Sister Hong's joys, sorrows, and sorrows
When she was young, Sister Hong was lively and cheerful, generous, and often jumped and paced around the town with her hands behind her back, singing to her heart's content. The townsfolk would always see her smiling, as if there were no more troubles in the world.
Although her family is not rich, Sister Hong is grateful in her heart, and she always feels that the sky is blue and people are good.
When she grew up, Sister Hong met her promising scholar fiancé, and the two hit it off, often walking around the town hand in hand. Sister Hong feels that she is the luckiest woman in the world, and such happy days will continue until the sixtieth birthday.
One night a year ago, Sister Hong came back from watching a play and laughing with a few friends, and was suddenly molested by a man in a dark corner. Sister Hong was so frightened that her delicate body trembled, she was ashamed and angry, and her eyes were full of tears of grievance.
She immediately fell on her fiancé's shoulder, her head and cried, and her whole body trembled. The fiancé was furious and vowed to ask for an explanation for her.
However, after a day, my fiancé's mood changed dramatically. His eyebrows were tightly locked, his face was full of disgust, and he didn't say a word about standing up for Sister Hong. What made Sister Hong even more panicked was that he suddenly canceled the marriage contract on the grounds that Sister Hong was "no longer pure".
At this moment, Sister Hong burst into tears, she couldn't believe that the person she loved would ruthlessly abandon her. A heart is like falling into an ice cave.
Sister Hong's path to revenge
The abandoned Sister Hong's heart stirred up a huge wave, she could no longer believe in the so-called true love, and she no longer had any illusions. She seemed to have aged ten years all at once, her beautiful face was dyed with sorrow, and the smile on her lips was gone.
She wants revenge, revenge on the man who hurt her, revenge on this cold world.
At first, Sister Hong just seduced some married men in the town and lived on the money given by the men. She walked past the man with curly permed hair, bright red nail polish, embroidered shoes, and deliberately swaying in front of the man.
Some men will take advantage of their wife's absence to sneak her a few dollars of silver. Sister Hong would sneer and accept it, she was happy to see these men being led by her nose.
Later, Sister Hong met the old one-armed fellow who had saved her in the mountains and forests, and learned that he was recruiting people to open a mountain field in the mountains. Sister Hong followed up the mountain without saying a word, and began to cook and wash clothes for this group of laborers.
During the day, she has to pretend to be a good wife and mother to love them, but at night she sneaks into the tents of different men, and uses her body to take revenge on the indifference and ruthlessness of the world.
When the mountain field was over, Sister Hong went down the mountain with copper-smelling clothes. She came to the docks and began to blatantly solicit customers for prostitution. Sister Hong took off her shirt and let the men knead her body, and there was no shame on her face, only a stiff sneer.
Rather than waiting to die, it is better to live happily. Sister Hong thought so.
Sister Hong met Xian'er
Early one morning, when it was almost dawn, Sister Hong pushed open the door and saw a young woman in ragged clothes lying in front of the door. The woman was so thin that she had only bones and skin, her face was pale, her eyes were closed, and she seemed to be dying.
Sister Hong hurriedly helped her up and brought her into the house, using warm water and bread to let her slowly recover some strength.
The woman introduced herself as Xian'er and talked about her marriage to the Zhu family's son, and later she was abducted and trafficked for no reason, and she was destitute to the mountains. She said that there was nowhere to go in the future, and she didn't know where to go next.
Sister Hong heard her tell her life story, and she couldn't help but feel pity in her heart, and decided to take her by her side.
Sister Hong thought carefully, worried that if the Zhu family knew what happened to Xian'er, they would definitely think that she was no longer simple, wouldn't this poor woman have no place to stand.
She persuaded Xian'er to live in the mountains and not to go back to the past. Xian'er heard her say this, her eyes were full of helplessness, and she turned to look out the window, as if she was missing a person's figure.
Sister Hong took a fancy to Chuanwu
One day, Sister Hong found a young man with athletic skills appearing in Shanchangzi. His name is Chuanwu, and he seems to have come here to find the whereabouts of a woman. Sister Hong noticed that this young man had a handsome face, his eyes were attentive, and his demeanor was chic and extraordinary, so she couldn't help but look at him a few more times.
Seeing that other men were always bullying Chuanwu, a newcomer, Sister Hong took the initiative to step forward, handed him an axe and a water bag, and asked Chuanwu to treat her as a sister. She also quietly followed behind Chuanwu, and when he couldn't hit the wolf when he was logging, she personally fired arrows to help him win.
Sister Hong hopes to curry favor with Chuanwu and attract the attention of this guy.
However, Chuanwu turned a blind eye to Sister Hong's various cares, and his mind was full of how to find the whereabouts of the woman in his heart Xian'er in the mountains. Sister Hong suddenly realized that she was just a duckweed in Chuanwu's heart, and she couldn't cause any waves at all.
Once a woman's reputation is discredited, it is difficult to get sincere love.
Sister Hong's persuasion failed
Many years have passed, and Sister Hong is still living in prostitution at the dock. One morning, she was stunned to find that among the prostitutes she received last night were her old acquaintances Xian'er and Chuanwu! Sister Hong recalled the scene when she had taken in Xian'er in Shanchangzi, but she did not expect that she would also fall to such a state.
Xian'er was ashamed, bowed her head and remained silent, avoiding Sister Hong's gaze.
Sister Hong hurriedly stepped forward and persuaded Xian'er to stay here with her, she could teach Xian'er to make money and not have to suffer anymore. Hearing this, Xian'er slowly raised her head, her eyes were full of disdain, and she categorically rejected Sister Hong's "kindness".
Sister Hong was stunned, she saw her decadent appearance in Xian'er's eyes, this appearance was so ugly.
Xian'er and Chuanwu turned to leave, and Sister Hong stared at their backs, unable to move for a long time. Only then did she suddenly realize that there should be more possibilities in life, and she chose to fall with her own hands.
Sister Hong's lesson
Looking at the back of Xian'er leaving, Sister Hong pondered for a long time. She began to reflect on her life, and if she had struggled to find a way to survive, perhaps her fate would have been rewritten. Now that I think about it, I was really too rash and vented my hatred in the wrong place.
There is no shame in a woman being hurt by life; It is a shame that knowing that the road ahead is difficult, he still plunges headlong into the quagmire and cannot extricate himself. They could have spread their wings and fly high, but they chose to fall, and then blamed the injustice of fate and complained about the cruelty of the world.
In fact, fate is in your own hands, persistence is victory, concession is defeat. In the face of sin, have the courage to be righteous; In the face of darkness, signal the light.
As long as you don't give up lightly and don't shout tired, you will eventually see the dawn of hope.
Human nature is good, and the world is also beautiful, so can we dissolve hatred and regain trust, so that we can discern the direction in the fog. Sister Hong's lesson is to warn women not to despise life, let alone covet pleasure, and to make choices with fewer regrets.
Dispel the cold with warmth, touch the heart with sincerity, and always keep the heart of a child, this is the meaning of life.