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My name is Lin Xiaomei, I am 21 years old and I am a junior college student.
I grew up in a poor family, and one of my younger sisters had congenital heart disease and needed surgery. Both parents were laid off, and their savings were spent on my sister's treatment. I can barely make ends meet on a part-time income.
Just when my sister finally had surgery and her condition improved, her parents passed away one after another. Their last wish when I was alive was that I could finish my studies well and find a stable job in the future.
I worked hard to learn Xi while working. However, the income from a part-time job is far from enough to cover tuition fees and living expenses. I struggled and even thought about dropping out.
At this moment, a classmate named Xiao Li took the initiative to come to me, and she said that she had a way to make quick money, which was to drink and chat with some rich people. I was hesitant at first, but then I thought about the difficult situation at home and agreed.
"Little sister looks good, how old is she?" He looked me up and down.
"I'm 21 years old, junior. "I try to make my tone sound as natural as possible.
"Oh, how could such a beautiful little sister come to accompany the wine?"
"My family situation is not good, I live outside alone, and the cost of living is quite high. "I made up a lie in the hope of gaining his sympathy.
"Well, let's have a few drinks with me tonight, and we'll talk. He smiled and beckoned the waiter to come and order.
I thought to myself, it's okay to drink and chat, at most it's not too much to let him touch hands or something.
In the days that followed, I gradually Xi the life of accompanying wine. Most of the guests were middle-aged men, and they only asked to accompany them for drinks, chat, and occasional intimacy, and they gave a considerable tip. This is also a good extra income for a poor student.
My classmate Xiao Li often introduces some regular guests to me.
Among them, there was a man surnamed Zheng, who looked the most honest, and every time he just invited me to drink juice and then chatted with me. Once, he drank too much and told me about his family. It turned out that he had been married for many years, but he had never been able to have children, and he felt sorry for his wife. I sympathized with him and offered him some words of comfort.
Another regular, Zhang Li, was a tall man who asked me to dance with him every time. He would hold me in his arms and touch me around with his hands in an irregular manner, and although I was disgusted, I could only endure it.
"Baby, your body is so good, your skin is fine and tender, it's just perfect. "He always said flirtatious things while putting his hand in my clothes.
"Come, give my uncle a kiss. He kissed him with wine, and I had to pretend to enjoy it.
I often wonder how I got to the point of selling my smile and body? Why did I have to accompany the wine when I could choose another part-time job? How much dignity do I have left?
However, when I think about the difficulties at home, I force myself not to think about it. Anyway, it's just to accompany the wine, and it's not to sell yourself, what's the big deal? I comforted myself like this.
In addition to these regular guests, there are also some unfamiliar faces occasionally. I remember one time a man who looked to be in his thirties or forties, very ordinary-looking, but gave a very gentle feeling. He just ordered the juice and talked to me.
"Little sister, you look tired, is it because of too much pressure at work?" He asked with concern.
"In fact, there will always be a lot of things that go wrong in life, but the key is to maintain an optimistic and positive attitude. You're still so young, and there's still a long way to go, so you have to hold on. He encouraged.
I gradually opened up in the chat, telling him about my experience and predicament. He was very understanding and gave me a lot of good advice.
It was also one of the few moments I felt warm during this time.
I would often get distracted in class, my mind drifting to the drinking scenes, and then I would shake my head violently, trying to erase the images from my mind.
Once, when I was eating in the cafeteria, I ran into Xiaohong, a high school classmate.
"Xiaomei, long time no see!" She greeted me excitedly.
"Xiaohong, you're here too. "I was a little surprised.
"Yes, I was admitted to this university, and I am very happy. By the way, last time I heard that your sister had a heart attack? She asked with concern.
"She has already undergone surgery and her condition is under control for the time being. I replied briefly, not wanting to mention the situation at home.
"Great, it's not easy for you to take care of your sister alone. If there's anything you need help with, just let me know!"
Back in my dorm, I was tossing and turning in bed. I began to feel like a dying fish, struggling to breathe, but no one noticed my pain.
"Xiaomei, you're not in the right state today, do you have something on your mind?" Zhang Zhang said as he reached into my clothes as usual.
"No, no, I'm fine. "I brace my spirits and squeeze out a smile.
"Come, let Uncle help you relax. "He started to unbutton me, and I felt a wave of nausea.
"Baby, you just listen to your uncle, I promise to make you comfortable. "He started to move his hands and feet, and I felt hard to breathe, but I couldn't resist.
When it was all over and he threw the money on the table with satisfaction, I looked at the bills and just wanted to cry.
I called my sister and my heart calmed a little when I heard her lively voice. No matter what, I'm going to hold on, for my sister's sake.
Back at school, I decided to go to the library to learn Xi and I couldn't let my mind wander anymore. As soon as I sat down in a window seat, I saw a familiar figure.
My mind went blank and I couldn't believe my eyes. Could it be that my uncle also came to this kind of place to look for girls?
I didn't know how to answer, so I blushed and bowed my head.
"Uncle, I didn't do it voluntarily, I was forced!" I couldn't help but plead out loud.
"Okay, okay, don't talk about it, let's go talk outside. He whispered.
We went to a nearby café and sat down face-to-face.
"Uncle, I really didn't do it out of my own will! You know, my family is not well-off, and I have to do this in order to earn money for tuition and medicine. I choked up as I explained.
"Okay, okay, uncle understands. It's the uncle who is not good, and you should not be questioned. He reassured, "It's just that I didn't expect you to sell yourself at such a young age." Hey, you're really miserable!"
When I heard his words, I couldn't help but burst into tears.
"Don't cry, if you have any difficulties, just tell your uncle, and he will help you. ”
"Can you lend me some money? I really need money to pay for my medical bills. I asked tentatively.
I understood what he meant, and I couldn't hold back my anger anymore: "You men are brutes!
So I snatched the door and left him where he was.
I ran back to my dorm room with tears in my eyes and threw myself on the bed crying. I hate myself, why did I have to be so miserable, I have to be reduced to this point?
"Xiaomei, what's wrong with you, has something happened?" Roommate Xiaoyang asked with concern.
"It's fine, it's just a little annoying. "I don't want her to see anything different.
"Then do you want to go out for a walk? I'm going to the supermarket to buy something, let's go together." Xiaoyang said with concern.
I thought about it and thought it was better to go out for a walk than to be bored in the dormitory alone. "Okay, then I'll pack up, let's go. ”
So we went shopping at a nearby supermarket together. While shopping for daily necessities, my mood gradually calmed down.
"By the way, you just said that you have something to worry about, would you like to tell me about it?" Xiaoyang asked tentatively.
I was silent for a while, but decided to confide in her: "I've been in some trouble lately and have had to do something I don't want to do. Today I also met a relative who embarrassed me. I'm so upset. ”
"What bothers you so much? Did you meet a bad guy bullying you? You tell me, I'll help you find a way!" Xiao Yang said firmly.
"Xiaomei, no matter what difficulties you encounter, I am your good sister. Just tell me, I'll do my best to help you. She encouraged.
So I plucked up the courage to tell her about my experience of falling into prostitution and about the time I met my uncle today.
"Thank you, Xiaoyang. I'm so lucky to have met you. "I also burst into tears.
"By the way, you can go to the school tutor for help, or call the police. You can't let these people continue to hurt you!" Xiaoyang said.
I nodded, and decided to take her advice. I can't let myself slump anymore.
"Kid, you made the right decision. You can't let these people continue to take advantage of you, let alone let them go. The school will contact your parents and report to the police. The teacher said gently.
I nodded with red eyes. I know it's going to be a long road, but I'm going to have to be brave enough to keep going. There was a teacher and Xiaoyang in me, and I nodded with red eyes. I know it's going to be a long road, but I'm going to have to be brave enough to keep going. With teachers and Xiaoyang by my side to support me, I am not alone.
Accompanied by my teacher, I reported the case to the school authorities. The University attaches great importance to it and has pledged to fully cooperate with the Police in its investigation and will provide legal assistance. I also plucked up the courage to tell my mom about it. She cried bitterly and blamed herself for not taking good care of me. But she also said that she would support me no matter what and help me through this difficult time.
With the help of the police, the facts of the crime in those bars were quickly investigated. Those who were guilty of it were also arrested. Although I still had to go to the police station to record a confession, I felt a lot more relieved.
I also went out of my way to visit my sister in the hospital. She has successfully undergone surgery and is recovering.
"Sister, you look good. "I couldn't hold back my tears.
"yes, thanks to the money you earned, I was able to do this surgery. You've worked hard, sister!" My sister held my hand.
"You don't have to worry about your medical bills in the future. I'll find a regular part-time job, and you can concentrate on your illness. I whispered.
I know that there will be many difficulties in the future, and I may also need to go to counselling. But I'm not fighting alone. I have a family, a teacher, and Xiaoyang, and they will all help me. I finally saw the glimmer of hope.
When I got out of the hospital, I called Xiaoyang and told her that I had already handled the matter.
"Xiaomei, you are really amazing! I am proud of you!" Xiaoyang said happily.
"It's all because you give me strength and courage. Also, when I am emotionally stable, can you accompany me to the police?" I asked in a whisper.
"Of course, with me, we're going to make those bastards pay. Xiaomei, don't worry, the future will be better!"
Hanging up, I took a deep breath and walked briskly. I know that I am not alone, and that there are many people who love me and support me. This time, I will face life bravely and no longer run away.