Keyword: choice
Theme: Nan Nan said: "Take your time, there is a process for doing anything. Some things, can't be urgent. Remember my words, my world, only you! I'm waiting for you..." I returned to my home, which might be about to disperse, and Xiaoqing, like Nan Nan, had a withered and lifeless face. Xiao Qing only had one sentence: "If you really want to divorce me, I will die to show you."
Nan Nan, who was the same age as me, her appearance, like spring rain moisturizing the dry land, I saw the light of life.
Nannan read my blog and became friends with me. When surfing the Internet, we chat with WeChat; After going offline, we texted each other and talked about endless topics.
I blogged about my own emptiness and wondered what my chosen marriage had brought me. Nan Nan comforted me and encouraged me. I used to think that no one could understand the loneliness in my heart, and Nannan said that she understood, "I can read your helplessness." ”
The first time I called Nannan, my heart was panicked, "Hello!" Nannan's voice was delicate, weak and cautious. "Don't write yourself so sad that it hurts to see it." Her voice was very good, gentle to the extreme, as if from heaven, long and idyllic, "You can't meet anything happy?"
"Meeting you is the happiest thing for me." My heart's words, "When to meet it" I want to see Nannan, different from the popular sense of netizens to meet
Nan Nan came to Nanjing from Suzhou, I was waiting for her at the exit of the railway station, she went to the exit gate, and Lao Yuan shook hands with me. "With so many people, how can you see me at a glance?" I carefully observed Nan Nan, she was a typical Jiangnan woman, beautiful and quiet, big eyes, red eyes. Strolling to Xuanwu Lake, I asked Nannan, "Did you cry on the train?" You've all seen it," Nannan bowed, "I'm sorry. The wind blew up her light hair, and her long hair danced with the wind like weeping willows at the water's edge.
Before dark, we have a simple meal at Lion Bridge. It was dark, and I took Nan Nan's hand and walked aimlessly to Shanxi Road. Nan Nan said tired, "I can't walk." "Then stay... I'll see where there are hotels..." I can't bear to take advantage of Nannan in the name of opening a room, in my eyes, and female netizens go to open a room, that is not a gentleman's doing. At this moment, the tired Nannan needs to rest. I walked into a guesthouse. After a while, according to my instructions, Nan Nan followed.
From May 2010 to Nanjing. Not cold. In the hotel room, Nan Nan gently snuggled up to me.
I helped her take off her coat and she sat on the couch, staring at the TV in a daze. I went to boil water, and Nan nan said that I was a good man, "You should have a happy home, you shouldn't worry about it all day..."
I took the hot water and handed it to NanNan, Nannan's tears brushed down, she is a kind woman, her tears contain pity for me? I think there are others. I hugged Nan Nan carefully, and she told her marital misfortune intermittently, and she and her husband did not have any feelings, "If he were like you, how good!" 」 How nice she would be if she were like you!" Nannan and I collided with each other's eyes, for a moment. My tears also came out of my eyes.
My wife Xiaoqing is having a cold war with me, and she has always looked down on me. I admit that she helped me very much, such as her family arranged my work, so that I could get a foothold in Nanjing.
Xiaoqing loves me, I don't deny it. I am grateful to her, and it has nothing to do with love. Because I was handsome, she looked at me very closely.
Last fall, I went to Shandong on a business trip to accompany the leader on business. Xiaoqing called me 30 times a day and asked me whereabouts at any time. I said, "Please, I'm with the leader, can you still consider my situation?" I don't care, even if you are with the Jade Emperor, I must master every move. In front of the leader, on the phone, I quarreled with Xiaoqing, "In Nanjing, you are staring at me." Go out, you still have to control me. What a system! Day by day, you are not tired. "The leader finally criticized me, which made me angry at both ends."
My mobile phone call sheet, Xiaoqingquan printed it out, analyzed one by one, if she suspected which number was "wrong", she had to force me to give an explanation, "You admit it yourself, if you deceive me, the consequences are unimaginable." "What do I admit?" I was furious. Xiaoqing said that I had a ghost in my heart, "You are anxious, you are anxious to show that your heart is weak!" She cried first. Her parents didn't ask why her daughter had been ostensibly wronged, and they reprimanded me with a straight face and didn't look at the problem from my point of view at all.
Too tired! I have tried hard to accumulate a little affection with Xiaoqing. We were noisy,
After four years of marriage and children, the incessant noise is still in full swing.
At the end of April 2010, my sister in my hometown bought a house and was short of funds. My sister came to nanjing to find me, hoping that I could borrow some. I prepared 40,000 yuan of money, and before giving it to my sister, I naively went to consult with Xiaoqing. Family life, everything is discussed, and it is natural. "Are you talking to me about this?" Xiao Qing muttered, "The money has to be taken out before I tell me." What do you think of me?" Didn't I come to ask you for instructions?" I pressed the fire in my heart.
"You've told me how you got everything you have now." Xiaoqing said, "The money you funded for your hometown is constantly flowing. 3,000 today, 8,000 tomorrow. There's no end to it, oh, a shot and another 40,000. You own a bank?" I......... Isn't my sister short of money, anxious to use money. I softened down, gazed at Xiaoqing affectionately, and longed for her to understand me, "You don't understand the urgency of lack of money, is it okay?"
"Give 20,000, 40,000 is too much." Xiao Qing did not forgive, "If she does not pay back, she will not lose a lot." Most of the money you take to your hometown never gets back. They all thought we had money, but we didn't fall from the sky.
Not enough, I..." "What you are, just 20,000, you dare to take 40,000, we divorce." I slammed the door and came out. Xiaoqing cried and scolded me: "You have no conscience..."
I handed it over to my sister 40,000, and Xiaoqing wouldn't let me in. Barely entering the house, Xiaoqing made a fuss and asked me to sleep in the guest room. Sleeping in the guest room, my ears are much cleaner, and I can still talk to Nannan.
"If you accept me, I'm willing to follow you." The sympathetic Nan Nan has a feminine aura that his wife Xiaoqing does not have.
I made up my mind to divorce Xiaoqing, and I could abandon everything I have now. "With you, sleep soundly." Very happy, many places, I don't know what to say, you are a good woman, I am dying, and I want to be with you!" I did not deceive Nannan, the words from the bottom of my heart, overflowing with words, my face was full of satisfaction, that is the steadfastness of happiness.
Nannan's dependence on me grew day by day, and I promised that when I took care of the divorce chores, "I will accompany you to old age."
In September 2010, Nannan first divorced. She resigned and left Suzhou, took some luggage, and went to Nanjing to stay in a hotel near my house. "I'll stay and wait for you." Nan Nan called me, her trembling voice made me feel painful, and her trust in me was beyond all the worldly bondages.
I had a showdown with Xiaoqing. Xiaoqing regretted his past, "Husband, don't divorce, that's my mouth, you know, I don't really want to divorce." "Whether you really want a divorce or not, you know better than I do." I deliberately made it difficult for Xiaoqing, "It is you who do not want to live with me, not that I have an affair before I divorce." Don't reverse the priorities!"
"That woman, what do you love about her?" Xiao Qing also had a poor side, and her arrogance was gone. I said, "She can sacrifice for me, a lot of sacrifices." She got divorced, went to Nanjing alone, stayed and waited for me. For me, she could give up anything. ”
"This woman is so casual, silly to talk to you today, tomorrow she will also talk to others." 」 "Nonsense! She's not a casual woman!"
Xiaoqing mobilized his relatives, and everyone came to persuade me. My family also said that I was confused, "If you want and dare to divorce, we will not recognize you." Xiaoqing will take sleeping pills, and then he will jump off the building and threaten me, "If you insist on divorce, I will die to show you." I forced Xiaoqing to sign, and she suddenly grabbed the pill and cried to swallow.
When I went to the hotel to see Nan Nan, she was much haggard and confused, and Nan Nan said, "Take your time, there is a process for doing anything." Some things, can't be urgent. Remember my words, my world, only you! I'm waiting for you..."..."
"I can't fail you in death, you can rest assured." Looking back on the days when Nan Nan and I went out to play, we were intimate and laughed continuously. At night, we fall asleep, we can open our eyes at the same time, look at ourselves, and we are warmly embracing each other, we are happy, clinging to each other, and we will not let go for a long time.
Back at home, which may be about to disperse, Xiaoqing, like Nan Nan, had a withered and lifeless face. Xiao Qing only had one sentence: "If you really want to divorce me, I will die to show you."
Editor's Note:
The heart is made of flesh, the emotion is born of the heart, the love becomes the sharp weapon of the sawn heart, the heart becomes the cage of the prisoner's feelings, the love house and the U, the heart is compared to the heart. Knowing that there is a mistake in the first place, we should change the previous wrong. Cherish your own happiness, so that there will be no invasion by others; Caring for loved ones and loved ones will not make love awkward.