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On an autumn night in 1998, Yang Kun's eyes fell on the dining table, and the eight dishes carefully prepared by his girlfriend caused deep sadness in his heart.
Like him, his girlfriend tearfully savored the seemingly warm dinner, and after the meal, their story came to an abrupt end.
Since the breakup, Yang Kun has been thinking about his ex-girlfriend in his heart, but he has never disturbed her life again.
Years later, when he tried to find out about his ex-girlfriend, he received the sad news that she had passed away.
At that moment, Yang Kun burst into tears, although it had been a long time since the breakup, the pain of the needle seemed to reappear yesterday.
Since then, although Yang Kun has been involved in scandals, there has been no news about love, and he has lived alone until now.
In 2022, Yang Kun will return to the stage with the song "The End of Love", hiding in the clock through a pair of dancing shoes to remember her who she once was.
Every look and smile she has in her eyes is vivid, but she will never be seen again.
At the age of 19, Yang Kun was in front of the costume of the art troupe, his heart was full of gratitude, he had experienced the hardships of part-time work, and also tried factory life, but he was never satisfied with the ordinary fate, so he decided to join the art troupe, when a literary soldier in the regiment, his age was not dominant, the opportunity to perform always passed by him Yang Kun made great efforts to join the art troupe, but what greeted him was the helpless daily no stage, which means no additional income, and the basic salary almost made it difficult for him to live.
One day, Yang Kun even lost a stable living environment, and colleagues who cared about him suggested to him: "You can go to the bar to sing at night, maybe you can earn some living expenses" Through the recommendation of a friend, Yang Kun found a singing job in a bar, but the remuneration was meager, and he only got five yuan for each song For Yang Kun, this is already a huge amount of money, enough for him to eat three meals a day, so he went all out to sing, even if his voice was hoarse, he insisted on it, but what he didn't expect was that the excessive use of his voice actually changed his voice.
At first, Yang Kun did not realize his problem until one day, when singing, he found that there was blood in his mouth, frightened, he hurriedly sought medical treatment, the diagnosis was that there was a problem with the vocal cords, and the father who knew the situation was worried that the local medical facilities were not perfect, and he was afraid that his son would lose his voice, so he took him to Beijing Unexpectedly, Beijing was originally only for surgery, but Yang Kun opened his eyes and did not want to go back to the countryside to live.
But considering his father's expectations, he had to temporarily suppress his voice and follow his father home, but soon after, he decisively gave up his stable position in the art troupe and embarked on the road to the north alone.
Just arrived in Beijing, Yang Kun experienced the most depressed days, in just a few weeks, the savings he brought were exhausted no job, no income, no assistance, Yang Kun had to find a temporary shelter at this juncture, he remembered the previous days in the factory, where at least the accommodation and food problems could be solved, there was no other choice, he had to find a job as a welder, work during the day, and continue to sing in the bar at night At the most difficult time in life, Yang Kun met the most unforgettable woman in his life - Bai Xue.
She is a dancer in a song and dance troupe in Beijing, Yang Kun had a relationship with her when she was still in the Inner Mongolia Art Troupe, but at that time, he had a heavy sense of inferiority and always felt that he was not worthy of Bai Xue, so he did not bother, in order to devote himself to music creation, Yang Kun resigned from his job in the factory.
"You are homeless now, you might as well come to live with me first" Bai Xue had a cottage of only ten square meters at that time, as a dormitory allocated by the unit, a single bed, a desk, plus Bai Xue's luggage, almost occupied the entire room Despite this, she still took Yang Kun in, and the two were crowded on one bed, although the days were difficult, but sweet and warm, this life of dependence lasted for a year.
Although Bai Xue is not rich, she always tries her best to create a warm home for Yang Kun, even in the most difficult time, she has never complained, whenever Yang Kun looks at the table full of dishes, her heart is full of gratitude, that year, their relationship has deepened, almost inseparable, but the good times do not last long, Bai Xue's father died of illness, and she had to go home to take care of the funeral.
The separation was imminent, Bai Xue cried and said to Yang Kun: "I can't live with you anymore, I want to go home to take care of my mother" Faced with such a situation, Yang Kun felt extremely powerless and blamed himself, and he finally chose to respect Bai Xue's decision to send her out of Beijing and return to her hometown.
After the separation, Yang Kun's life became extremely difficult, he began to run around, looking for a job to make a living, during which he even returned to the art troupe for a time, but the deep love for music and the longing for Bai Xue in his heart never disappeared In the end, he decided to start over and embarked on a different path.
The love story of Bai Xue and Yang Kun has always been accompanied by music and the hardships of life. Bai Xue affectionately supports Yang Kun's musical dreams and silently shoulders her daily expenses, although her income is meager, and she can barely maintain the life of the two with her previous savings. However, three years on, their situation has not improved. Entering the fourth year, although there were many suitors around Bai Xue, Yang Kun's situation had not changed in any way, which made Bai Xue confused, feeling that perhaps the gap between herself and Yang Kun had been stretched too far.
On an autumn evening, Bai Xue prepares eight dishes, which is not only her first time cooking for Yang Kun, but also her way of saying goodbye. She believes that Yang Kun can understand her decision. At that dinner, the two of them were in a heavy mood, but they both tacitly avoided the attempt to redeem themselves. Bai Xue shed tears and handed Yang Kun a gold necklace as a commemoration of the breakup. She couldn't bear to stop Yang Kun's dream, and Yang Kun always remembered Bai Xue and didn't want to disturb her life. They didn't understand at the time that certain opportunities and people in their lives, once lost, were forever.
Yang Kun's life fell into a trough, and he returned to his original humble basement and continued to live a difficult life. He tried to earn extra money by singing in various bars. The stress and instability of life kept him moving, and even made him ashamed that when his father came to visit him, all he could offer was a shabby bed and a table of tattered furniture. The father did not blame, but silently gave him some money, hoping that he would improve his life.
On the road of music, Yang Kun saw his peers, such as Man Wenjun, Sha Baoliang and others becoming famous, while he was still struggling. In destituteness, he even pawned the gold necklace left by Bai Xue, and exchanged this emotional sustenance for the continuation of life. It was at this time that his music finally ushered in the dawn, and the album "It Doesn't Matter" was a huge success, and the singing resounded in the streets. But with that came worries about the future, and he feared that he would never be able to write songs as popular as this album again.
Anxiety and failure forced Yang Kun to temporarily leave the music scene to heal his inner wounds. A few years later, when he returned as a Wrangler album, his fame resounded, but his emotional life experienced frequent ups and downs. Looking back, Yang Kun realized that he could sing the song "It Doesn't Matter" easily, but his heart couldn't really do it don't matter. When it comes to the past with Bai Xue, he can face it calmly, but deep down, the importance of that emotion, he really understands now.
The happy life of his ex-girlfriend was a fact he always thought was a fact, however, when he tried to re-understand her life, he found that she had left him, and at that moment for several years, he felt that his heart was torn apart, and he could not continue to pretend to be strong03, two worlds, the distance between life and death, became the pain of his soul Yang Kun made public for the first time in the program "Glory Bloom", and his past romance was an important source of inspiration for his music creation.
That ex-girlfriend occupied an important place in his heart and had a profound impact on his later life and career path When the song "It Doesn't Matter" became popular, he was glad that his breakup with her allowed him to become famous, but after a long period of loneliness, her figure still lingered In the days when depression was most severe, Yang Kun always had her presence in his thoughts, the song "Poor Romance", which was also inspired by her, he remembered riding a dilapidated bicycle home on the street and seeing her busy with housework, The heart is full of happiness.
With the rise of his career again, Yang Kun has experienced the second peak of his career, he has continuous albums, frequently appeared in major programs, and spared no effort to confront other singers, which made many people look at him with admiration However, in the emotional world, he seems to have no chance with real love, only endless scandals In 2012, Sun Nan revealed in the show that Yang Kun had expressed his desire to have a family in private, and his close friend Na Ying also pointed out that Yang Kun was always alone, which made people worry.
Although his friends introduced him to a lot of women, he has not had an in-depth relationship over the years, and most of the scandals surrounding him were captured when he was drunk and intimate with people, however, after he woke up, he became so sober again, which is embarrassing In 2016, after a period of contemplation, Yang Kun tried to contact his old friend and ask about his ex-girlfriend's recent situation, but he didn't expect that it was not the distance that destroyed him, but that she had left this world.
Bai Xue's departure made him sit alone at home for a long time, looking at the birds flying freely outside the window, and feeling the bitter loneliness 3 years later, he participated in the "Singer" program and sang a song expressing his nostalgia for his ex-girlfriend, "You who stay in that old photo, live in your youth...", tells a memory that he can't escape After another 3 years, when Yang Kun appeared on the stage of "Flash Band" again, he brought the stage of the song "The End of Love", which made him the focus again, He also told the story that was hidden deep in his heart completely, "The End of Love" is not only Yang Kun's affectionate confession, but also reveals why he has been lonely for many years and no longer easily set foot in love.
In the MV of the song, a pair of exquisite dancing shoes reflect the deepest memories of Yang Kun's heart, their love is like a constantly moving clock, and the regret of never touching the end once has become a lifelong regret, and they can never meet again... Yang Kun's favorite person finally became a regretful conclusion that he couldn't touch: Yang Kun is known for his "poisonous tongue", which may have offended many insiders, but his status in the music world and everyone's recognition of him are unshakable There is a saying circulating in the music circle: "No matter how hard and tired, think about Yang Kun's predecessors."
This is enough to prove that Yang Kun's dedication and seriousness to music, as well as his persistence and sacrifice to make a living from music, he has won people's recognition with his talent and hard work, but he has also lost a sincere love Bai Xue, which has become an indelible pain in his life, and it is also the eternal "white rose and cinnabar mole" in his heart, the days accompanied by Bai Xue are the closest moment for Yang Kun to get married, and it is also the only time when he feels the warmth of his family Unfortunately, he failed to seize happiness due to low self-esteem and missed the opportunity to stay with his lover.
For Yang Kun, love is no longer the whole of life, but Bai Xue's departure made him cherish the people in front of him even more, although he can't go back to the past, he still lives bravely, and uses music to express his emotions, so that we can look forward to his future works, and also wish him to find his own happiness.
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