I couldn't write for a long time, I didn't know where to start, I didn't know what kind of mood I felt, but I knew that I had already burst into tears because I was used to this disease.
I'm a fan, at first I paid attention to her based on the before and after comparison of her appearance, and that huge gap made me feel the horror of cancer! I just didn't expect to read the message area again, but I got a bad news, and then I couldn't wait to confirm it in the fan base.
That's right, it's true.
On December 25th, Gu Xiwa, the anti-cancer Internet celebrity who had made tens of thousands of fans worry about, passed away, for fans, this news is unacceptable, but for her, this ending may be the best arrangement, because she is too bitter, so bitter that she can't describe it in words, so bitter that a bunch of coptis superimposed is not as bitter as her.
In the fan group, Gu Xiwa's sister shared a suicide note she wrote to fans, which is a simple confession to be precise.
"I hope that when I'm gone, my sister will be able to take care of my mother. Although I don't have any money, I don't have anything to leave for you, hard sister, the rest of my things will belong to my sister, thank you parents for more than 20 years of nurturing grace, thank you sister for your company and care, this day is coming sooner or later, I just don't know which day, for me, there has been fear and relief, I will watch you in heaven to bless you......"
Subsequently, Gu Xiwa's sister shared a news message to say goodbye to fans in accordance with her will, and revealed that Gu Xiwa died at 7:40 pm on the 25th.
As early as the day before, friends from the fan base had driven more than 300 kilometers to visit Gu Xiwa, and at that time she was in good spirits, but her sleep time was completely reversed, and she would only wake up for a while when it was dark, and she would fall into a deep sleep during the day.
At the last moment of her life, she still did not forget to say goodbye to her fans. and shared a skinny selfie, in which she is like a "skeleton man", her face is sallow and terrifying, although the result was expected, but such a quick time is really unacceptable to fans.
No matter what, she has to survive 2023! But her young life is stuck in the 6 days before the New Year.
It is understood that Gu Xiwa's real name is Yan Chunxiu, and he was diagnosed with advanced rectal cancer with ovarian metastasis in 2021. Before this, she talked about a boyfriend, who was not married and lived together and had a child, fortunately, the relationship between the two was very good, but the world was unpredictable, Gu Xiwa did not keep the child because of cancer, although her boyfriend ran away, but he could understand, after all, he also gave her money for treatment during this period.
In order to alleviate loneliness, Gu Xiwa raised a Shiba Inu and depended on it for his life. Who ever thought that the last trace of spiritual sustenance was also broken by his cousin, he killed his dog and sent it to the restaurant, because of this incident, Gu Xiwa was depressed for a long time, and even thought about killing his cousin, because he took away his only spiritual support.
When he came out of his grief, his father also passed away.
As for her mother, although she sometimes came to visit her, her behavior made her feel disgusting, and she often fooled around outside.
Based on all kinds of tribulations, Gu Xiwa once said that this world is indeed very beautiful, but she never wants to come again.