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My husband and I have been married for ten years. In the past ten years, I have always been in love with him, taking care of him meticulously, and trying my best to be a good wife. But my husband found a mistress outside and wanted to divorce me.
A few days ago, I accidentally saw an ambiguous text message on my husband's mobile phone with a woman named Xiaofang, and I vaguely felt that something was wrong. I tentatively asked my husband if he had another woman outside, and he slapped me angrily and told me not to be suspicious. I was shocked, my husband had never beaten me before.
Two days later, my husband suddenly told me that he was going to divorce me. I was shocked and quickly asked him why. My husband said that he didn't love me anymore, that he had found true love, and that he would not live with me again in the future. I cried and asked my husband, is it meaningless for me to give and take care of you for the past ten years? Do you abandon me and the child like this? My husband said coldly, he now has Xiaofang, she is younger and more beautiful than me, and he only wants her.
I knelt at my husband's feet and begged him to stop, I could change, I could get better. As long as he doesn't abandon me and the child. My husband kicked me away mercilessly, saying that I was really useless, and that he had decided to be with Xiaofang. He told me to sign the divorce so that he wouldn't kick me out.
I asked my husband bitterly, do you really have no feelings at all? Is our marriage meaningless to you? My husband said that feelings will change, and he only loves Xiaofang now. I couldn't hold it anymore and started crying. When my husband saw me crying a lot, he couldn't bear it, and said that he could give me some money so that I and my children could leave here first. He will have a lawyer draft a divorce agreement.
I still have a glimmer of hope that my husband may change his mind. I begged my husband to think about it again with red eyes, but he was adamant.
Seeing my husband hugging Xiaofang, I could no longer hold back the pain and despair in my heart, and said excitedly: "Husband, how can you treat me and my children like this! We have been married for ten years, I have always been in love with you, how can you abandon me like this!"
My husband said coldly: "I have made it very clear, I don't love you anymore, I love Xiaofang, I will only have her in my life in the future, and there will be no more you." Sign it now, so I don't have to kick you out." ”
I cried and said, "Husband, look at me now, I love you so much and trust you so much, but you steal people behind your back and want to divorce me." Doesn't our marriage mean anything to you?
The husband said impatiently: "Enough, my decision will not change." Sign it!"
Xiao Fang laughed on the side and said, "Sister, everyone has said so, don't you still sign it?" Anyway, he doesn't want you anymore, hurry up, don't delay our good deeds!"
I watched their intimacy and my heart cut out, but I knew it would be futile for me to plead. My husband is already dead, and they just want to get rid of me quickly.
With trembling hands, I signed my name on the divorce settlement. My heart is like ashes, and my marriage, my love, is over in my hands.
Xiao Fang smiled and said, "I love you too!" ”
The husband nodded, and the two turned around and were about to walk out the door.
At this moment, I couldn't hold back any longer, and shouted hysterically: "Stop me! Husband, you negative man, how can you do this to me! I gave you all my love, but you abandoned me like this!"
My husband said in annoyance, "That's enough, get out of here!"
After saying that, he was going to leave with Xiaofang.
When I saw their backs, I couldn't control myself anymore, so I picked up the vase at hand and smashed it!
The vase hit the back of the head with a "bang", and the husband screamed in pain and squatted on the ground with his head covered.
Xiao Fang screamed in horror: "What are you doing!
When I saw my husband fall to the ground, I felt that he deserved it, but I also regretted that I was too impulsive.
At this time, my husband barely stood up, the back of his head was bloody, glared at me fiercely, and then walked out without saying a word. Xiao Fang hurriedly followed.
I stood there for a moment, trying to calm my excitement. I knew I shouldn't have hurt my husband like this, and although he was ruthless to me, I still did something wrong after all.
Just then, there was a sudden commotion and screams outside. My heart tightened, and I hurriedly ran out. I saw my husband fall to the ground, surrounded by a group of people, and a car parked not far away.
I squeezed into the crowd and saw my husband lying on the ground, no longer breathing, motionless. It turned out that as soon as he walked out the door, he was hit by a speeding car on the road and died on the spot.
I was so shocked that I fell to the ground. Xiaofang also sat on the side, crying and calling her husband's name. Onlookers talked a lot, saying that the husband may have been hit by a car because of a head injury that caused him to walk unsteadily.
My heart was in turmoil, and although my husband was cruel to me, I still loved him after all. Now to see him die so suddenly, I feel both sad and relieved. The police came, loaded her husband's body onto a stretcher cart, and prepared to take her to the funeral home.
Xiao Fang cried and said to me, "It's all you! You killed him! If you hadn't beaten him, he wouldn't have died!"
I burst into tears and said, "I knew it was wrong, but I didn't expect it to happen either." There are unforeseen circumstances, and this is also the fate of my husband. ”
Xiao Fang said angrily: "I will never forgive you! You killed the person I love the most!" With that, she followed the police car and left.
I stood where I was, my heart cut like a knife. Although my husband is cruel to me, I still love him after all. Now that he has passed away like this, my heart is filled with grief and self-reproach. How many times have I thought that if I hadn't hit him just now, maybe he wouldn't have died.
After a while, my husband's funeral was very simple. Except for some distant relatives, it was just me and my children present. I looked at my husband's posthumous photo, and I couldn't control my tears anymore.
The child took me by the hand and asked, "Mom, why did Dad leave us?"
Since then, I have been alone with my children growing up. How many nights will I dream of my husband and the bits and pieces of our past. I blame myself all the time, if I hadn't hit him that day, maybe he wouldn't have died. It's been a pain in my life, and I don't know when I'll ever truly forgive myself.
I began to live a life of isolation and little interacting with people. The neighbors all said I was crazy, but I knew that I just couldn't forgive myself for taking my husband's life. I think I will spend my life atoning for my sins to make up for my mistakes.
As the days passed, I was alone raising my children and living a life of isolation.
One day, a strange woman I had never met before came to my house, claiming to be a relative of my husband. I invited her into the house and sat down, and she looked at me and said, "I'm actually the mother of my husband's other daughter." After her husband died, her daughter had no one to take care of her, and her life was very difficult. I heard that you are the widow of your husband and wanted to see if you could help my daughter. ”
I was shocked to learn that my husband was hiding the existence of another daughter. I was silent for a long time before I whispered, "Please tell me about your daughter." ”
The woman said her daughter was only 5 years old and had been living in an orphanage. After the death of their husband, the mother and daughter had nothing to live on, and the situation was very difficult.
I have mixed feelings in my heart, and after my husband died, I left two families helpless. I thought about it and promised to do my best to take care of her daughter.
Since then, my husband's leftover daughter has also come to my house to live with my children. At first, the relationship between the two children was very stiff because they were not the same father. But gradually, they became as close as brother and sister.
When I saw two children playing in the garden, I didn't feel so much resentment in my heart anymore. I began to learn to forgive my husband for what he did back then. The relationship in the world is complicated, I think my husband was with Xiaofang back then, and he was also confused for a while.
I started to actively socialize with my neighbors and stopped living a withdrawn life. The neighbors saw the change in me and gradually accepted me.
One day, I suddenly remembered Xiaofang. After my husband died, she hated me all the time. I thought, I should go and meet her and talk to her.
So I went to Xiaofang's house and knocked on her door. When Xiaofang opened the door, she saw that it was me, and her face was very ugly. But she let me in anyway.
I took a deep breath and said to Xiao Fang sincerely: "Xiao Fang, about my husband, I know that you have always hated me and thought that I killed him. I have come today to apologize to you and ask for your forgiveness. ”
Xiao Fang said coldly: "Do you think that if you come to apologize to me, I will forgive you? If it weren't for you, how could he die!"
I choked up and said, "I know it's the mistake of my life, and I'm blaming myself every day and every night." But life cannot be repeated, we can only learn to forgive. Will you give me a chance?"
Xiao Fang was silent, and it took a long time for tears to flow. "I really hate you, but I know my husband is also at fault," she said. After all these years, it's time for me to let go of my hatred. I'm willing to try to forgive you. ”
At this moment, we finally unloaded the knot.
I sincerely said to Xiao Fang, "Thank you for your forgiveness. It's not easy for you to live alone these years. After the death of her husband, the two families left behind were very difficult. We are all victims and should understand each other and help each other. ”
Xiao Fang nodded and said, "I have had a very hard life, and I have been making a living by doing small business. My husband is my dependence on me, and I am sad after he leaves. But life has to go on. ”
I said, "I've been blaming myself and feeling guilty all the time. Now my husband's two children are with me, and I will do my best to take care of them. If you need help, just ask. We sisters should care for each other. ”
Xiao Fang smiled reluctantly and said, "Thank you." I've actually always been very envious of you, my husband has at least been married to you. To me, he was like a passerby. ”
I sighed, "Emotional matters are complicated. My marriage with my husband ended in tragedy. ”
We talked a lot and told all the stories of our hearts over the years. Xiaofang said that she had actually forgiven me a long time ago, but she lived too hard alone and needed to find an outlet to vent. I understood, and we embraced each other like family.
Since then, I have visited Xiaofang often, and we have become friends like family. Xiaofang will also come to my house to visit the two children, like a loving sister.
I no longer hide from crowds as I used to, but actively participate in community activities and make friends. The neighbors saw the change in me and looked at me differently.
As the children grew older, they learned more about my past. I will tell them about my husband so that they can learn Xi forgiveness and tolerance.
I began to learn to forgive my husband and myself. Life is short, and regrets are inevitable. But we can choose to forgive and start over.
I also go to my husband's grave from time to time to remember our little bits. I no longer hated him, but said softly: "You left in too much hurry, and the love and hatred left behind by me have been dissolved little by little." The rarest thing in the world is forgiveness, and I have finally learned this. ”
I believe that my husband's spirit in heaven will also forgive me. When I closed my eyes, I seemed to see my husband standing right in front of me, and he smiled at me and slowly disappeared.
I understand that this may just be my illusion, but I know that we can finally face this imperfect life with peace of mind. I'm ready to move on.
Time flies, and my hair has turned gray. The children have all grown up and left my empty nest one after another. I live alone, but I'm not alone. Xiao Fang, the person I hated the most at first, now comes to visit me like my relatives.
One day, Xiaofang came to my house, and she looked very excited. I sat her down, poured her a cup of hot tea, and asked her what was going on.
Xiaofang said happily: "I'm getting married! He is my childhood sweetheart, and we have known each other for many years." He proposed to me, and I said yes!"
I was very happy and excitedly said, "Great! I said that you are so good, you will definitely find a good person." When the wedding is held, I will definitely go to it!"
Xiaofang smiled and said, "It's going to be held next month." I'll pick you up then, you must come!"
I nodded and said, "Definitely!"
A month later, I came to Xiaofang's wedding scene. She was dressed in a beautiful wedding dress and had a smile like a flower. I was very happy to see her so happy.
After the wedding, Xiaofang came to me and said happily: "Look, I also have my own home! In the future, you don't always think about the past, you have to live happily!"
I smiled and nodded. At the wedding banquet that night, everyone raised their glasses to wish Xiaofang and the groom a good marriage. I saw the happiness in Xiaofang's eyes and thought to myself, she had finally stepped out of the past and found a new life.
I gradually stopped thinking about my husband and the past. I actively participated in some public welfare activities and met many good friends. We are like a family in the neighborhood and often help each other.
One day, an old neighbor said to me, "I remember that you used to be alone and rarely interacted with people. Now you have changed, often helping others among us, and everyone likes you. ”
I smiled and said, "I've changed too." One must always learn to forgive and keep looking forward. ”
The old neighbor nodded and said, "You are living a meaningful life now, that is, you are helping others." If you need to come to me in the future, you will be our good neighbor!"
I am grateful to my old neighbors for their affirmation and encouragement. I know that my life has taken on new meaning and value because of learning to Xi forgiveness.
I often visit my husband's grave and tell him about my current life. I said, "Husband, I'm living well, and I've learned to forgive myself and you." I hope you in the Heavenly Spirit will understand that we all need to look forward. ”
I'm sure my husband will feel happy for me too. Life is too short and I still have many good times. Let the past pass. I want to live in the present, cherish the present, and continue to warm others with forgiveness.