June 19
Host Huang Ziling, who was involved in sexual harassment
The video admits his egregious behavior and apologizes
In the live broadcast, he even exposed the black material of the entertainment industry
Subsequently, he was emotionally unstable and self-harmed and sent to the hospital
July 19
Huang Ziling sent out a long text
In addition to telling about his state of mind these days
It also said, "Do not hope excessively, but seek to repair the rest of your life." ”
▲ Screenshot of Huang Ziling's webpage
A month later, on July 19, Huang Ziling sent a 20,000-word long article in response, in which he revealed his mental journey during this period. He said that after returning from the hospital, he locked himself in his room, shaved his hair flat, and deeply reflected on the wrong things he had done, with no deadline.
During this month, he reflected a lot, first dealing with emotional issues, "not being able to contact the outside world and topics." Repent, reflect, regret, reflect. After dealing with his emotions, he began to help with housework, and revealed that he had only gone out three times during this period, trying not to have contact with outsiders, and was very grateful to his wife for putting down work to accompany him.
In the article, Huang Ziling apologizes to the people he hurt and caused shadows many years ago. "I really know how hard the shadows are to extinguish, how hard I want to apologize, how hard I try. Self-blame and helplessness, unable to reorganize life, can only overturn the self's life journey. ”
Finally, he said that in the future, he will be a good person, a person who does not hurt others, and please continue to supervise him. And will live well with a new self: "I, Huang Ziling 3.0, will march with the few love left on my head." ”
Source: Polar News, Red Star News, Jinjin Video Synthesis
Responsible editor: Xu Ting
Editor: Chen Liqin