Zhang Meng has been trying to get pregnant for more than a year without success, and she was so anxious that she went to the psychology department, and she broke down and cried: Why can't she get pregnant?
On December 10, actor Zhang Meng shared a vlog of pregnancy preparation on her personal social platform, and wrote: "Next, think of every failure as a step closer to the baby!" However, it backfired, after more than a year, Zhang Meng and Xiao Wu still did not usher in good news, this time, in the vlog, Zhang Meng recorded her pregnancy preparation process in detail, which is extremely distressing.
At the beginning of the video, Zhang Meng cried sadly: "Why can't I conceive...", the helplessness and sadness in the words really make people feel distressed. Zhang Meng also posted a pregnancy test stick since she was preparing for pregnancy, and each one showed "not pregnant". It is hard to imagine how sad and sad Zhang Meng, who has been preparing for pregnancy for more than a year, when she sees these "not pregnant" pregnancy test sticks.
Seeing his wife so sad, Xiao Wu immediately came forward to comfort him, he stroked Zhang Meng's cheek while saying softly: "If you want to cry, cry, it's okay, my wife is the best."
Zhang Meng wrote: "Yes, I never thought that it would be so difficult to be a mother." From Zhang Meng's official announcement of her pregnancy preparation last year to this pregnancy preparation vlog, you can clearly feel that Zhang Meng is really looking forward to the arrival of the baby. Therefore, when I saw her words, I really felt distressed from the bottom of my heart.
Zhang Meng recorded the process of going to the hospital several times with her husband, and at first, she considered that the couple was preparing for pregnancy at an older age, so she actively did a pre-pregnancy examination, and the result was really a problem with the examination.
During the B-ultrasound, Zhang Meng's uterine cavity was examined and an irregular hyperechoic area was found, and polyps were highly suspected. After seeing the results, Zhang Meng and Xiao Wu immediately felt that the operation was performed. According to Zhang Meng's records, it turned out that there were more polyps found during the operation than expected, which would seriously affect the implantation, but fortunately, they quickly decided to have surgery.
After the operation, Zhang Meng started a live broadcast to bring goods, and watched the life of traditional Chinese medicine and Western medicine again, and after work, Zhang Meng also quickly adjusted her mentality and actively went to the hospital for a review, and everything was developing in a good direction.
However, after drinking Chinese medicine for 11 months, the uterine polyps have been resolved, and the temperature test strip and egg monitoring have also been done, but in the end it still failed. But because she was afraid that Xiao Wu would worry about herself, when facing her husband, Zhang Meng could only force a smile.
The following are the test results of various tests, traditional Chinese medicine and pregnancy tests posted by Zhang Meng:
After all kinds of examinations and tests were done and still failed to prepare for pregnancy, Xiao Wu also went to the hospital for an examination, and finally showed that there was no problem at all. And Zhang Meng bluntly said, "My husband has no problems, and the psychological burden has fallen on me again."
Under the double pressure of preparing for pregnancy and work, Zhang Meng was so anxious that she went to the psychiatrist, but it is conceivable that she was really tormented during that time. After seeing a psychiatric department, according to the report, Zhang Meng suffered from "panic disorder (intermittent episodic anxiety)". Because she was afraid that the drugs she was trying to conceive would have an impact on the baby, Zhang Meng could only rely on pinching her thighs to relieve her symptoms every time she had an anxiety attack. But it was such persistence that Zhang Meng and Xiao Wu failed again after trying two more cycles...
Because of increasing anxiety, under the advice of the doctor, Zhang Meng was arranged for salpingogram. In this examination, the doctor found that Zhang Meng's pelvic cavity had adhesions, and the right side was a little resistant and unobstructed, but fortunately, the doctor had helped her open it. Although the process was very painful, Zhang Meng bluntly said that no matter how painful it was, it was worth it, even if giving birth to a child hurt a lot more than this, Zhang Meng also said that she would definitely be brave.
Because of the excessive pressure, Zhang Meng was simply physically and mentally exhausted, and she also bluntly said that her body and spirit had collapsed, which overwhelmed her. When she was sick, Zhang Meng couldn't help but think crankily: "The baby has never chosen me to be a mother, is it because I am not good enough."
Because the process of preparing for pregnancy was too difficult, Zhang Meng and her husband Xiao Wu also made a decision to suspend the live broadcast. You must know that Zhang Meng is almost not filming now, and live streaming can be regarded as her main business. But now, in order to be able to prepare for pregnancy with peace of mind, she also stopped directly, really desperate for the baby to arrive soon.
At the end of the vlog, Zhang Meng wrote: "I am ready to change to a new identity to meet the next life, and I always believe that the right time, place and people, you can reach it with your eyes closed."
In mid-June last year, Zhang Meng happily posted an article announcing that she and her husband Xiaowu had started to prepare for pregnancy, and at that time she also posted a vlog of going to the hospital to consult and prepare for pregnancy. Looking back at Zhang Meng at that time, she was really full of joy and expectation in the face of the soon-to-be mother-to-be. It's just that I didn't expect that more than a year has passed, and she and Xiao Wu still haven't been able to get their wish.
Zhang Meng and Xiao Wu have always been very affectionate from love to marriage, even if there were rumors about the couple's marriage change during the period, they were quickly denied by the young couple. Since then, they have always maintained a state of love, with a strong affection, and I don't know how many people have been sweet.
Now, Zhang Meng and Xiao Wu have suspended the live broadcast, and they have made up their minds to prepare for pregnancy with peace of mind, believing that the couple will soon be able to welcome a baby. I hope that Zhang Meng and Xiao Wu can be upgraded to expectant mothers and fathers-to-be as soon as possible, and look forward to their good news.
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