I am Zhuzhu, a working girl, and I have a dream of using words to warm and inspire the weak heart, and I look forward to your "attention" and reward [heart]
Sadness or happiness is really the heart that makes decisions.
I reflected on myself recently, and when I read back the articles I wrote these days, I have a lot of sadness, worry, and I am really ashamed and undeserved. When I think about it, it's all my heart that is at work.
For example, when I see that other people's work is easier than mine, they earn much more than me, and they are decent and dignified, and they are also working hard, they have to look at people's faces, and if they listen to something that is not good, they must also smile at it, but they can't stop popping up in their hearts, why, why, why, why.
Although I didn't say it in my mouth, my face and heart were filled with such feelings, it was a silent pain, and I felt more and more tired, and every breath felt difficult.
Another example, when I see those leisurely people, they are eating in the park, fishing by the river, chatting in the coffee shop, I drag my tired body back at night, those people at the barbecue stand, groups of three or five, laughing, talking, happy, I can only envy.
For example, looking at the sumptuous meals brought by others, with meat and vegetarian combinations, color, flavor, and flavor, I am embarrassed, they are all the last hot meals, for fear of being seen.
I said that I don't care about this frugal life, but there is always an inexplicable sadness in my heart. What's wrong with me, I seem to have a little disagreement.
Obviously, my heart longs for a white snow lotus to bloom, but it is always stirred by the muddy muddy water.
Recently, my heart often can't calm down, thinking about things that are irrelevant and incompatible with me, I can't get it, I can't reach it, and the more I think about it, the more I feel that what I see and hear is full of thorns and resentment.
I shouldn't have been, I was wrong.
What is in the heart, what is seen is what is seen. I don't want to be held hostage by my heart anymore, impatience and panic will only make my heart more difficult to calm down, the more turbulent, and the more distant it will be from the quiet days of the years.
It is a restless and anxious heart, which makes me feel that in life, there are mountains that cannot be climbed, and ditches as deep as the sea. A look from others, a little difficulty in doing things, will make me lie on the ground, knocked down, trampled on.
I don't want this, I don't want this. I want sunshine, flowers, hopes, and dreams in my heart. I don't want those thousands of knots, just work hard for my dreams wholeheartedly.
Make your dreams come true with a plan and be brave enough to do it. I know that this is destined to be a bumpy road full of thorns, no one will always accompany you, don't be sad and discouraged, as long as you don't stop, on the road, life is originally a trip.
The most important thing is to always have a heart that is always as bright and warm as spring, first of all, to bloom for yourself, self-confidence, self-discipline, mindfulness, heart and mouth as one, like a clear stream, gurgling, do not envy the big rivers rushing to the sea, have their own small full, that is the best trip in life.
May you and I always be gentle in our hearts and full of love for the world.
Author: @珠珠相信爱
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