My name is Xiao Ming, and I am an ordinary young man. Once, I went to a game hall to have fun, and it was very bustling with people.
That afternoon, I met a tall, long-haired shawl woman in the arcade who looked a little confused.
She told me that she had recently moved to the city and was not familiar with life here, so she wanted to find a friend to hang out with.
I thought to myself, I'm just playing, what's the matter? So, I said yes. We went to play the game of Three Kingdoms Kill together, and I just wanted to get to know each other by the way, but I didn't expect it to be hot.
After playing for an afternoon, I felt that the strange city was no longer strange.
One night, I plucked up the courage to confess to Wang Li. She was a little surprised after listening to my confession, but she replied to me very frankly: "Xiao Ming, I also have a crush on you, but there is a problem between us.
I was really dumbfounded, because I knew it meant that our relationship was going to get more complicated. However, I fell deeply in love with Wang Li, so I decided to accompany her on the journey, no matter how tortuous the road ahead was.
We decided to get married and started living as a couple. I take responsibility for her and her children and try to give them a warm home.
Although life was difficult for us at first, I believe that love and perseverance will eventually make everything better.
One night after two years of marriage, I suddenly asked Wang Li to divorce me. She was surprised, her eyes full of confusion and disappointment.
In fact, the real reason for my divorce was that I gradually found that I didn't have enough love for Wang Li. Our married life was full of arguments and conflicts, and I felt that our relationship was beyond repair.
After my divorce, I chose to leave the city in search of a new way of life. Although I hurt Wang Li, I believe that this is the best choice for both of us.
After leaving Wang Li, I have been trying to find my own happiness, but time has passed, and I have not found the person who can heal my inner pain.
After a period of wandering, I decided to return to my hometown and start my life anew. On the first day after I returned, I heard a piece of news that scared my heart.
I was completely shattered by the news, and I couldn't accept that my beloved mother would suffer like this.
I hurried to the hospital, only to see my mother lying sickly on the hospital bed, her face pale. My heart was cut like a knife, and I knew I was responsible for my mistakes.
After the surgery, my mother's condition improved, but she needed support for medical expenses. I had a plan in my mind and decided to go to my father – someone I hadn't seen since I was a kid.
After I found my father's residence, I knocked on his door. The door opened, and an unfamiliar face appeared in front of my eyes, and I was surprised to find that the person was actually Wang Li.
I was so angry that I wanted to push them away, but looking at my father's chronically ill body, I had to endure it.
Wang Li lowered her head, and she defended: "Xiao Ming, I also tried hard to stay by your side, but you chose to leave.
I met your father, who took care of me and helped me through many difficult times. We gradually developed feelings.
I interrupted her angrily, how could I accept that she was with my father? Still, I couldn't bear to see my mother unable to recover without medical bills, so I reluctantly agreed to their relationship.
When I got home, I told my mom the news. She said with a complicated face and full of emotion: "Son, I know how much you love me, but you can't be too others.
I just hope you can understand my situation, let go of past grievances, and live every day for yourself and for us.
After listening to my mother's words, my mood gradually calmed down. My mother's selfless love made me understand that family affection is the most important thing.
It didn't take long for me to arrive in a new city. The pace of life here is much slower than in previous cities, and the large trees lining the streets block the sunlight and give it a sense of tranquility.
In the new city, I gradually adapted to the solitude of life. During the day, I am busy at work, and at night I am immersed in books and TV dramas.
One day, I suddenly received a letter from a stranger. The letter said that the sender was Wang Li's mother. She told me that Wang Li was sick and in serious condition, and she begged me to come and visit.
The moment I received the news, many conflicting emotions arose in my heart. Although Wang Li and I have divorced, when faced with the news of her illness, my inner worries and hesitations exploded.
So, in the early morning of the next day, I embarked on a journey to Wang Li's city. At her doorstep, I saw her haggard appearance.
My heart began to melt slowly and I realized that whether we were husband and wife or strangers, she was the one I had loved dearly.
In the following days, I stayed by Wang Li's side, taking care of her daily chores and giving her moral support.
During this time, I also often communicated with Wang Li's mother. She told me that although Wang Li's condition has improved, she still needs a long period of treatment.
I gradually understood that her heart had also been deeply hurt, and she needed more care and understanding.
As time went on, the relationship between me and Wang Li began to complicate as well. I understood that I could no longer insist on escaping and contradictory, and that I had to face up to my inner feelings.
After a while, I came to a new city and started a new life. Here, I found a stable job and met a girl named Li Ting.
As time passed, I found that I gradually developed feelings for Li Ting. She was a great person to talk to for me, and we often ate and watched movies together, and we got to know each other better.
However, just as I was about to confess to Li Ting, an unexpected contradiction broke my plan.
She was very surprised and sad, which made me feel guilty and helpless.
Wang Li asked to see me, and she wanted to find out what was really going on between us. I hesitated, but finally agreed to her request.
When I saw Wang Li, I found that her expression was very heavy. She told me about her experience after she left the city, how lonely and sad she was.
There are still so many emotional entanglements between us that I don't want to get her into pain anymore.
"Xiao Ming, why did you choose to leave our home and choose to be with Li Ting?" Wang Li's voice was painful and inquiring.
I was silent for a moment, and then confessed: "Wang Li, I didn't find true happiness when I was with you, and our marriage was full of quarrels and hurts.
Wang Li listened silently, and tears couldn't help but flow. She wiped away her tears and said in a trembling voice: "Xiao Ming, we have a child after all, and he is an innocent life.
I deeply felt Wang Li's pain and helplessness. I knew I could no longer run away from it and I was responsible for my actions and decisions.
We need to sit down and discuss solutions for the sake of our children.
After leaving Wang Li, I returned to my hometown and started a new life. I rented a small apartment and got a stable job.
I try to find happiness and satisfaction in my work, but no matter how hard I try, I can't erase my thoughts about Wang Li.
However, fate played a cruel joke on me. One day, I met a familiar face on the street, it was Wang Li's mother, Yang Mei.
Yang Mei asked me why I left Wang Li, and I couldn't answer. She blamed me for not taking on my responsibilities as a husband and father, and for being irresponsible to Wang Li and her children.
Yangmei told me that Wang Li had lost too much after I left. She gave up her job for the sake of her children and worked hard to raise them alone.
Hearing this, I couldn't help but bow my head guiltily. I didn't expect that my departure would bring so much distress and harm to Wang Li and her children.
I decided to go to Wang Li, apologize to her, and express my willingness to take responsibility for her again. I found her place to stay and knocked on the door.
I looked at her affectionately and said in a deep tone: "Wang Li, I was wrong, I shouldn't have left you and the child.
Wang Li's tears couldn't stop flowing, and she replied in a trembling voice: "Do you think that apologizing can make up for everything?" You don't think about the pain and disappointment between us.
This family dispute did not usher in a perfect ending. Our relationship is still being tested and adjusted.