It was a day that changed my concept of life, and I always thought that my marriage was a happy one, until that day, I found out that my wife was cheating.
I was trembling with anger, rushed up to stop them, and questioned my wife.
"How can you do that!" I asked aloud.
My wife looked at me in a panic, but she was speechless. At this time, her leader also stood up and looked at me with disdain.
"Can you handle it? We've already agreed that you're just a replacement. He said coldly.
"Are you kidding me?!" I roared.
My wife lowered her head and didn't answer, she couldn't face my question.
I can no longer believe in this home, I can no longer believe in what I think is happiness. All of this was a complete nightmare for me.
I rushed out of the house, left that home, left my wife. I couldn't stand her betrayal and deception, and my heart was full of anger and pain.
A few days passed, and my emotions calmed down a little, but the damage to my wife remained. I tried to call her, but I didn't know how to face her or how she would react.
"Hey, it's me. Her voice trembled.
"We need to talk. I said.
We made an appointment to meet at a coffee shop. When I saw her again, I noticed that she seemed much more haggard than before, and her eyes were full of apology and unease.
"I'm sorry. She whispered.
"Why did you do that?" I asked, the confusion and pain in my heart.
I began to understand that she was also a victim and that she had also suffered numerous injuries in this marriage. I felt that the anger in my heart was starting to decrease a little, and I became more concerned and worried.
"I believe in you, but there are still too many issues between us that need to be resolved. "I voiced my concerns.
The conflict between us has not been resolved because of this conversation, and I know that it will take time and maybe more communication and understanding.
I don't know what's going to happen next, but I know it's all going to take time to work out.
Cheating on my wife keeps lingering in my mind. Whenever I see her, my heart is cold.
In the midst of the struggle and pain, I gradually discovered that the relationship between her infidelity and me had already cracked. The trust and reliance we once had was shattered at that moment.
This conflict and estrangement also affects our families. The children began to feel the uneasiness and change in their families, and their eyes were full of doubts and loss.
On this night, my son sat silently on the edge of the bed and looked at me. His expression was gloomy, as if he had something to say to me.
"Dad, you and Mommy...... Will there be a divorce?" He finally spoke.
I was stunned, my son's words stabbed me like a sharp blade. I understood that we could no longer hide family problems, and the children were finally starting to notice.
"No, Dad doesn't know yet. I forced a smile and tried to comfort my son.
The son shook his head, tears slowly streaming down. I was completely silent, I didn't know how to answer him.
As I wreaked in pain and helplessness, everything seemed to change. My phone rang, a number I didn't know.
My heart tightened, and the woman told me about the intrigue between my wife and her leader.
Could it be that my wife has other secrets?
The fragility of the whole family relationship was laid bare before me. Looking back on my past with my wife, I realize that the happiness I had always thought was just a superficial illusion.
A few days later, I returned home and faced my wife. We sat on the couch and there was silence. Then, my wife told me about the pain and confusion of the past, and she said how confused she used to be and how she was confused by the sweet words of the leader.
I wasn't sure how I was going to deal with it, I couldn't let go.
It was all like a car accident, and I couldn't let go of the unspeakable pain. I know it's all irretrievable.
In my heart, I no longer believe in those so-called happiness, but can only rely on my own lightness. It was a huge turning point in my life and I don't know what the future holds.
I don't know if I can really forgive my wife or let go of this marriage completely. No one knows what the outcome of this family will be.