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My name is Li Xiaofang, I am 28 years old this year, and I am an ordinary white-collar worker. Wang Qiang and I were high school classmates, and we got married after graduating from college. Wang Qiang is a decent and steady person, and I think I will be very happy to marry him.
It was only after I got married that I found out that I had severe infertility. We tried all kinds of methods and saw countless doctors, but I just couldn't get pregnant. Wang Qiang has always wanted children, and we often quarrel about this.
"Xiaofang, we have been married for three years, you look at other people, they have all given birth to one or two children, and we don't even have a shadow now, how can I not be in a hurry?" Wang Qiang often vented his frustration with me like this.
I was also anxious, but I couldn't change my physical condition. Every time I quarreled, I would cry with red eyes: "Brother Qiang, I'm sorry, this is not my intention, I am also sad, can you understand me more?"
Wang Qiang always replied impatiently: "I have understood you for many years, and if I continue to understand, we will be old, and we will have no children in our lives! We still have time to divorce, I think we are not suitable, we must divorce!"
When I heard him say divorce, it was like a bolt from the blue, crying and hugging him and begging loudly: "Brother Qiang, you can't be like this, how can I live alone after divorce? I will marry you alone in my life, you can't do without me!"
Wang Qiang coldly pushed me away and said, "It's decided, I want a divorce." A useless woman, what am I raising you for?" His words pierced my heart, and I knelt on the ground and hugged his legs and pleaded, but he resolutely left the house.
The days that followed were hell. Wang Qiang immediately filed for divorce, and I couldn't stand the blow and was admitted to the hospital. He had to divorce me at this time, and my heart was like a knife, but there was nothing I could do.
"Xiaofang, don't be too sad, people always have to look forward. You are still young and will find better people. "My mother comforted me at the bedside.
I burst into tears and said, "Mom, I've loved him all my life, how can there be someone else?"
"You can live here, I have already given you the house. Let's not get in touch either, we'll be fine. Wang Qiang slapped the key on the table and left without looking back.
After Wang Qiang left, I lived alone in the dilapidated one-bedroom apartment on the outskirts of the city. I had a hard time these days, barely getting dressed up every day, and taking long bus rides to work. When my colleagues saw that I was emaciated and haggard, they were very sympathetic to my plight.
"Xiaofang, don't be too sad, Wang Qiang, that bastard, don't think about him!" My colleague Xiao Li persuaded me.
I smiled reluctantly: "We've known each other for so many years, and I forgot about him all at once, and that's too hard." ”
"He did this to you, what do you still think about him? Xiao Li said puzzled.
I shook my head and didn't answer. I know that I still love Wang Qiang deeply, and even if he abandons me, my heart still stays with him.
Alone in a small, shabby house at night, I can't help but think of the bits and pieces of our marriage. We used to have sweet times, but now it's like a dream. I will look at the wedding ring that Wang Qiang gave me, and I can't control my tears anymore.
"Brother Qiang, are you doing now? Do you think of me?" I would speak to myself into the void.
I've had a hard time, but I don't want to bother anyone. Occasionally I would call my mom and say I was fine. I knew I had to be strong in order to move on with my life.
One day, I met a neighbor aunt. She is also a middle-aged divorced woman raising a teenage daughter alone.
"Auntie, are you divorced too?" I plucked up the courage to ask.
The aunt nodded: "It's been five years since I divorced my ex-husband. It was also sad at first, but for the sake of my daughter, I had to cheer up. ”
"Are you okay now?" I asked.
"Very good!" The aunt said, "I have a lovely daughter who also has a stable job. I don't need anything from my ex-husband, and I'm living a nourishing life now. ”
Hearing my aunt's words, I seemed to understand something in my heart, and I could be like her, slowly getting out of the pain and starting over.
I started working actively and trying to earn money to improve my life. I signed up for some interest classes and got to know more friends. I found that there are many beautiful things in life waiting for me to discover.
In this way, I slowly learned to be self-reliant and face life with a positive attitude.
Until one day, Wang Qiang suddenly appeared in front of me.
"Xiaofang, I want to remarry you, I have had a bad time during this time, only to find that I can't live without you at all. Wang Qiang said to me with a smile on his face.
I was amazed, looking at the man in front of me who had abandoned me, and my heart was mixed.
"Wang Qiang, it's been so long since you divorced, is it interesting for you to say this now?" I said coldly.
"Xiaofang, I know it's wrong, just give me a chance to start over. "The king begged me.
"You wanted to divorce at the beginning, and it was useless for me to beg you, and now you regret it, but my heart is dead. I shook my head resolutely.
"Xiaofang, if you want me to kneel, I'll kneel, look at how thin I have become these days, I really know it's wrong, you can forgive me!" Wang Qiang was about to kneel down as he spoke.
I supported him in time: "Wang Qiang, it's really impossible, we've been divorced for more than a year, and I've been living well alone during this time, don't come to me again, and don't contact me again." ”
"Xiaofang, are you so ruthless? We have loved each other for so many years, and you are so determined to break up with me?" Wang Qiang said with red eyes.
"I'm going to sell the house today and then I'm going to leave the city. Wang Qiang, I really don't want to see you again. I said firmly.
Wang Qiang saw that I was resolute and knew that he couldn't ask for it, so he had to leave. I looked at his lonely back, and my heart was mixed. Moments of the past came flooding back to me, and I couldn't hold back my tears.
I really did it, and a month later I sold the house, quit my job, and started a new life in a new city.
However, what I didn't expect was that not long after I settled down, Wang Qiang's lawyer suddenly called me and said that Wang Qiang had donated almost all of his property to me, and wrote a suicide note explaining everything.
I was shocked. According to the lawyer's note, Wang Qiang is terminally ill and has less than a year left to live. He regretted leaving me and wanted to make amends to me before he died.
"Xiaofang, I'm sorry for you in my life, I want to give you everything I have before I die, I hope you can forgive me for my selfishness and ruthlessness. You must live well and live a happy life. In the suicide note was Wang Qiang's last entrustment to me.
When I came to the door of the ward, I was suddenly a little scared, and I didn't know what kind of identity and mood I should face this man I had loved and hated.
"Please come in. Wang Qiang's weak voice came from the hospital room.
I took a deep breath and pushed the door open. I saw that Wang Qiang was so thin that only skin and bones remained, and his bloodless face was full of exhaustion.
"Xiaofang, you're here. "When he saw me, there was a flash of joy in his eyes.
"Hmm. I nodded and sat down on the edge of the bed, "How are you?"
"The doctor said I was running out of time, about a month. Wang Qiang said lightly.
"And what are you going to do in the future?" I asked.
"I have transferred all my possessions to you, and I will leave the rest to heaven. Wang Qiang said.
"Xiaofang, before I die, I want to apologize to you. Wang Qiang looked at me seriously, "I shouldn't have divorced because of your fertility problem, I was too selfish and didn't understand your feelings." You've had a hard time alone all these years, haven't you?"
I nodded, tears streaming out of my eyes: "Yes, I've had a hard time, thinking about you every day, thinking about our past." ”
"Xiaofang, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you!" Wang Qiang also shed tears, "The biggest mistake in my life is to hurt you." Now that I'm leaving, I just hope you can forgive me and live well. ”
"Wang Qiang, I forgive you. I shook his hand, "I'm also at fault, I didn't give you the child you wanted, I didn't keep you." We all have mistakes, but feelings are not calculated to gain or lose. ”
"Thank you, Xiaofang. Wang Qiang smiled weakly, "I can rest assured now." You can use this money well, and I will still be with you in the future. ”
"Well, I'm going to live well and live a new life. I wiped away my tears and said strongly.
We talked a lot about the past, the bits and pieces of the past. I know that this man has always loved me deeply, but he just chose the wrong direction at a critical moment.
"Xiaofang, I'm tired and want to sleep for a while. Wang Qiang slowly closed his eyes.
I gently held his hand and kept it until he fell into a deep sleep.
A month later, Wang Qiang still couldn't survive. His funeral was simple, not many people came, but I knew that this man had given me the love of his life.
After the funeral, I stood alone in front of Wang Qiang's grave and said softly: "Wang Qiang, you can go with confidence, I will live a good life and live a new life." ”
Wang Qiang's death became a turning point in my life.
After dealing with his funeral, I began to think about how to plan my life. The property left to me by Wang Qiang is enough for me to live in peace for the rest of my life. But I don't want to spend the rest of my life like this, I'm still young and there's still a lot to do.
So I decided to set up a public welfare foundation to help orphanages and disabled children. I believe this is what Wang Qiang wants me to do.
I quit my job and threw myself into the foundation. At first, I also encountered many difficulties, after all, it is not easy for a woman to create a foundation on her own. Fortunately, I met a lot of kind people who gave me a lot of help and support.
"Ms. Li, I admire your courage, it is not easy to start a foundation alone. If you need help, you can always come to me. A friend of mine said to me.
"Thank you, I was able to do this with your support. I said gratefully.
After more than a year of hard work, the foundation was finally officially established. We held a simple and warm opening ceremony, and many well-wishers came to donate. Seeing the happy smiling faces of the children, I couldn't help but cry.
The day-to-day work of the Foundation is also getting busier and busier, but I feel very fulfilled and happy. Whenever the innocent laughter of children comes to my ears, I think of Wang Qiang.
"Wang Qiang, I have lived a meaningful life, all the children are like our children, I will take good care of them and let them grow up healthy and happy. "I often say to Wang Qiang in my heart.
One day, a little girl said to me: "Aunt Li, thank you for giving us such a big family, I will study hard and Xi, and when I grow up, I will help more people, like you!"
Hearing her words, my tears flowed down again: "Child, your smiling face is my greatest joy. ”
All of this is thanks to you, the man I once loved so much. May you be well in the heavenly spirit.
Years after its founding, the Foundation has grown to become one of the city's most influential non-profit organizations. I put all my energy into managing the Foundation, and it has become the most important part of my life.
One day, Xiao Zhang, a staff member of the Foundation, came to me and said, "Chairman Li, there is a person outside who said he wants to see you, but he refuses to reveal his name. ”
"Who is so mysterious?" I'm wondering.
"I don't know, he only said about the past related to you, and he must see you. Xiao Zhang said.
"Then let him in. I was confused, but agreed.
After a while, a man wearing a hat and a mask walked in.
"Hello, may I ask who you are?" I couldn't make out his face.
"Xiaofang, I'm Wang Qiang. "He took off his mask and I was stunned.
"I'm sorry, Xiaofang, I lied to you. Wang Qiang said apologetically, "I don't have a terminal illness, I faked my death." ”
"But why? Do you know how sad I was back then?" I asked, puzzled.
"Because I feel like you're never going to love me again, I want you to start over. Wang Qiang said, "So I designed everything, gave you the property, and then disappeared." ”
I was still in shock, and I was in a state of mixed feelings.
"Xiaofang, I have been secretly following you, and I am very pleased to see you use your property for public welfare. Wang Qiang said, "But I really miss you and regret my decision." ”
"Wang Qiang, the past has passed, what's the point of talking about this now?" I sighed.
"I know it may be hard for you to forgive me, but I really miss you so much. Wang Qiang choked up, "I have had a very painful life over the years, and I regret what I did every day." Xiaofang, can you give me a chance to start over?"
Looking at his tearful face, my heart softened.
"Wang Qiang, I have forgiven you. I said, "I'm doing well now, thanks to you." Let's start over. ”
"Xiaofang, thank you!" Wang Qiang hugged me excitedly.
"However, we can only be friends. I said earnestly, "I've put all my heart and soul into the Foundation." It's my home now, and those kids are my family. ”
"I understand, Xiaofang. As long as you're happy. Wang Qiang nodded.
Since then, Wang Qiang has often come to the foundation to help. We became the best friends and partners.
I've experienced too many ups and downs along the way. But now I have found the happiness that truly belongs to me, and I owe it all to you, Wang Qiang.