My name is Lin Xiao, an ordinary urban white-collar worker.
9 to 5 every day, regular and boring life.
I thought I would live my life like this until that woman appeared.
Her name is Su Wan, and she is my new colleague.
Su Wan is a beautiful and mysterious woman, she is always smiling,
But there seemed to be a lot of untold stories hidden in that smile.
She rarely talks about her family and her past, but I found that
Every time she mentions the topic of feelings, her eyes always shine with a special light.
At first, I just thought that Su Wan was an independent, thoughtful woman, and I didn't think much about it.
However, as time went on, I began to notice something unusual.
First of all, I found that Su Wan paid special attention to me.
Every time I got into trouble, she was always the first to step up and help me.
Once, when I caught a cold, she not only took the initiative to buy medicine for me, but also made chicken soup and delivered it to me.
I asked her why she was so nice to me, but she just said lightly: "Because we are colleagues, we should help each other." ”
Secondly, I found that Su Wan was always looking for opportunities to be alone with me.
Whether it's small talk after overtime or the occasional meal out together, she is very proactive.
Once, after a company party, she offered to take me home.
In the car, she suddenly said, "You know what? Actually, I like you very much." ”
I froze, not knowing how to respond.
She went on to say, "I know you probably won't feel the same way about me, but I really like you. ”
At that moment, I realized that Su Wan might have had a crush on me for a long time.
But I only have a friendship with her colleagues, and I don't have an emotional liking for her.
I felt a little guilty because I also enjoyed being with Su Wan, but I knew I couldn't accept her feelings.
So, I decided to have a frank conversation with Su Wan.
On a quiet night, Su Wan and I sat in the coffee shop downstairs of the company.
I told her how I really felt, saying that I appreciated her liking, but that we were only good friends.
After hearing this, she silently lowered her head, and a trace of loss flashed in her eyes.
Since then, Su Wan has deliberately kept her distance.
She doesn't come to me anymore and doesn't pay special attention to me anymore.
I knew it would be better for her, but I still had some regrets.
Time passed, and my relationship with Su Wan gradually returned to normal.
We were still colleagues, chatting occasionally, but never bringing up that topic again.
Until one day, the company organized a team building activity.
In a small cabin between the mountains and rivers, we sat around and chatted.
Inadvertently, I found that Su Wan was wearing a delicate bracelet on her hand.
I asked her where the bracelet came from, and she said lightly, "Oh, this one, it was given by a friend." ”
I didn't ask any more questions, but I always felt that something was wrong.
After the team building, I accidentally met Su Wan's ex-boyfriend in the company corridor.
He quietly told me that Su Wan had given up her family and career for him, but in the end they couldn't be together for various reasons.
He sighed and said, "She's a good woman, but it's a pity I didn't cherish it well." ”
After hearing these words, I was stunned.
I suddenly understood everything: Su Wan's kindness to me, her attention to me, and her liking for me......
It turned out that it was all because the person she once loved deeply was me.
At that moment, my heart was like a knife.
It turns out that I have always misunderstood her mind, and it turns out that she has always had a crush on me......
I want to find Su Wan immediately to apologize to her and confess my feelings to her.
But when I returned to the office, I found that Su Wan had resigned.
A note was left on the table: "Thank you for the warmth and companionship you have given me." ”
An indescribable sadness and remorse welled up in my heart......
That's how life is full of unexpected turns and regrets.
Maybe something can never be said and irretrieved.