My name is Zhang Haipeng, I am 29 years old and have been married for three years. My wife Li Qian and I met through a blind date. Li Qian is two years younger than me, she is beautiful and lovely, and her personality is also gentle and kind.
I remember every bit of my married life very well. Get up early every day to make breakfast, and then go out to work with Li Qian.
Although my job is sales and my income can only be said to be average, Li Qian has never been demanding of me in this regard, she always sweetly calls me "husband", making me feel like the happiest man in the world.
Just recently, I've started to feel some pressure. The company's performance is declining, and my sales performance is not as good as before.
After returning home, I was not as happy as before, and I would often lose my mind when Li Qian spoke. I knew it disappointed her, but I couldn't lift my spirits.
To relieve stress, I turned to the old way – massage. I've been in this habit for many years, and when I'm stressful at work, I go for a massage to relax.
She always hated that the massage parlors were not clean, and she was afraid that I would find some unorthodox technicians and make some mess.
Ordinary Thai massage parlor, the lady also knows me, the service is always good. Every time I go for a massage, I can relax and reduce the pressure of work.
Before this massage, the company had just paid last month's commission. I thought I could relax, but I never imagined that an extremely embarrassing experience awaited me.
When we arrived at the massage parlor, the hostess was as welcoming as ever. She quickly arranged for me a female technician named Li Nan with a respectful attitude.
After taking a bath, Li Nan took me to the private room. I was stunned for a moment and found that the environment was different from usual, there was no transparent glass on the door, and there was only a very large bed in the room.
Li Nan's technique is very poor, there is no strength at all, and it is soft. I was about to remind her to use some force, but suddenly her hands became unruly and touched me everywhere.
"Don't be like this, I'm here for a normal massage." I said to Li Nan seriously.
She stopped sarcastically, seeming a little embarrassed. Just then, she started massaging my head, and a gentle moan came out of my mouth, and I was literally embarrassed and indignant.
"What are you doing! Stop it! I scolded.
Li Nan was startled and hurriedly closed his voice. I couldn't bear it anymore and threw her out of the private room.
I immediately went to the hostess Qian Li and strongly asked her to change a technician for me.
Qian Li seemed surprised, and a trace of panic flashed on her face. She stammered and replaced me with a technician in her 30s, Wang Fang.
However, the gaffe and embarrassment of the whole process still made me feel bad. I swore I would never come to this shop again, and the lady and the female technicians were no longer in shape.
After the massage, I drove home. As soon as I entered the door, I saw Li Qian standing in the living room, holding her chest with both hands, looking cold.
"Where have you been?" She asked with a frown.
"Just went out and had a few drinks with my colleagues." I am vague.
"Is it? I called your colleague and they said there was no party today. You tricked me again? Li Qian's tone became sharp.
My heart "clicked" and sank. It seems that she has become suspicious, and I must continue to lie and prevaricate.
We met on an ad hoc basis.
"Less coming!" Li Qian suddenly broke out, "You obviously went to find a woman!" Do you think I'll believe your? ”
"You don't want me anymore, do you? Didn't I have fun at home? Li Qian burst into tears.
I quickly stepped forward and hugged her, softly comforting: "No, I swear there is nothing, you think too much." ”
"I've seen for a long time that you've been absent-minded lately. So it is, you have long been without me and the child in your heart! Li Qian ran outside and cried, "I'll take the child back to my mother's house to live for a while, and I need to calm down."
What should I do now? I need to convince Li Qian that I didn't cheat and that our marriage didn't crack.
Looking at the empty home, I only felt endless guilt. All this is my fault, I shouldn't have gone to the massage without Li Qian, let alone go to that suspicious shop.
All these days, I have had a very hesitant and painful life. The whole family suddenly became deserted, and the smell of Li Qian and children was everywhere, reminding me that they had left.
I made countless phone calls and sent hundreds of messages to Li Qian, but there was no response. She seemed to have an iron heart to cut ties with me, and my heart felt as if it had been cut by a thousand cuts.
Even when I go to work, my mind is full of Li Qian and my son. I was in a trance all day, and my work efficiency was unbelievably low.
I didn't know how to answer.
"Zhang Haipeng, you've been in a bad state recently, did something happen at home? Would you like to tell everyone, we will help you share the share.
I forced a smile: "It's okay, it's just that some things are uncomfortable." ”
"You can tell us anything, we are friends."
"Thanks, I can handle it myself." I didn't want too many people to know about my family disputes and could only politely decline.
Actually, I couldn't handle it myself. My beloved wife left, and my own flesh and blood followed, and I lived like a walking dead.
I even started drinking too much to vent, buying drunk alone in order to numb the brain. But the headache of the next day's hangover made me painful, and this venting was pointless.
I called Li Qian's mother and cried, asking her to persuade Li Qian not to be so radical. I assured her that I was absolutely simple, just going for a massage to relax, and there was no transgression.
Later, under the repeated persuasion of her mother-in-law, Li Qian finally agreed with me and gave this shaky family a chance to rebuild.
On the day of the meeting, I arrived nervously at the café, my trouser pockets covered in sweat. I was afraid that I would accidentally say the wrong thing again, which would deepen Li Qian's misunderstanding.
After a while, Li Qian pushed the door and walked in. I stood up nervously, squeezing a smile out of my face: "Here you are!" ” 。
She let out a cold "hmm", pulled away the chair and sat down, her hands on the table, her eyes drifting to the side from time to time.
Looking at her defensive look, my heart sank. She was clearly still doubting me, and believing in my sincerity might take a process.
Li Qian didn't speak, still looking cold.
I continued: "I know I shouldn't hide from you, it's my fault, and I apologize to you. I swear never again, I love you alone.
After a long time, Li Qian spoke: "I can't fully believe you now." But since Mom asked me to give you a chance, I can move back home first and let's talk.
I excitedly held her hand: "Thank you! I swear that I will make you trust me again with practical actions. We will definitely be able to get through this and the future will be better.
Li Qian nodded, shook off my hand and stood up. "I'll go back first, make sure you remember your promise." After speaking, she walked towards the door.
I looked at her back, mixed feelings welling up in my heart. After this shock, I had to face up to my problems in my marriage and try to make up for them.
From now on, I swear that I will only have the three of them in my eyes. I will restore the happiness of my family and never make such mistakes again.
Li Qian's cold reaction made me unable to rest assured, for fear that she would only pretend to be forgiving on the surface, but still doubt me in her heart.
On the first day Li Qian moved home, I got up early to prepare a hearty breakfast, and went to buy her favorite pancakes and soy milk.
"I'll buy what you like, try it." I graciously picked up the cake and brought it to her lips.
"Well, it's delicious, thank you." Li Qian took a small sip and put it down, but her tone was softer than usual.
In the following days, I will find time to accompany Li Qian and my son. After work, I would take the initiative to pick up my son from school, and then do homework and play games with him.
Once while shopping, Li Qian stopped in front of a baby shop and her eyes fell on a small skirt. I immediately noticed, went into the store and bought the dress, and then showed it to Li Qian like a treasure.
"This dress is so good-looking, and it also goes well with Xiao Linlin. How about we have another baby? I said with a smile.
Li Qian blushed, but quickly looked away: "Lin Lin is still young, let's talk about it." ”
Although she is still hesitating, her words already reveal some thoughts about wanting to regain the happiness of the family. I knew her heart knot was slowly unraveling.
I will also pay more attention to her feelings in my life. Every time I go home, I will go to Li Qian for the first time, instead of playing with my phone or watching TV.
Gradually, Li Qian's defensiveness weakened, and she would take the initiative to tell me some trivial things at work, and sometimes she would laugh and joke with me.
This process may take time, but as long as I treat her with sincerity, our relationship will eventually be restored. I will do everything I can to repair this home and create a better future with Li Qian.
Under my careful management, Li Qian's attitude towards me is getting better and better, and the suspicion is slowly decreasing. One day, she offered to travel together, which was undoubtedly great news for me.
Early in the morning on the day of the tour, I woke up early in the morning and happily prepared my bags. Li Qian noticed my excitement and said with a smile: "Just the two of us, and entrust Lin Lin to my mother to take care of for a few days."
I nodded excitedly, and then drove Li Qian to the seaside resort. Along the way, she looked out the window at the beautiful scenery and seemed to be in a good mood.
When I arrived at the resort, I purposely had a room by the sea. When Li Qian pushed open the balcony door and saw the deep blue sea in front of her, her eyes flashed with joy.
"Husband, the view is so beautiful!" She was genuinely amazed.
I was secretly happy and showed a smug smile: "With you, any scenery is beautiful." ”
Li Qian blushed, then took my hand and said, "Let's go, let's go to the beach." ”
I took her hand and savored the magnificent view of the sea and sky. We walked on the beach, and the waves came to our feet from time to time.
After a day at the beach, I took Li Qian to a nearby high-end restaurant for dinner. A jazz concert is being held in the store, with musicians playing brisk and slow-paced music on stage.
Li Qian's face was full of happy smiles, she drank red wine and reveled in the beautiful music.
"Thank you for bringing me here, I'm so happy." She said suddenly.
I held her hand: "The person who should make you happy is me, thank you for giving me the opportunity to start over." ”
Tears flashed in her eyes and she looked away without answering. At this moment, I knew that her heart had softened.
Back in the room, I took the initiative to put hot water for Li Qian and let her soak in a hot bath to relieve her fatigue. In the dead of night, I whispered my thoughts and love for her, Li Qian did not refuse my gentle touch, and I knew that our relationship was slowly repairing.
This trip means a lot to us, it makes Li Qian rediscover my heart, and it also makes me cherish this home even more.