Love and abandonment: He gave all his youth, but she was exchanged for despair and abandonment!
They met in college, he was her senior, and she was his younger sister. They were in the same club and often participated in activities together, and gradually, he developed a crush on her. She was also attracted to his gentleness and talent, and it wasn't long before they became lovers.
Their relationship is very sweet, he takes care of her, and she obeys him. Their classmates and friends envy them and think they are a match made in heaven. They also vowed to love each other for the rest of their lives.
After they graduated, he stayed in Beijing, and she returned to her hometown. They started a long-distance relationship, they would call every day, see each other every month, and they both felt that as long as there was love, they could overcome all difficulties.
He found a job in Beijing, and although it was not ideal, he worked hard in the hope of giving her a good life. He has also been going to graduate school and wants to improve his academic qualifications for their future. He put all his time and energy into work and Xi, and he felt that it was his responsibility and commitment to her.
She also got a job in her hometown, and although it wasn't something she liked, she tried her best to fit in, for the sake of their relationship. She has also been supporting him, encouraging him, and cheering him on. She pinned all her hopes and expectations on him, and she felt that it was her trust and dependence on him.
They persevered like this for three years, and their relationship did not fade, but deepened. He was happy that he had finally been admitted to graduate school, and he felt that he was one step closer to their dream. He called her and told her the good news, he said he wanted to marry her, he said he would go to her city and live with her. She listened, but she didn't speak, she just cried.
He was surprised, he asked her what was wrong, she said she didn't love him anymore, she said she already had someone else, she said she was going to break up with him. He couldn't believe it, he thought she was joking, he said she didn't want to talk nonsense, he said they had come so far, he said they were the only ones for each other. She said she wasn't joking, she said she was serious, she said she was already with that person, she said she had no future with him. She said she was sorry for him, she said she thanked him, she said she fulfilled him.
He was stupid, he didn't know what to say, he just listened to her blankly, he felt his heart dripping blood, he felt his world crumbling, he felt that everything about himself was disappearing. He wanted to keep her, he wanted to ask her why, he wanted her to change her mind, but he couldn't do anything, he couldn't say anything, he could only hang up weakly.
He sat on the bed with tears streaming down his face, he didn't know what he was going to do, he didn't know what he was going to do, he didn't know if he could live. He remembered their past, their acquaintance, their love, their sweetness, their vows, their dreams, their plans, their everything. He couldn't understand how they had come to this point, how they had become like this, how they had no love.
He remembered her present, her other self, her new life, her joy, her happiness, her choices, her everything. He couldn't figure out how she could do this to him, how she could forget him, how she betrayed him, how she gave up on him.
He thought of his future, his loneliness, his emptiness, his pain, his despair, his helplessness, his everything. He couldn't think of what else he could look forward to, what else he could pursue, what else he could hold onto, and what else he could fulfill.
He gave all his youth, but she was exchanged for despair and abandonment! His love, his dreams, his everything, became his scars, his jokes, his nothing. He doesn't know, this is God's punishment for him, he doesn't know, this is his fate, he doesn't know, this is his end.
He only knew that he had loved, he had grieved, he had lost, and he had fulfilled.