Yunzi's growth path
Yunzi was born in 1971, when living conditions in Xinjiang were difficult, her parents were busy with work, and their relationship was falling apart, and she spent her childhood in such an incomplete family.
Perhaps because of this, Yunzi has been more independent and introverted than her peers since she was a child. She loves music very much, and often listens to the tunes on the radio alone.
In 1992, 21-year-old Yunzi was admitted to the Vocal Music Department of the People's Liberation Army Academy of Arts. Life in the courtyard is harsh and monotonous, but the pursuit of the musical dream supports Yunzi to persevere.
When she graduated two years later, Junzi chose to study abroad. She travels to distant Singapore to learn Xi new vocal knowledge. Studying abroad is very poor, and Yunzi can only struggle between her studies and part-time jobs.
Finally, after several years Xi of hard work, Junzi decided to return to China to develop his music career. With the knowledge and skills she learned in Singapore, she soon signed a record label in China.
In 1997, she collaborated with musician Xiao Ke to release the single "Let's Do It Together", which was an ethereal and moving song that was a huge success upon its release, allowing more people to pay attention to this natural singing voice from Xinjiang.
Gao Xiaosong turned around gorgeously, and Yunzi's heart was broken
In 1997, Yunzi's single was a great success, and she also became a hot newcomer in the industry. That year, Gao Xiaosong's music creation career was also in full swing, and many of the songs he wrote became classics in the industry.
The two met because of their shared musical complex and quickly fell in love.
Gao Xiaosong is gentle and versatile, and Yunzi is deeply attracted by his musical charm. Gao Xiaosong also fell in love with this strong and simple girl, and the two began a sweet relationship.
Yunzi took Gao Xiaosong home to see his mother, and Gao Xiaosong solemnly promised to marry her. Yunzi was overjoyed and immediately began to decorate the love nest of the two.
However, the good times did not last long, and Gao Xiaosong met Shen Huan at a party. This beautiful woman with an elegant temperament captured his amorous heart at once. In the blink of an eye, Gao Xiaosong confessed his intention to pursue to Shen Huan, and completely forgot about the marriage contract with Yunzi.
When Gao Xiaosong proposed to break up, Yunzi couldn't believe her ears. One moment she was still in passionate love, and the next moment she was ruthlessly abandoned, this contrast made her world spin.
With tears streaming down her face, she begged Gao Xiaosong not to leave her, and the man had already left without hesitation.
The appearance and departure of Wang Feng
Yunzi suddenly fell into unprecedented despair and pain. She hid in her room all day and all night and cried bitterly, and her singing career fell into a trough. At this time, Wang Feng, who is also a musician, appeared in her life.
At that time, Wang Feng was also at a low point in his life and music, and the two formed an indissoluble bond due to their common pain. Wang Feng's appearance made Yunzi see hope, and she rekindled her desire for love and life.
The two also had a strong collision of inspiration in music creation.
When Wang Feng confessed his love, Yunzi was so excited that he burst into tears. She thought that she had finally waited for someone she really loved, and she was convinced that this was the love of her life. She let go of her inferiority complex, and poured out her heart and heart wholeheartedly.
However, the relationship ended in tragedy. One day, Yunzi accidentally discovers that Wang Feng is still in close contact with other women, and her world falls apart again. It turned out that she was no different from other women in Wang Feng's heart, and she was just one of his many lovers.
Yunzi begged Wang Feng to love her alone, but Wang Feng turned away indifferently. At this moment, Yunzi suddenly felt that life was meaningless......
At the age of 23, Yunzi's ultimate choice
After experiencing the double injuries of Gao Xiaosong and Wang Feng, Yunzi's inner defense completely collapsed. She no longer believed that there were people in the world who would treat her sincerely, and she no longer believed that she could stand up again.
On September 10, 2000, 23-year-old Yunzi finally ended her life in her own carefully arranged love nest. Early that morning, she left a suicide note for the little nanny, with only a few simple words, expressing her despair and helplessness.
When Yunzi's mother arrived, it was too late. Next to her daughter's stiff body, she cried bitterly and blamed everything on Gao Xiaosong's ruthless abandonment. And the latter just said indifferently that it was a normal breakup between them.
After that, Wang Feng and Gao Xiaosong's music careers were thriving, and they were no longer beautiful. But so far, I don't know if they will think of the simple woman who gave her life for love.
Perhaps in their hearts, Yunzi has just become an old story, a completed song, and a story that can be told.
And today, we are still reminiscing about Yunzi's last song, remembering the splendor and despair of her young life. Life may not be perfect, but at least she has lived it in her own way.
What she left to the world is the best version of herself
Yunzi's life is short but magnificent, and she fights hard to pursue her dreams of love and music, and never gives up even if she falls. In her last years, the world witnessed the blooming and withering of a sad and beautiful soul.
Gao Xiaosong and Wang Feng may never be able to appreciate how affectionate and tenacious this proud girl from Xinjiang is. Since she was a child, she entered a music academy for further study by her own efforts, studied abroad to accumulate knowledge, and became a blockbuster after returning to China; Obviously there is a smoother life path to choose from, but she still chooses to pursue her music dream persistently.
How she used to yearn for love, hoping that a bosom friend would be willing to spend with her. How ecstatic and willing she was when Gao Xiaosong appeared; And then how desperate she was when she learned the truth. And how cruel Wang Feng is to bring her hope, no one in this world treats her sincerely.
We can't guess what Gao Xiaosong and Wang Feng really thought back then, but at least we can be sure that their departure hastened the loss of this rose in the wind and rain. And when she chose to wither at the age of 23, the world still owes her an explanation.
Xu Wei composed "That Year" for her, remembering her brilliant and sad life; Pu Shu and others also remembered her ethereal singing voice in the song. And what she left us with is only a lost life, an unfinished musical dream, and the touching song "Let's Do It Together".
Yunzi, may you be carefree in the next life, singing and love, and we all owe you a beautiful life.