There are many awards in the entertainment industry such as the Golden Eagle Award, the Golden Rooster Award, and the Magnolia Award, which are dazzling, some people take awards and get soft, while others have struggled for decades and are still like jade, primitive and simple and unappreciated.
Golden Rooster Award
In 2009, at the award ceremony of the Huabiao Awards, a 39-year-old man attracted the most attention, and he experienced what great tragedy and joy are on that day.
Award presentation site
The great tragedy is that his beloved wife, who has suffered and shared hardships, fought cancer for many years and finally died in his arms.
The great joy is that after the death of his wife, he has been in the industry for 15 years, and he won the Best Actor Award for a "Yuan Longping".
Guo Jinglin
In this highlight moment, no one can share with him.
With tears in his eyes, he said a thank you message that wasn't a thank-you speech.
With tears in his eyes, he said, "I never believed in ghosts and gods before, but today I hope to have a good dream tonight, and I hope that my mother and wife who are far away in heaven can come to see me, kiss me, and hug me." ”
Guo Jinglin
After speaking, he bowed deeply.
Award presentation site
After everyone in the audience listened, the audience was silent, and then thunderous applause broke out, all wanting to hug this lonely man personally.
He is Guo Jinglin, Chinese mainland actor, director and screenwriter.
Guo Jinglin
After many years of hard work and 15 years of hard work, I finally ushered in a highlight moment.
It's a pity that the people who care the most are not around.
Guo Jinglin has had a bumpy life, and none of the three important women around him can have good results.
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He lost his mother at an early age, and he still had time to fulfill his filial piety in the future, and his mother died.
The younger sister was born with a disability, was born with intellectual deficiencies, and needed care for her life.
It was difficult to get together with his beloved wife, who shared the affliction, but was found to have breast cancer, and eventually his beloved wife left him.
Guo Jinglin
Although God has suffered many hardships for Guo Jinglin, he is still a clear stream in the entertainment industry, he insists on himself, and after the death of his beloved wife, he made a promise not to marry in this life.
"My wife Tong Xin, now I am alone, and I can't bear it."
This is a sentence said by Guo Jinglin in front of his wife Tong Xin's tomb, just 12 words, but it hides deep love.
Now that 14 years have passed, is he okay?
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Childhood sweetheart's love
In the circle, Guo Jinglin is like a strange old man, withdrawn, and only when talking about his wife Tong Xin, he will talk endlessly and smile.
The love between them may have sprouted early.
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They are childhood sweethearts who live together in a hutong in Beijing.
At that time, they didn't understand what love was, and they only felt that the other party was the one who shone among the playmates.
Guo Jinglin when he was young
In his early years, Guo Jinglin, like many children in military compounds, was a "bastard", walking the streets and alleys every day and having fun.
And Tong Xin is like a "fart worm", running crazy with Guo Jinglin all day, and they are crazy together.
Until Guo Jinglin's sister was born, Guo Jinglin's life changed drastically.
Tong Xin
Guo Jinglin's father is a soldier, his mother is an ordinary clerk, and other families love boys, but Guo Jinglin's father wants a girl, and he thinks that the girl is intimate.
When he saw that his wife gave birth to Guo Jinglin, he was ready to have a second child and add a sister to Guo Jinglin.
After that, the birth of the younger sister that the Guo Jinglin family ushered in as he wished, and his father happily closed his mouth.
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But after a while, they discovered the strange appearance of their sister, she could not speak, she also had intellectual disabilities, and her sister's situation was not a light blow to her parents.
But her parents did not give up on her sister, but took her to major hospitals to see a doctor, so the family became unbearable, and Guo Jinglin's good life came to an end.
hospital
After his parents were busy with work, Guo Jinglin took the initiative to take care of his sister, and Tong Xin also took care of her sister with Guo Jinglin, and she would help comb her hair and dress together.
After neighbors saw it, they often joked that the two were "little couples", and the two also had feelings for each other in this joking.
Guo Jinglin
Sometimes in order to reduce the burden on his family, Guo Jinglin eats one meal a day.
As a good playmate, Tong Xin often brings delicious snacks to Guo Jinglin from home.
Sometimes when buying a baked cake by herself, she has to give half to Guo Jinglin to eat, and occasionally invites Guo Jinglin to take her family to dinner, which makes Guo Jinglin full of gratitude to Tong Xin.
Perhaps love has sprouted.
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While studying, my family underwent a sea change
Guo Jinglin's home is diagonally opposite Beijing Humanities, so he has been influenced by literature and art since he was a child, and he has been subconsciously interested in literature and art.
But the father wanted to go to his son to inherit his father's business to become a soldier, and in the father's eyes, a man should become a soldier, otherwise he would become a man in vain.
When there is no goal, Guo Jinglin can still obey his father's arrangement, but once he has his dream, ten cows can't pull him back.
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When Guo Jinglin was 16 years old, the movie "Previttecher Company" recruited actors nearby.
Guo Jinglin signed up for the audition with enthusiasm, he had no talent, so he sang a few voices of Peking Opera, but the discerning director still chose him.
That was the first drama that Guo Jinglin participated in, he not only made money, but also found the goal of his life, and he wanted to take the road of acting.
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This choice was strongly opposed by his father, who in his view was an industry that did not do business properly, and could not be compared with being a soldier.
But Guo Jinglin was iron-hearted not to become a soldier, and his mother reconciled in the middle, and finally his father lost the battle and agreed to Guo Jinglin to take the road of acting.
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That year, Guo Jinglin prepared for the Central Academy of Drama, but unfortunately the sky did not go as expected, and he fell off the list.
But for the sake of his dream, he had to leave Beijing and continue his pursuit at the Shanghai Theater Academy.
But Guo Jinglin was still hesitating, his relatives were in Beijing, he couldn't rest assured, but Tong Xin said: "It's not that there is still me, you can go at ease." ”
Guo Jinglin
After Guo Jinglin came to the play, he found that there were many talents and beautiful women like clouds, even so, he still missed the beautiful people in the north.
At that time, communication was not developed, and Guo Jinglin and Tong Xin could only exchange letters to comfort their longing.
Guo Jinglin stills
Although the campus life is rich and fulfilling, Guo Jinglin is not in the mood to enjoy the university life, he has his own careful thinking, he hopes to graduate quickly, make money quickly, and return to his family.
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In 1993, when Guo Jinglin was immersed in hard study, he received a letter from home that his mother was admitted to the ICU.
Guo Jinglin got on the train home with a feeling of unease and sadness.
After getting out of the car, Guo Jinglin went straight to the hospital, and when he saw his relatives gathered in the corridor of the hospital, he cried out.
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Since he was a child, his mother has been giving care for him, and he has never returned anything.
In order not to leave regrets, Guo Jinglin ran to the blood donation department of the hospital, donated blood in exchange for money, and bought her mother a dress to give her.
Despite his filial piety, he was unable to keep his mother.
A home, without a mother, it was like the sky was falling.
Guo Jinglin
His father was slumped, and Guo Jinglin was no better, and the sudden change made him not know how to deal with it.
There is also Guo Jinglin's sister, who also needs special care.
Just when Guo Jinglin was about to give up his studies to take care of his sister at home, Tong Xin stepped forward again: "How difficult is it to take this step, how can you say give up now?" Isn't there still me at home? Don't worry, sister, I'll take care of it. ”
Guo Jinglin Tong Xin
Tong Xin said very calmly, but Guo Jinglin's heart was like a terrifying wave, at this critical juncture, Tong Xin can still be like this, and it is enough to have such a woman in life.
Guo Jinglin once again embarked on the road to the theater to start his studies, and he did not have a moment to hope that he could graduate early, make money early, and give a guarantee to his loved ones.
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Career ushered in spring, but his wife was gone
In 1994, Guo Jinglin graduated from the theater and decisively returned to Beijing.
But he did not return home because there was no place for him in the home.
The father had reorganized the family and had new children, and he did not want to return to that family.
He himself rented the cheapest house outside to live in.
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The first few years of graduation were the most difficult time in Guo Jinglin's life.
He was assigned to work in the theater, and at that time his salary was only 198 yuan a month.
That little salary was not even easy to support himself, and Tong Xin often helped him after knowing his situation.
But as a man, he was still helped by a woman he liked, and Guo Jinglin refused from the heart, so sometimes he would go to the nearby vegetable market to pick up some vegetable leaves and go back to cook soup to feed himself.
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Seeing that he has become famous in the drama industry, he has changed from unknown to famous, but Guo Jinglin has encountered the Waterloo of drama, and slowly the drama has disappeared, and many theaters are being demolished and shifting positions.
In order to survive, Guo Jinglin had to switch to the film and television industry.
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In the film and television industry, he has become a new person.
The first role is to play a corpse.
The second role is to play a pair of leather shoes.
When you are lucky, you can have a line, and when you are unfortunate, you can only act as a background board and run tricks.
Guo Jinglin
Guo Jinglin watched Xu Zheng and Jingjing's acting career in his classmates improve, and he was still in place, his mood instantly sank to the bottom and fell into deep self-doubt.
Xu Zhengguo Jinglin
Fortunately, for so many years, Tong Xin has never given up, and has always been by Guo Jinglin's side to encourage him.
Guo Jinglin quickly adjusted his mentality and continued to run tricks in the film and television industry.
Guo Jinglin
On the other hand, Tong Xin's life has been smooth sailing, she has a stable job after graduation, and her salary is more than several times that of Guo Jinglin, but she has never disliked Guo Jinglin, but has always encouraged him behind his back to support him and help him.
Such a woman is worth thinking about for a lifetime.
Guo Jinglin
Time has always been the touchstone to test everything, and in 2000, Guo Jinglin ushered in the first spring of his career.
That year, Guo Jinglin made a name for himself with "The Woman Who Walked the Gobi Beach", which made a name for himself inside and outside the circle.
It was also with this drama that he had the opportunity to direct TV series.
Movie
After his career improved, Guo Jinglin did not blindly follow up, nor did he have great achievements, but married Tong Xin back home.
After so many years, Guo Jinglin wanted to marry Tong Xin home for a long time, but he couldn't become famous, and he didn't dare to have no capital.
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Now that he has finally made some improvement, he should give Tong Xin an explanation, so that he can be worthy of Tong Xin's efforts.
At the age of 32, Guo Jinglin and Tong Xin finally entered the palace of marriage.
I thought that like everyone else, everything could be on track after marriage, but unfortunately it was not what everyone wanted.
Wedding
In 2006, Tong Xin became pregnant, and two people in their 30s finally ushered in the crystallization of love, and in the face of the new life that was coming, both were excited, and then not long after they were happy, a bad news followed.
When Tong Xin did a pregnancy test, she was found to have breast cancer and was not suitable for having children.
Guo Jinglin
The double blow made both of them stunned for a long time, they couldn't believe why so many disasters had happened to them.
Guo Jinglin began to beat himself up, complaining that he was a nemesis, Kemu and wife Kezi, and none of his closest relatives could keep it.
For the sake of his wife's life, Guo Jinglin made a difficult choice, took the child, and accompanied his wife to treat cancer.
Guo Jinglin
At that time, Guo Jinglin's career was on the rise, but he did not hesitate to stop all the work he was doing, and accompanied his wife wholeheartedly, just as her wife supported him so firmly at the beginning.
And Tong Xin has been persuading Guo Jinglin to work, but he firmly guards Tong Xin's side.
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In 2008, Guo Jinglin received an invitation from director Shi Fenghe and wanted to ask Guo Jinglin to star in "Yuan Longping", but Guo Jinglin refused without thinking.
Guo Jinglin refused, Shi Feng and the director were not surprised at all, if Guo Jinglin agreed, it would not be Guo Jinglin, nor was it a person suitable for "Yuan Longping".
Shi Fenghe invited three more times, but Guo Jinglin refused.
Guo Jinglin
But life in the world is all for the sake of breaking a few taels of silver, and no matter how high Guo Jinglin is, it is still difficult to get rid of the situation of "no money and difficult to walk".
His wife Tong Xin's chemotherapy entered a white-hot stage, and the high treatment cost made Guo Jinglin have to start work to earn medical expenses for his wife.
Guo Jinglin
And "Yuan Longping" is a rare role, Tong Xin did not want Guo Jinglin to miss this good role, and also persuaded Guo Jinglin to film.
In the end, Guo Jinglin filmed "Yuan Longping", in order to take care of his wife, Guo Jinglin ran with the crew in the hospital.
Guo Jinglin
Guo Jinglin is a workaholic, after taking over "Yuan Longping", he was deeply attracted by the charm of "Yuan Longping", every time he went to the hospital, he would talk endlessly to Tong Xin, and Tong Xin was quietly on the side.
What a beautiful picture of talented people, but it is a pity that fate is so bad.
Tong Xin's cancer cells have been spreading, and every time Guo Jinglin tells what happened to the crew, Tong Xin listens to him strongly.
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In March 2008, Guo Jinglin finally finished filming "Yuan Longping", and he also lost Tong Xin.
Tong Xin could not be treated because of the spread of love cells, and left in Guo Jinglin's arms.
At that moment, Guo Jinglin was motionless like a puppet drained of his soul, but his heart was a pain in his heart.
Guo Jinglin
He didn't understand why God wanted to take away his beloved, why fate was so unfair to him?
Since then, he has begun to fall and depress, and he does not know what else in this world is worth his nostalgia?
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Every midnight dream, he could see his wife's smiling face, guarding him by his side, and at that moment he was full of strength.
Tong Xin
epilogue
Now, it has been 14 years since his wife left him, he lives a strong life alone, in the show business he is like a marginal person, if there is a drama, he shoots well, and when there is no scene, you can't see any of his pastime.
Although his wife left, his responsibilities were not removed, and he still honored his father-in-law and mother-in-law, took care of his sister, and stubbornly stuck to a person.
Perhaps for him, Tong Xin is no longer a "wife", but a guide on the way forward, and a driving force for his life in the world.
Tong Xin is unfortunate, but also lucky, after loving for so many years, he finally found true love, although he failed to be white, but he will always become Guo Jinglin's favorite.
Although Guo Jinglin's life is not a big ups and downs, it is also a late bloomer.
In the face of so many setbacks in his life, he did not slump, but forged ahead.
People are like springs, if you are weak, he is strong.
You are in trouble, it's time to rise, come on, don't experience wind and rain, how to see the rainbow!