Mention the name "Sora Aoi", presumably many male netizens are familiar with it.
As the originator of love action movies, Sora Aoi was once popular on the Internet, and even became the only "Japanese AV actress" with a social account of 20 million fans in China.
In 2017, Sora Aoi's "Golden Basin Washing" announced that he would withdraw from the circle and become active on major media platforms.
Just a year later, she officially announced her marriage and gave birth to twins.
I thought that Sora Aoi's life finally ushered in a happy turnaround, but she never expected that her life after marriage was still not satisfactory.
A month ago, Sora Aoi posted an article lamenting that his home's water, electricity and gas bills cost 100,000 yen (about 5,100 yuan) a month.
"It's too expensive, I'm worried".
Speaking of which, she no longer has work income after she withdraws from the circle, and her husband is responsible for her daily expenses.
However, her husband is only a "DJ" in a nightclub in Tokyo, and his income is not high.
In the words of the time of marriage: the husband has no money.
Perhaps because of the economic dilemma, Sora Aoi recently announced his comeback in a high-profile official and posted a dynamic saying that he was filming in Osaka, Japan.
And that means she'll be releasing new work soon.
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As soon as this news was exposed, it immediately attracted widespread attention and heated discussions among the media and fans.
From his personal point of view, her husband is "incompetent" and can't make money, and he has no choice but to return to filming, which is indeed a bit of "can't help himself".
After all, Sora Aoi is now 40 years old.
is the age of a middle-aged woman, but she still has to dress herself as a girl in the show, and the hard work may only be known to herself.
I remember that many years ago, Sora Aoi starred in a Hong Kong crime film, playing a girl with intellectual disabilities.
Her acting skills are very good, interpreting the innocence and ignorance of her student days, the sincerity and affection after marriage, and the despair after her husband's accident, without turning back...
But the reality is that no one approves of her performance, but it is full of ridicule and humiliation.
It seems that everyone is "inclusive" in words, but in fact, they can't wait to step into the "abyss".
This also makes people ask: "Are people who know their mistakes and can correct them worth forgiving?" ”
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Perhaps, the answer to this question is no.
However, human nature is certain.
As said in "The Severed Head", "All gifts from fate are secretly marked with a price..."
Those who choose to take shortcuts pay for everything for the rest of their lives.
In 2020, Sora Aoi removed all his works.
This is also enough to show that she is paying the price for the choices she once made.
Some people may think that the profession of "AV actress" is legal in Japan and is just a means of making a living.
But in fact, the vast majority of people will think that this is an unseemly, even "vulgar" profession.
According to statistics, on average, one in every 200 girls in Japan has become an "AV actress".
There are at least 150,000 women working in the industry, and today, the number is only increasing.
The vast majority of these actresses' life terminals are dance halls and custom shops.
Of course, there are some exceptions.
For example - Ryomi Suzuki.
Unlike other AV actresses who are "forced" to film, Ryomi Suzuki does not have much difficulty in life.
Her mother is an expert in children's studies, her father is a lecturer at a university, and as a translator, she can be said to have a very wealthy family.
At a very young age, Ryomi Suzuki went to live abroad.
But in high school, Ryomi Suzuki chose to return to Japan.
Her place of study was not far from Shibuya's cabaret, and a strange life began.
Shibuya is Japan's "fashionable" powerhouse, where you can often see beautiful women, hot girls, and even "friends" women.
Ryomi Suzuki's first contact with the industry was actually selling plain underwear.
At first, in her heart, she also looked down on these "perverted" men.
They can only buy the girls' intimate items with money, which has a great shock to the heart of the young Ryomi Suzuki.
For such an adult world, Ryomi Suzuki seems to "not like it very much".
So, she continued to stay in the "ivory tower", studied hard for this, and was successfully admitted to Keio University, and even became a master's degree from the University of Tokyo.
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Unfortunately, after going to college, she completely "let go" of herself.
Because since then, she began to come into contact with the profession of "escort".
After working as an escort for a while, she turned to the serious industry - a journalist for a certain news.
During her time as a journalist, she continued her work as a drinker.
After that, she came into contact with adult films and began the road of "going to the sea", under the pseudonym "Sato Ruri".
Ryomi Suzuki is very candid: "I don't want to leave the night club, but I don't plan to stay there forever either".
However, with the age advantage gone, she can no longer use "purity" as a selling point, and can only contact some insulting subject works.
However, this kind of subject matter is more dangerous.
"During filming, someone set fire to insecticide on my back, leaving a large burn scar."
"I was once hung in the air with a rope, and I was also deprived of oxygen and suffocated due to certain movements..."
In 2008, Ryomi Suzuki, who realized her great understanding, decided to leave the AV industry.
During this period, she shot more than 70 S-love movies.
After that, she began to return to school to do research, and published a number of academic articles and books on "women in the night club".
Although cleverly written in the third person, excerpting his own experience, he was discovered and exposed.
And the headline adopted by the media for her was - "The reporter of "So-and-so News" turned out to be an AV actress!" ”
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This report combines the identities of "journalist" and "AV actress", creating a huge sense of contrast and earning enough eyeballs.
Ryomi Suzuki has also received great attention because of this.
Her parents knew about it, but fortunately they didn't get angry with her.
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It has to be said that Ryomi Suzuki is "different".
She has always dominated her life.
For example, in high school, she was very "degenerate", but after wanting to "study", she was able to get into the best school.
For example, she accidentally walked into the night show and filmed, but she could "withdraw" and leave at any time.
What she didn't know, however, was that the human mind was fixed.
As long as you have been an "AV actress" once, you will be labeled as "labeled" for the rest of your life.
Even if the "golden basin washes hands" in the future, people will still talk about these experiences.
Therefore, whenever a girl asks her questions such as "should she shoot AV", Ryomi Suzuki always responds like this:
"You can say goodbye to the job of 'AV actress', but you can never say goodbye to the status of 'former AV actress'."
"The life you want at nineteen is not the same as the life you want now (say twenty-five, thirty-five), so the risks you will take are much greater than you thought at the time."
In 2022, Ryomi Suzuki was shortlisted for the "Wasagawa Award" (one of Japan's most important literary awards), the highest honor in the Japanese literary scene, which shocked almost the entire Japanese society.
This also makes the solemn "Wasagawa Award" shrouded with a touch of "ambiguous".
Both the academic community and the general public relish this.
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Many girls idolize Ryomi Suzuki and think that she has achieved true freedom -
The freedom of sexuality, the freedom to choose one's life, the freedom to defy worldly rules.
But carefully savoring her life, the experience of an "AV actress", is the real episode.
We must not forget that Ryomi Suzuki has an objective factor in this achievement - she has a well-off family as a pillar.
If it weren't for her parents' support, perhaps she would have "fallen" at night.
It can be seen that the real "freedom" is the highly educated Ryomi Suzuki.
And not the one "Ruri Sato" on the AV set.
If you have to say what ordinary people can learn from Ryomi Suzuki, it is estimated that it is:
"Only when you have the bottom of your own life can you play the world."
Or to put it another way -
If you long for true freedom, let yourself be able to make any choice in terms of material base, spiritual thought, etc.
After all, there has never been a flight in this world that does not resist gravity...