On a cold winter day in 1978, the Fu family in Harbin laughed and laughed. Fourteen-year-old Fu Yiwei is sitting around the radiator with his parents, younger siblings, and enjoying the hot dumplings made by his mother.
The fragrance of dumplings and the company of his family made Fu Yiwei feel extremely happy and satisfied. She had forgotten the moment she was so nervous at a movie audition in the morning that her hands trembled.
Unexpectedly, just when Fu Yiwei relaxed her vigilance, a phone call directly dragged her back to reality from the clouds.
This unexpected good news stunned the Fu family. At first, they were not optimistic that Fu Yiwei would pass the audition, because she had no acting experience. Now it seems that Fu Yiwei was born to act.
For 14-year-old Fu Yiwei, it is a dream to be able to show his skills on the big screen. What she didn't expect was that after the movie was completed, she also won the Best Actress Award issued by the China Film Association for her outstanding performance.
At this moment, the girl Fu Yiwei realized the truth of life - it turns out that dreams are possible to come true! Since then, she has made up her mind to work hard to chase her acting dream.
Fu Yiwei joined Changchun Film Studio and began his career as a professional actor. She is no longer a little dragon in the movie, but a real actor who can take charge of herself and play the heroine.
An innocent smiling face and a weak and moving temperament have conquered the hearts of countless audiences. Fu Yiwei uses her skillful acting skills to show people the enthusiasm and beauty of youth.
The fame of popular celebrities may appear vanity, but Fu Yiwei knows that his husband is responsible. She takes it one step at a time and treats every role conscientiously. Fu Yiwei looks forward to shining in the film and television industry and bringing more moving works to the audience.
In 1986, 22-year-old Fu Yiwei met technical director Yang Xiaodan at Changying Studio. The two fell in love at first sight and quickly established a romantic relationship. A year later, they were officially registered as husband and wife.
At the beginning of their marriage, Fu Yiwei and Yang Xiaodan lived a sweet and contented life. Fu Yiwei will gently massage Yang Xiaodan's shoulders, and Yang Xiaodan will also carefully prepare Fu Yiwei's favorite snacks.
However, the good times were short-lived. The two gradually exposed irreconcilable contradictions in their life Xi and planning for the future.
Yang Xiaodan wanted Fu Yiwei to give birth to a child as soon as possible and form a warm and happy family. And Fu Yiwei's many film and television dramas are on the rise in his career, and he doesn't want to give up.
For this reason, the young couple began to quarrel. Yang Xiaodan was anxious for Fu Yiwei to return to his family, but Fu Yiwei said that he couldn't give up his career now.
As the dispute intensified, Fu Yiwei began to go out to have fun to relieve stress. Yang Xiaodan felt that his status in Fu Yiwei's heart was getting lower and lower, so he also found his other half outside.
The love fire of this marriage gradually extinguished in the reproach of the two of them. Four years after getting married, Fu Yiwei filed for divorce. She regretted not being able to protect the marriage, but it was too late.
This failed marriage has become an eternal pain in Fu Yiwei's heart. She began to reflect on whether she was too immersed in her career and therefore neglected her responsibilities as a wife.
Fu Yiwei wrote in his diary: "I don't want to hurt others by pursuing my personal dreams, and I don't want to regret myself. I had to find a balance between my career and my family in order to be truly happy.
The lesson that this marriage brought to Fu Yiwei is that love needs to be cared for by both parties, and marriage needs to shoulder responsibilities together. She hopes that the next time she gets married, she will be a more mature and caring woman.
In 1992, Fu Yiwei and dancers entered the marriage hall at a high level. This time, she is determined to be a good wife and mother.
In order to conceive a new life, Fu Yiwei took the initiative to ask Ying and temporarily withdrew from drama filming. She began to live a 9-to-5 life as a housewife, learning how to handle household chores and take care of her mother-in-law Xi.
Finally, Fu Yiwei gave birth to his son Gao Lenan in 1995. The arrival of the baby filled her empty heart, and Fu Yiwei no longer felt that the life of a housewife was monotonous.
Just when Fu Yiwei was immersed in maternal love, a phone call from the director ignited her enthusiasm for acting again. For the sake of his son and for himself, Fu Yiwei decided to make a comeback on the screen.
But just after his comeback, Fu Yiwei felt the strange eyes of his peers in the new crew. Due to the high salary, she attracted the jealousy and exclusion of other actors.
The feeling of being alone on the set made Fu Yiwei aware of the sinister nature of the showbiz. She could no longer fit in with the group and was tired of this hypocritical environment.
In order to make a living, Fu Yiwei began to run a clothing store. She hopes to change her fate through entrepreneurship and fight for a foothold for herself and her children.
However, just when his career was just starting, Fu Yiwei and Gao's marriage also ended in divorce. She was once again in trouble with her career and family, and she was in great pain.
Fu Yiwei wants to continue to pursue his career, but he is also unwilling to give up his family. She struggles between the two, wondering how to choose and whether she can be truly happy.
After entering the age of 40, Fu Yiwei felt that his acting career had come to an end. Youth is gone, opportunities are gradually running out, and she realizes that middle-aged actresses have no place in this circle.
The once shining star has become a bleak passerby. Thinking of everything being lost with age, Fu Yiwei's heart was full of loneliness and loss.
She began to numb herself by drinking heavily, hoping to forget the pain in her heart for a while. But soon, alcohol lost its effect on Fu Yiwei. So she embarked on a routing path of drug addiction.
Fu Yiwei, who was sitting at home, was dazed and unconscious all day long. She no longer had the intention of dressing up and lost her professionalism as an actress.
Occasionally, he can receive a few cameo roles, and Fu Yiwei has no intention of sweating and tears in front of him. She is like a machine that has been running for decades, and finally supported to the end.
As a result, Fu Yiwei's career fell to the lowest point. She regretted while taking drugs, if she had been less proud, maybe she would not have come to this point.
At this time, his son Gao Lenan was in the best years of his life, but he was also negatively affected by his mother's depraved life. Fu Yiwei felt very remorseful and painful for his behavior.
She regrets her blind confidence when she was young, and she regrets not being able to protect her son's future. If she had cherished everything she had now, maybe she wouldn't have ended up where she is now.
In 2016, Fu Yiwei was arrested and imprisoned for drug use. Alone in the cold and dark cell, she finally has the time and space to think about life.
Looking at the scratches left by his cellmates on the wall, Fu Yiwei reflected bitterly on his life. She feels guilty about her two failed marriages and blames herself for not being able to protect her son.
Perhaps the fame and success of popular stars made Fu Yiwei lose himself step by step. She focused too much on personal development and neglected family obligations.
When his parents-in-law urged him to have grandchildren, Fu Yiwei valued his career more than marriage. She selfishly believes that others should be considerate of her as long as she achieves something.
When her husband was looking for her other half outside, Fu Yiwei did not fulfill his wife's responsibilities to save love. She simply blamed the other party for her relationship problems, but did not deeply reflect on her mistakes.
When Fu Yiwei grew old and failed in her career, she realized that success could not replace the warmth and companionship of her family. She regretted that she had been too ignorant and proud back then.
Every day in prison is Fu Yiwei's repentance of the past. How she wished she could turn back time and give her a chance to live her life all over again. She will no longer go down the wrong path because of vanity, and she will no longer abandon her family because of selfishness.
After being released from prison, Fu Yiwei quit the showbiz. She lived in seclusion in an ancient city and lived a simple life of studying hard as a teacher. Fu Yiwei wants to make up for his debt to his son in this way, and also hopes that his soul can be sublimated.
After experiencing the ups and downs of life, Fu Yiwei understood the true meaning that fame and ambition cannot affect life. She now lives her daily life openly and enjoys spending time with nature.
This is the ultimate answer in her life.
Fu Yiwei's story tells us that success requires humility and gratitude. We all make mistakes, but we need to reflect on them in time and be new people. Continuing to move forward with a positive and optimistic attitude is the best state of life.