"Since the fall of the Wu Dynasty, my brothers and clans have been greatly favored by the country, and when they enter the service, they have to enter the palace and participate in the politics of the dynasty, and when they leave the capital, they are dissected and become generals. Alas, the king of Chengdu entrusted me with a heavy responsibility, and I could not thank me again and again... Cursed today, is it not fate! Think of me Lu brothers, quite Guizhang Yu Xiushi, Chi Yinghua in the early years. Wenzao is magnificent, walk alone at that time! Unfortunately, at the end of the Three Kingdoms, the king moved the country and the country was destroyed, and the family was moved. The Nianshi people lived in the world to put wealth first, so they had delusions in their hearts, coveted glory and profit and forgot about misfortunes and humiliations, disregarded the admonition of the security of the clansmen, risked danger and honored, went north to Zhongzhou, and finally humiliated the clan and lost their lives, and the sect was exterminated..."
After carefully reading Bi Luji's letter to Sima Ying, the king of Chengdu, He brushed his beard, and then, he said coldly:
"Shi Heng, look at what you have written, and your words are very sad. Between the lines, I still feel grateful for His Highness the King of Chengdu... I know that you are just lucky, hoping that the King of Chengdu will save your family in the capital. To tell you the truth, your second sons, Lu Wei and Lu Xia, and Shi Long's two daughters, who set out this morning, should have already been executed in Luoyang City..."
Takashi Ishi Images
Hearing Qianxiu say this, Lu Ji's face suddenly changed. After a moment, he smiled miserably, and his expression was much calmer.
"Birth is the season, death is followed. In the past few years, Shi Chong, Pan Yue, Ouyang Jian, and our old friends in Jinguyuan have suffered several clan curses. Such a tragic time, you and I are vividly remembered..."
Suddenly, Lu Ji felt exhausted, his chest bulged at once, and tears came out of his eyes. These tears, which have nothing to do with cowardice, are all out of the grief of death, and the images of his beloved son and those good friends and friends fill his heart in an instant.
In the face of the butcher's knife, this is a moment of loneliness, despair, and a moment of emptiness in the heart.
Lu Ji Portrait
In Lu Ji's memory, she suddenly showed the kind and uneasy face of her mother before she died, and for many years, she had been so tired of pouring out her love for her brother. His mother's loving countenance had gradually dimmed and blurred, and Lu Ji felt that this was the first time in all these years that he had inadvertently and completely re-seen his mother's living, worried face in his mind...
The people who have passed away will only exist in the hearts of the living. In the face of death, you can suddenly feel the most painful and real moments in your life. Memories make Lu Ji feel more torn from his heart and lungs. Through painful recollections, feelings of nostalgia steamed up. The criticality between existence and nothingness pierces deeper like a nail in the heart of the dying.
He sighed deeply, wondering if he could be together forever with his former relatives under the Nine Springs. Or, in the darkness, it will sink into eternal solitude. If it is the latter, suffering will always and forever be one with the soul.
Perhaps, death is like falling asleep, and that will be a more real moment. As soon as the eyes are closed, everything in the outside world disappears. In the underworld, people's internal organs may be illuminated by the magical lights under the Nine Springs. In that case, the soul and nothingness can become one. Wisdom is paralyzed, and the wills and cruel times of others can no longer be imposed as harsh truths.
What is frightening is that in such a sleeping world, if there is a heart or breath, people can still feel the organs of their own body, fear, sorrow or regret, still in the deep dream disordered consciousness. Blood like black waves will still make people tear up because of the appearance of relatives' faces...
"Shi Heng, Shi Long, Huang Quan has no guest house, or the road in the morning is good..." Qian Xiu looked up at the sweaty spring sun high above and urged.
Pan Yue (Pan An) portrait
Then, he showed a sincere expression on his face and said: "Shi Heng, the poet of Luozhong, only you and Pan Yue are the most famous, known as 'Pan Wen rujiang, Lu Wen ruhai', but I always feel that your poems are not vulgar, too piled up, and lack self-will." However, your song "To Luo Dao Zhongzuo" is really a good work... 'Travel far across the mountains and rivers, and the mountains and rivers are repaired and wide.'" Zhen Ce Zhi Chongqiu, case Zun Ping Mang. The night breath hugged the shadow and thought about it. He leaned on the song rock and listened to the sound of the sad wind. Clear dew falls into Suhui, Bright Moon and He Lang. Fu Ji can't sleep, Zhen Yi thinks alone. ’...... ”
Before his execution, after talking about poetry and literature, Lu Ji suddenly recalled huating when he spent ten years of study in his hometown in his youth.
There, the blue waves are rippling and picturesque. And there are many white cranes in Huating, especially in the spring and summer, the fairy white feathers, the flocks fly around, the sound of cranes, fresh and pleasant...
"Huating Crane, can be heard again!"
Lu Yun portrait
Before the executioner's knife fell, Lu Ji turned his head and sighed at Lu Yun.
Lu Yun bowed his head and said nothing.
Suddenly, Lu Ji looked up again and sincerely said to the prisoner, "In such a dark season, Uncle Cheng, I hope you can live longer than us!" ”
Thinking about it, Qianxiu looked at the green paper edict in his hand, sneered, as if he was self-deprecating, as if he was angry, and said:
"The first year of Yongxing, the beginning of spring. This year, I should always live... (Harpy didn't survive the year.) Soon after Emperor Hui was abducted to Chang'an, Sima Yong, the king of Hejian, trusted him and paid homage to the general Pingbei and sat down with Feng Yi. Soon, Sima Yue, the king of the East China Sea, attacked the King of Hejian, and Shi Yangteng, the chief of the King of Hejian, secretly surrendered to Sima Yue and booby-trapped and killed Qianxiu)"