Say goodbye to yesterday and come to Japan for a long time

The bright sunlight obliquely illuminates the earth, which is the sun in my eyes, and when I come here, my sun appears in the northeast corner early in the morning, which makes my world very different from before, just because of this round of sun. Along the river edge against the slightly colder wind, the chill made me play a cold war, shrunk my neck, the morning exercise people around me are still the same as usual, I have not practiced in the morning for a long time, the cold wind blowing on the body is a little uncomfortable, after all, it is impossible to stop the cold, turn around and walk back.

The most eye-catching presidential neighbor on the side of the road, and the surrounding sluggish business is completely different, although it is still early at this time, the store has not started to open, can still feel the president's domineering, like to walk this side when walking at night, small place people, have not seen the big world, the president's side of the car is very eye-catching, a variety of luxury cars and sports cars make me think of right and wrong, and even let me this mediocre life without ideas have a good feeling, I remembered the elementary school writing essay - "I want to be a scientist", which car is the most favorite? I first choose one, buy a good ride, remember the chill on the body, the red Ferrari the night before it is it, huh!

Times have changed, yesterday there was a big difference, people grew up because of age? Mental immaturity seems to never grow up, just like me, fortunately, I was able to live those long years foolishly, there were also ideals at that time, not the scientists in the composition of the childhood, I didn't know what the scientists were, I slept at night and wanted the crops in the field, planned which vacant land at home to plant what vegetables, where to build the chicken nest at home, and so on, really, not too cumbersome at all, the simple joy in my heart, every time I want to think of the field can produce happiness.

It was also a morning, stepping on a bicycle to take my son to the county seat, also at the riverside, the same red car, the difference is that I have a very different mood, different smells of river water, different cars - that red car is just an old scooter, but I have a yearning, to my son sitting on the saddle, we will buy one later when we have money, so the mothers and wives both began to yearn, and later buy an old scooter that can shield our mothers from the wind and rain. Now that the children have grown up, I have also entered middle age, and the family has changed several cars, all of which are not red, nor are they old scooters, just like the ideal scientist when I was a child, I will not have them in the future, and I have no regrets.

In fact, do not want to grow up, is the mental immature of those years, really good, everything is very A Q, no attempt to pure happiness, no inch of dissatisfaction, do the bottom of the well frog feels really good, steady heart, a little bit of luck can wake up from the dream, not like today, there seems to be no happy thing, new clothes, fashionable, all kinds of styles, less silly when the mood, wear on the body, good-looking, but no vitality, just like the cold woman was forced to add the decoration of a lively girl. Sigh, the past is gone, never to return.

The road turns thousands of times, many willing and unwilling things without scruples to pounce, with these roads that have been walked around, do not know which thing will be encountered in which turn, do not know which turn will hit the wall, do not know in which fork in the road hesitation wandering, in short, these roads lost the original intention, turn back, re-walk is impossible.

Here is still a fork in the road, this time must choose the spacious one, look around, the front flicker is hope? May the Buddha's light give me a good picture!