Huang Xinying in 2019 because of the peace of mind incident image plugged into the water, career also fell to the bottom, silent for four years, she finally bravely faced, today, Huang Xinying accepted an exclusive interview with "Sing Tao Global Network", she opened her mouth to admit to everyone the mistakes of the day, for the former best friend Tang Luowen received everything from her after she lost in the United States, Huang Xinying believes that there is no need to blame the other party, because it is indeed her own wrong thing.
Huang Xinying recently launched a new song "I Sleep", the song was created by her, telling the origin and fall of life, she pointed out that this song was written in 2020, when it only took one night, because she lost a lot of things at the moment, so she wanted to express her emotions in the song, one of the lyrics "I regret that there are no longer your footprints in the crowd of people in this world", Xinying explained this you, contains a lot of meaning, "No matter people and things, lose some jobs, lose some friends, one seems to have known each other for a long time, People who are very destined are suddenly gone. ”
Huang Xinying said, "You have to bear and be responsible after you have done something, you can't say that you regret it after you have done something, you can only learn to face it. If you ask me if I regret it, I can't regret it, in fact, I don't regret it, but if I use the word regret, I regret it because I hurt other people, what I did was because I was involved in other people, but I didn't think it through and did it.Xi ”
Apologize to Sammi Cheng in private
Did she formally apologize to Sammi Cheng after the Anxin incident, Huang Xinying said: "Some things have been done and posted are done? In fact, I don't need to explain to others whether I have done it or not." As for whether or not to be forgiven, she said that she should not force it, but on the other hand, she should learn Xi forgive herself first, because in this way you can move forward.
"I've also taken a long time, have I forgiven myself? Maybe not, at the beginning, not forgiving myself was like forcing myself to continue to be sad and sinking, feeling that I shouldn't be happy, I can't get out of the world where you're trapped, now I should be recovered, but sometimes there are things you don't know, it may come back suddenly, some feelings, some feelings that you feel guilty, although I don't force myself to do anything, but I also pay attention to my emotions or feelings. ”
Huang Xinying said that there are some things that she can't remember now, she believes that this is the brain to open up the sense of protection for her, but when the feeling comes, she will also tell herself It's OK to soothe her emotions, as for her husband Nilu Li Wanhong, when she is uneasy, she will say encouragement and positive words, so that she has the confidence to continue walking.
For her husband, Huang Xinying was very grateful for the sincerity of the other party, "My husband didn't mention that incident, because I didn't know him until later, I only remember that he said that he hadn't seen it, he said that I know you, what happened between you and me before has nothing to do with the two of us, I think he is reasonable." ”
Looking back, Huang Xinying pointed out that she had made a relatively young, reckless and irresponsible choice, but after believing in Buddhism, she believes that there are always some topics to cultivate in life, just as the peace of mind incident is a very bad thing for her, as if she went to hell, but she is grateful for everything that happened, because in this way she can grow, and now she will be more conscious of what she does, and the most important thing is not to hurt others.
After four years, Huang Xinying has let go of the previous things and is now starting again to develop her own music, but unfortunately when the new song was launched, Huang's father passed away due to illness, "I told him (Dad) that I would release ( "I Sleep" soon I would have done some publicity work for this song, and I remember he was very happy at the time, because he felt that it was a big step for me to face the media, so after his accident, I delayed my work, but I also felt that I wanted to continue, and I knew that he would be happier than if I stayed at home and was sad. ”
I'm glad that my dad witnessed the marriage
She pointed out that her father's body has been very repetitive, and his death was sudden, but she is grateful that her father can accompany her to complete the road of marriage, "I think he fought for this, because his health was not very good at that time, and I feel very happy to have him witness." (For Dad's early marriage?) No, because the marriage was planned for about two years, I didn't want to be sooner because of Dad's health. (Dad is relieved now?) I hope yes, if I am relieved, I will report my dream to me. ”
Speaking of her father, Huang Xinying's emotions also began to fluctuate, and she kept holding back tears, but when she talked about what she wanted to say to her father the most, she couldn't help choking, "I really hope that no matter where he is now, he can be happy and have no illness, don't worry about us, we're OK." ”
Huang Xinying's current identity is a singer, stepping into the entertainment industry, although she knows that she has to bear a lot of pressure, but she hopes to do what she wants to do, as for whether she will be afraid of being with some people at the event, she said, "That's not it, I think what is going to happen will happen, if I really meet some people, how will I react? I can't answer you now, I may not know until it really happens." ”
Bless Ma Guoming Tang Luowen
Regarding the marriage of her old love Ma Guoming and her ex-best friend Tang Luowen, Tang Luowen took over most of the jobs that belonged to her and her boyfriend Ma Guoming at the time after Huang Xinying's accident, Huang Xinying pointed out that she learned that there were some clips that needed to be refilmed, and there were also messages to the affected people to say that they were embarrassed, "Because my things have made their work more difficult, why should I blame them? Because I did something wrong myself, so it affected them, I only have this idea." ”
As for whether or not I bless the two of them to get married? She said, "I bless all living beings every day, including many people, but of course I bless them as well." ”