Lost a loved one
"Something has happened, Lafayette, Narsuta... Swallowed the gold" Li Lianying, the chief eunuch of the Great Eunuch, stumbled and knelt down in front of Cixi, trembling and saying these words!
After Cixi heard the news, as if struck by lightning, the teacup in his hand instantly fell to the ground, and then pretended to be calm and asked in a trembling voice: "Lian Ying, what is going on?" People who were fine a few days ago, why are they gone today? Li Lianying hurriedly said, "The slave will go and investigate." He hurriedly withdrew.
Li Lianying is the most aware of the position of this man in Cixi's heart
Who is this Narsu? What is the relationship between him and Cixi, and why does Cixi grieve for him? And why did Narsu swallow gold?
Cixi's history of struggle
Cixi, the supreme ruler of the Qing Dynasty, although the power in her hands is monstrous, she is still a woman after all, and in this lonely deep palace, she also longs to be loved and understood. Cixi was widowed at the age of 26 and was also a bitter woman.
At the same time, Cixi is also a very attractive and ambitious woman, every woman who is selected into the harem is not a beauty, but why can only Cixi quickly grasp the emperor's heart, stand out from the three palaces and six courtyards, and be promoted from Lan Guiren to Yi Guifei, becoming a woman above ten thousand people under one person. Because she knew that she could not stand out in this delicate deep palace based on her appearance alone, in order to become a top-notch person, Cixi must cultivate a skill that others do not have.
Cixi not only had beauty but also wisdom, as well as her ambition for power, in that era, most women only knew three from four virtues, but Cixi was different, she was proficient in piano and chess books and paintings, and her talent was complete, making her a unique scenery in the palace, successfully attracting the emperor and being favored.
However, in this deep palace, it is not enough for each concubine to have the favor of the emperor, but also to have heirs to stabilize her position, Cixi is a very intelligent woman, but also a woman favored by heaven, she soon became pregnant and successfully gave birth to a prince for the Xianfeng Emperor, since then her position has become more stable, even if the emperor no longer favors her, she can "mother and son".
The most negative evaluations of Cixi in the history books are because she was in power. Without thinking about change, he also signed many treaties that lost power and humiliated the country, which accelerated the Qing dynasty to its demise.
But Cixi's 48 years in power is enough to prove her means and ingenuity, and as a woman can fight wits and courage with a group of men in the era of feudal dynasty male superiority and female inferiority, and no one can shake her dominance, it is indeed a powerful role.
For the first half of Empress Dowager Cixi's life, Cixi was in a whirlpool of power every day, so Cixi thought every day about how to consolidate her rights, sit firmly in her position, and how to get rid of the stumbling blocks against her. There is no time to think about those things at all.
As a strange woman, Cixi strategized in the court, killed decisively, and was not lost compared to many men. Cixi spent the first half of her life fighting for power, and finally she eliminated all the opposition around her, and finally succeeded in monopolizing power.
But Cixi is still a woman after all, and the world only knows that Cixi turned her hands into clouds and turned her hands into rain, and was the supreme power ruler in the Great Qing Dynasty. But who can understand her inner grievances?
Cixi was widowed at the age of 26, and her entire 48 years of court life was a self-pitying person, how did she spend this lonely and long night?
Cixi's seven emotions and six desires
There are many scandals in Cixi's life, most of which are difficult to distinguish between true and false, in fact, no matter how strong Cixi is, she is also an ordinary man with seven emotions and six desires.
This little-known "yearless love" was recorded in a county record, giving us another understanding of Cixi. No matter how much power Cixi has in her hands, she is still a woman who longs for love and longs to be loved.
In the spring of 1888, 53-year-old Cixi fell in love with Narsu, a 20-year-old bodyguard, and this "yearless love" was obsessed for 15 years
In the spring of 1888, 53-year-old Cixi had just finished receiving foreign envoys and was about to take a walk in the imperial garden to see the spring colors of the garden, when he was suddenly frightened by a wild cat that did not know where to come from, and his feet slipped into the pond.
It was really fate, and when the guards of Narsu passed by the Summer Palace on this day, when he heard the screams of the palace maids and eunuchs, he rushed over without thinking and jumped straight into the pond to fish Cixi up.
Before Cixi could come to his senses in shock, he was hugged up by a tall and powerful young man with a strong figure, only to hear the man kneel on the ground and say: "The slave is late to help, please punish the Empress Dowager!" ”
Cixi only glanced up at this man slightly, and was attracted by that handsome face, and has completely fallen since then....... Cixi hurriedly asked people to give him a reward, and was escorted back to the palace by the palace maids to bathe and change clothes.
However, how could Cixi's little mind escape Li Lianying's eyes,
Confirm the look, you are the person I want
Subsequently, the chief governor Li Lianying sent people out to inquire about this young guard, it turned out that his name was Narsu, he was the grandson of the Zhong Prince Sang Grinqin, and this monk Greenqin's mother was the sister of the Daoguang Emperor, that is, the monk Grinyu and the Xianfeng Emperor were cousins and were also the same generation as Cixi. Then in terms of generation, Cixi is Narsu's grandmother.
His father was the Qing Dynasty heavy minister Boyan Namuno, and many children of officials in the Qing Dynasty would be selected to be sent to the palace as guards, and Narsu can be said to be gifted and intelligent, and he has been practicing martial arts since he was 8 years old, and he is slightly proficient in literary and martial arts,
At the age of 16, he became a guard of the Qing Dynasty, which is the envy of many people. And Narsu is not only civilized and martial, handsome, and has a prominent family lineage, and the future can be described as bright.
Cixi listened to these news that Li Lianying heard, and her love for Narsu deepened in her heart, and with the blessing of such a noble status, it seemed that Narsu was even more excellent.
At this time, Li Lianying said; "Na'er Su's martial arts skills are strong, it's better to let him stay by the Empress Dowager's side as a personal guard." The Empress Dowager was overjoyed in her heart, and immediately asked Li Lianying to invite Emperor Guangxu over, saying that she wanted Narsu to come to Cining Palace to be her personal bodyguard. Since then, Narsu has become a person from the Cining Palace.
In fact, for the powerful Cixi, isn't it very simple for her to want a person? However, when facing the person she likes, no matter how strong a woman is, she will become tender like water, and she wants to conquer Narsu with her own woman's way.
Since then, Cixi has been able to see her sweetheart every day. In this way, the two have more contact, and they have been in love for a long time, after all, the two have to get along day and night every day. As a bodyguard, Narsu was always around Cixi every day. In the long run. The two actually had a secret affection.
Love is really magical, since meeting Narsu, Cixi who is more than half a hundred years old seems to be more than ten years younger, and looks like she is in her 30s. Let Narsu, who is with her every day, very fascinated.
It's not a good saying: "Young people don't know how good their sister-in-law is, and mistakenly treat girls for treasures." "Narsu had already married a wife at that time, and he knew a little about men and women, but after being with Cixi, he was completely lost in the gentle fragrance of Cixi.
Cixi knows the things in purdah, and she knows how to please a man in order to capture his heart. Since then, they have been together night and night, and this feeling of irresistibility has quickly warmed up the relationship between the two.
Although Cixi was also indispensable in the court, and she was also very strict in the face of her subordinates, when facing Narsu, she was always affectionate and soft-spoken, giving Narsu great enjoyment as a man.
Let Narsu once feel that he is the most powerful man in the world, because he conquered the most powerful woman in the world. Cixi satisfies all of Narsu's fantasies and vanities as a man.
Narsu was in awe of Cixi from the beginning, and later fell deeply in love with each other because of his attraction. Lying beside Cixi is like an emperor-like existence, becoming a real person under ten thousand people, this is heavenly wealth,
Because of Cixi's favor for Narsu, he was soon added to the knighthood, which means that Narsu cannot often enter and leave Cixi's palace, and the palace rules of the Qing Dynasty are also very strict, foreign ministers cannot enter and exit the harem at will, and Cixi must make a layout in advance in order to avoid being discovered about the unscrupulous love between the two.
At this stage, the two are like glue, difficult to separate, in order to be able to look at each other, night and night singing, Cixi racked his brain to think of a clever plan.
She asked Li Lianying to announce that Cixi had to drink the groundwater of Longquan Mountain all year round because of her poor stomach. In order to ensure that Cixi could drink fresh mountain spring water every day, it was transported to the palace every evening.
Li Lianying let his subordinates build a large bucket overnight, made a secret compartment from the middle, and Narsu hid inside, so that Narsu was sent to Cixi's palace every night "unconsciously", and the two enjoyed this "Spring Night Moment" every night, and Cixi even made every effort to make Narsu linger.
Yearless love is discovered
Under the cover of this bucket of water, the two have been fighting for many years, but where in the world is there an impermeable wall? The private meeting between the two was still spread.
The incident soon reached the ears of Narsu's father. The secret between him and Cixi was soon known to Narsu's family. This is a big scandal for the Narsu family, once the matter is revealed, where is the face of the entire family?
At first, Narsu's father did not believe that his son would do such an unethical thing, and he did not say much, so he called his daughter-in-law, and it was not good to ask the whole person without asking.
It turned out that as early as many years ago, Narsu often stayed up at night, and every time his wife asked him, he was prevaricated. After a long time, the wife did not dare to say more. The wife also just thought that Naersu had a good person outside, who would have thought that this love rival turned out to be Empress Dowager Cixi!
My father hurriedly asked the family to call Narsu, let him kneel in front of the rank of the ancestors and ancestors, angrily scolded Narsu for being confused, and asked him over and over again, what are you and the Empress Dowager... In the face of his father's rebuke, Narsu remained silent and did not dare to look at his father.
In the end, Narsu only said silently: No complaints and no regrets, his father slapped him angrily and corruptly, and said in his mouth: "You, an unfilial descendant, have ruined the century-old reputation of our entire Narsu family for your own selfish desires, so that I can face the ancestors and ancestors with what face in a hundred years." ”
Knowing that he was guilty, Narsu knelt in front of his father and said: The son knows that he has brought shame on the entire family, and the son also knows that he should not fall in love with someone he should not love, but we are in love, and the son knows that this love will not be accepted by etiquette, so I am ready to die and apologize, and only if the son dies, this secret will not be revealed. It will also save the entire family.
At this point, after Narsu's father thought it through, what was the importance of his son's life compared with the prosperity of the entire family? , and acquiesced to Narsu's request for self-determination.
A few days later, Narsu asked the Empress Dowager for leave, saying that he would go home to worship his ancestors. Although Cixi had all kinds of reluctance in his heart, he still allowed to play, and the two lingered for a long time on the night they left,
Naersu gently hugged Cixi in her arms, gently stroked her hair, and gently instructed: "Lan'er (the Empress Dowager's maiden name} must not eat too hard things if her stomach is not good, drink more porridge, and do not sleep at night without covering her stomach, so that it is easy to get cold."
The days when I'm not by your side, you have to be fine...."
Without waiting for Narsu to finish speaking, Cixi covered his mouth and said coquettishly: "You are not gone forever, if you dare not come back, I will curse you of the Nine Tribes!" ”
A trace of sadness flashed on Narsu's face after hearing this, and then he knelt on the bed and said to Cixi: "No matter what happens to the minister in the future, please remember our relationship for more than ten years, and ask the Empress Dowager to open up to Narsu's family." Seeing this, Cixi hurriedly explained that he was scaring Narsu. He also instructed Xiao Lin to "pay attention to safety on the road, and come back early when you go back to do things, so as not to worry the slave family."
Narsu also asked Cixi not to worry too much about herself and let her take care of herself. Cixi also complained that he had no conscience, and did not know how much he could not bear him. As everyone knows, this is their last night.
Was it lucky or unfortunate for Narsu to meet Cixi?
Narsu died for love
Early the next morning, Narsu set off with his father. Soon after, news came about Narsutunkin's suicide.
The news soon reached Cixi, who immediately asked Li Lianying to pass on Narsu's father to the dynasty, but Boyan Namuno must not tell Cixi that his son committed suicide because you and his affairs were revealed. Boyanamuno only sadly said that Narsu died of a sudden illness, and then burst into tears. Seeing this, Cixi couldn't ask any more.
After several months, Cixi did not go to court, she locked herself in her room, washed her face with tears all day long, lost a lot of weight and often knelt in front of the Buddha
"Why do I have all the glory and wealth in this world, but I can't get a lover who can look good? Why is it so unfair to me, can the mourning family only be lonely until old age in this life?"
A woman meets a sincere relationship at the age of 50, putting aside the disparity in age, identity, and status, and is bound together without hesitation, and really runs in both directions, which is how courageous it takes to be. But because of the sudden and inexplicable violent death of his lover, all this came to an abrupt end.
After all, Cixi did not believe that Narsu would suddenly die, and she remembered that there were words in Narsu's words on the night she left. She immediately asked Li Lianying to go to Narsu's hometown to investigate secretly.
As the supreme ruler of the Qing Dynasty, she could not commemorate her lover, Narsu, with great fanfare, so she gave a lot of rewards to Narsu's father and gave her favorite person a beautiful burial. Narsu was also posthumously honoured by Cixi as the "Prince of Chengshen", and 10 people guarded the tomb for him, which was already the highest courtesy among princes. She also took out a lot of rare treasures for Narsu to be buried. This shows how deep Cixi loves him.
Li Lianying soon found out the cause of Narsu's death, and Narsu finally chose to commit suicide by swallowing gold in front of the ancestral grave in order to save the family's face and save Cixi's reputation. It was his father who forced the person she loved the most to death, and Cixi wanted to smash Narsu's father into ten thousand pieces at this time and behead him all over the house, but she thought about Narsu and endured all this silently, and after a moment of silence, she said softly: "I killed him." ”
Half a year after Narsu left, King Boyan Namuno also passed away, and it was rumored that Cixi secretly gave him death. Some people also say that it is because of Narsu that they have become sick ...
Although the love story of Cixi and Narsu is not recorded in the official history, the death of Narsu Tunjin and his father are recorded in the official history. Narsu's mausoleum has also been stolen, and many rare treasures have been found in it, which are not the possession of a prince who has not yet made a contribution. From this point of view, the scandal between him and Cixi should be real.
Cixi's life also has a lot of scandals, there are strange health preservation, miscarriage, and Ronglu and Prince Gong's love affair has been repeatedly filmed into TV series... But none of this has been confirmed, only the authenticity of this relationship is the highest.
Throughout Cixi's life, the first half of his life was accompanied by power and desire, and the second half of his life briefly met true love, and there was a good time, but in that feudal society, even if Cixi was the supreme ruler, it was difficult to escape the shackles of feudal thinking. In feudal society, the two people with different status and age are after all "Huang Liang must wake up in a dream, and the mirror is always empty." "There is no reason to do it...
Longing to break free from the shackles of feudal ritual law
In this way, this "yearless love" that was not favored by the world ended in tragedy, although Cixi was the ruler of power, she still could not control her love, forcing her to make a helpless choice between love and feudal rites. If Narsu had not met Cixi, he would have had a great future with his talent and background.
If you were Narsu, would you fall in love with Cixi and choose to commit suicide by swallowing gold in order to save the family's face and Cixi's reputation? Should the two of them fall in love? Can we fall in love?
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