, we are just a part of other people's play. ”
Jiang Li took a step back and broke free of the grip of several people.
That afternoon, she received the most kindness in months.
The short boy apologized to her and slapped himself. The owner of the noodle shop came from the back kitchen, and after learning about this, he ran around the shop three times excitedly. Immediately sent Jiang Li 2,000 yuan, and posted her name and photo on the door of the store for several months.
[Congratulations to Jiang Li, the apprentice of the noodle restaurant, for entering the top 50 in the province]
……
On the day he filled in the volunteers, Jiang Li still didn't choose to go to Beili.
Although Beili is very big, she is always afraid that she will meet Yu Chaoyang for no reason.
So in the end, Jiang Li chose the top 4 in China, which is a warm city in the south.
She hesitated for a long time between computer science and Chinese departments, but after thinking about it, she followed her heart and chose the Chinese department.
Jiang Li actually doesn't like science, and has always chosen science for the college entrance examination.
Just be completely willful and live by yourself.
The hot summer always passed quickly, and when she was about to quit her job on the last day of the noodle shop, the short boy came to her with roses.
"Jiang Li, what happened in the first two months was that I did it wrong, and then I found out that you are really a very good person, I don't dare to ask for anything, can you take a look at me and give me a chance?"
Of course, she remembers that since the results, everyone's attitude towards her has taken a 180-degree turn.
Learning theology and shouting God every day, not only did she not bully her, but she also rushed to do her work.
Especially the short boy, he gave her a lot of gifts to make amends for her sins, although Jiang Li returned them.
That day, she rejected the other party as tactfully as possible, but in exchange for the other party's questioning.
"Why? Do you still think I'm going too far? I didn't know you were so good at the time, I thought ......"
Jiang Li was very calm, "What you like is the aura on my body, not the real me." ”
Even she doesn't like her true self.
"How is it possible, I really like you, you are beautiful and have good grades, at that time I deliberately isolated you and deliberately ridiculed you just to get your attention. ”
Jiang Li can't remember what happened later, in short, the two of them had a little unpleasant.
Later, she was pulled by the sleeves of the short boy and did not allow her to leave.
"Do you have someone you like? I don't believe that such a good and handsome person as me can't impress you!"
Jiang Li looked at the bright sunshine outside the door in a trance, and for a moment, she seemed to see the tall and thin young man in the blue and white school uniform leaning against the wall with crooked eyes.
The summer breeze blew, and the broken hair on the boy's forehead was blown up a little, and it was so clean and beautiful that it was not like words, he said,
[Sister, come home with me.] ］
It was the short boy who interrupted her, and the other party asked repeatedly, "Do you have someone you like?"
The boy in front of the threshold dissipated like duckweed.
Jiang Li stabilized his emotions, "Yes." ”
"Sure enough, who is he, better than me?"
Jiang Li looked down at the other party's eyes, and remembered Yu Chaoyang's eyes that were never adulterated.
For the first time, she said with a thorn, "The difference between cloud and mud." ”
How good is that person?
Okay, she didn't dare to lie to him every step of the way, and she didn't dare to stand in front of him, for fear that she would stain the hem of the young man's clothes.
She was born in hell, grew up in hell, did bad things, and harmed people.
If you die, you will go to hell.
That shouldn't be the person Yu Chaoyang should be in contact with.
He would never like someone like Jiang Li.
Jiang Li thought so, and also prayed that it would be good if someone loved her at all times.
Love any kind of Jiang Li.
Love her selfishness, love her meanness, love her scheming, love all her unworthiness.
Love me when I'm dirty, don't love me when I'm clean, and everyone loves me when I'm clean.
……
At the beginning of September, Jiang Li packed up the things in the rental house, and took the old mobile phone to the second-hand store to exchange some money.
She turned it on for the last time to see if the phone was broken.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I opened the phone, a string of ringtones came.
Qin Dui...... Don't you take a break......
She hung up and called again. Then hang up, still call.
In short, the other party has always enjoyed it.
Jiang Li originally wanted to deduct the SIM card, but after thinking about it, he still chose to connect it.
She didn't know what else Qin Duan had to say to herself.
Or, only by letting him say those words can he let go completely.
Just like the last time, after clicking the call button, the two of them were silent, and neither of them spoke.
Except for the faint sound of the wind on the other side, reminding her that he didn't hang up now.
The time on the mobile phone passed second by second, hitting Jiang Li's nerves, like beating a drum one by one.
This time she was the one who opened her mouth first.
"I know who you are, why don't you dare to speak on the phone?"
"I told you that I was playing with you, playing with you! Don't you understand? Can you be a little more dignified! We don't owe each other, I don't owe you!"
She didn't know what she was shouting hysterically.
Not revenge, not resentment.
In short, it would be nice to make Qin Dui die.
She didn't want Qin Duan to still have a little delusion about them.
Jiang Li thought that he didn't hate Qin Duan.
They have all hurt each other fiercely, and neither of them has the face to hate anyone.
The best ending should be to forget each other in the bubble of years.
She heard the sound of gasping on the other side, very hard, as if she was wronged and stimulated.
Maybe it was the power leakage, or maybe Qin Duan's voice was hoarse, in short, although it was a short and rapid sound, Jiang Li always felt that the voice was a little different from him.
But who could this voice be if it wasn't Qin Duan?
Jiang Li bit his lower lip, and said it without any energy and turned around,
"Do you know! You're really annoyed!
After she finished scolding, she closed her phone hard.
Then without hesitation, he took out the card and threw it into the trash.
Jiang Li spent four years in the warm south.
For four years, she deliberately forgot everything that had happened before.
In his junior year, Jiang Li finally saved enough 20,000 yuan through a part-time job and returned to Yunjing to move his father's urn into the cemetery.
Although the box was empty.
Jiang Li didn't know what happened to Xu Chun later, whether the child in her womb was born.
Privately, she never wanted that child to be born.
The child who is not recognized by the Qin family is just an abandoned son who Xu Chun uses to climb power and attaching nobility.
It's just another Jiang Li.
But she didn't have the time and energy to pity her siblings, who had never met.
For a long night, no one ever took pity on her.
She was as silent at school as ever, and her relationship with everyone was relatively distant.
But perhaps because of the eternal number one place in the Chinese department, there is no shortage of people to confess to her.
Jiang Lidu politely rejected them one by one.
At the end of his senior year, Jiang Li, like many graduates, submitted resumes everywhere, and was later seen by a suspenseful game development project to write copywriting.
With the experience of publishing many newspapers and magazines in college for several years, after the completion of the Xi period, Jiang Li was promoted to be the main writer of the sub-line plot.
Working in a game company pays a lot, but she can't straighten up when she is often tired in three shifts, and it is common for her to sleep for five hours when she is busy.
After staying in the project team for half a year, one day the boss suddenly notified that the capital chain was broken, and the company could not support the high development cost of this game, so it was finally decided to cut it.
Jiang Li lost his job like this.
In fact, it is too common for game companies to cut projects, but she is still sad and hasn't slept well for several days.
It's like a friend who accompanies her suddenly disappears.
It always feels empty.
Since then, the god of luck has not descended.
Perhaps because her first job was the main writer of the cut project, major game companies refused to throw an olive branch for her.
Coupled with the fact that the Chinese department is too unpopular, Jiang Li has repeatedly hit a wall.
In the end, I really had no choice, so I began to write articles in the magazine while learning to Xi high school teacher in a rental house.
Maybe not in other aspects, but in terms of exams, Jiang Li can be said to be extremely good.
Therefore, I will enter the interview directly with the first written test score.
On the evening of the two days before the interview, Jiang Li turned on the computer as usual and received an offer among countless rejected resumes.
Jiang Li didn't feel very happy or excited at that time.
She had already decided to become a teacher.
I wanted to refuse directly, but I was stunned when I saw the company's name.
D.S Technology Games, Inc.
Jiang Li is too impressed by this company, which was formerly a studio that became popular in April this year with a product called "Maomao Manor".
More than a dozen recent college graduates have created the myth of topping the list of management games and reaching 200 million in the first month.
In the past year or four, mobile online games have just started, and most capital investors have set their sights on male-oriented games.
The founder of this company saw that the women who had been ignored were desperate to make such a delicate and exquisite game to the blue ocean, and you can imagine how poisonous the main strategy is.
Jiang Li also played for a few days when the game first came out, and then had to put it on hold for the time being in order to prepare for the exam.
In addition to beautiful art and meticulous copywriting -
She remembered one of the kittens, named Y, and no matter how much she teased her, she just never had fun.
Jiang Li has used many methods to buy food and play to improve his favorability......
But the white Y is always hanging its head.
Many netizens have asked about the official blog on Weibo, and the response is that they have to open a hidden kitten.
But the hidden kitten seems to have disappeared, only existing in the black frame of the illustrated book, and millions of users across the country can't brush it out.
Later, the official blog never responded to this matter.
The cat farm keeps producing new kittens, and many people don't like the always coveted Y, and slowly it is forgotten in the corner.
Only Jiang Li is still happy to brush his favorability.
She wants to make Y happy.
姜黎打开那份offer。
Do you follow your dreams and go to your favorite company to do copywriting planning, or choose to go ashore and end your life in peace.
She thought about it for a long time, and finally emotion prevailed over reason.
Still want to try again.
Possible...... She loves copywriting too much.
Or maybe it...... She really wanted to go to D.S and find the founder and ask why that Y was so unhappy.
In short, at the end of that hot June, Jiang Li took the train from the south with her luggage back to the north, which she had always disliked.
When she passed through Yunjing, she went to her father's cemetery to worship.
I have also been to the playground of the attached middle school and the classroom of class 10.
A group of seventeen or eighteen-year-old children sat behind their desks, chanting their hopes and yearning for the future.
It's just that things are not people, and the people there will never be her again.
Thankfully, the people there are no longer her.
Seventeen-year-old Jiang Li was too bitter, and all the misfortunes piled up on that girl, almost crushing her completely.
If it weren't for Yu Chaoyang, she would have jumped off the rooftop and died.
Jiang Li's eyes darkened.
There is a person who has been put in the long river of years by her, and she never dares to mention or think about it.
In the dead of night, she woke up from a nightmare and wanted to go to him desperately for the umpteenth time.
Lie to him for the rest of his life, go and pretend to be a good person, go and pretend to be what he likes.
But...... Don't be funny.
No one will be waiting for anyone all the time.
Besides, the world is so big, without the contact information of the other party, no one knows who is where.
In the four years of college, Yu Chaoyang will definitely have a girlfriend.
Maybe he's married now.
To miss is to miss, and it was she who gave up grabbing the boy's hand first.
When his head was chaotic, Jiang Li unconsciously walked downstairs to the old community.
Unlike what she remembers, this place has been demolished and turned into a high-rise building.
She remembered that in the past, she had followed Yu Chaoyang, through the filthy courtyard, up the narrow staircase, and into the cracked house.
At that time, she thought about how there could be flowers that bloomed on a barren land, so clean, so clear.
But then she also said to the boy—
[What girl can stand a family environment like yours?]
Yunjing is still prosperous, and even more prosperous.
No one will remember the dilapidated neighborhood that used to be, and even that dirty place is a good thing that is gone.
But Jiang Li will not forget.
It used to be the only place she had fun.
……
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Even if she is pretending, even if she is no longer worthy of him. Don't push him away either. Never
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