I rejoiced and Jun'an

1

Through the glass of the dining room, Shen Huan looked inside from a distance, facing a couple of men and women sitting face to face. Luo Huai'an's face was not good, and he looked down and pulled the dishes on the plate, but Song Yan on the other side had a weeping and pitiful look.

When I got closer, I heard Song Yan say, "Huai'an, you have to believe me, I love you." But my work is just getting started, and now is not the time to talk about marriage. Huai'an, give me a little more time. ”

Luo Huai'an raised his head expressionlessly and asked, "Last time I said I would wait for you for three years, how long will it take this time?" ”

Song Yan bowed her head shyly, "Probably... At least a year or two. ”

Shen Huan couldn't bear it any longer, rushed up and said, "Captain Luo, don't tell me that you didn't see it, your so-called three-year covenant at that time was just a delaying strategy that she wanted to break up but was reluctant to give up on your potential stock."

"Now I want to repeat the same trick, and I have delayed it again and again." Indecision can only drag two people to a blur of flesh and blood, and it is better to insert a knife. ”

Although Shen Huan's words sounded headless and brainless, they were exactly in Song Yan's heart. Song Yan's face was red and blue, blue and white, and she opened her mouth several times but failed to say anything to refute it.

Luo Huai'an was startled by the sudden appearance of Shen Huan, and immediately his face seemed to be wrapped in a thick layer of ice frost.

He seemed to be desperately suppressing his anger, trying to show patience and tolerance, but instead his whole face appeared pale and stiff, "Shen Huan, you had better explain to me clearly, you are not good at staying in the army, why are you here?" This is something between me and her, and what does it have to do with you? ”

Shen Huan is a recruit that Luo Huai'an just brought this year. Ordinary recruits can't help but fight two battles when they see Luo Company Commander, only Shen Huan, the model cousin Shen Chuan before joining the army, took her to eat with Luo Huai'an five times over and over again, really mixed with a familiar face, and he was not afraid of him in ordinary days, and a Luo squad leader shouted incomparably smoothly.

At this time, Shen Huan's high fighting spirit was instantly trampled by Luo Huai'an, and the hand he had been holding tightened and tightened, took a deep breath and said, "Originally it had nothing to do with me." But Luo Huai'an, I seem to like you. ”

Luo Huai'an was frightened, and then reprimanded: "Luo Huai'an is also your name?" No big, no small, what nonsense? ”

Anyway, having already spoken, Shen Huan simply said, "I'm not talking nonsense, I really like you." The kind of liking that women have for men. ”

Luo Huai'an grabbed his hair irritably, "Shen Huan, can you please stop making trouble?" ”

Song Yan smiled lightly at the opposite side, "Shen Huan, Huai'an is also a disciple of the general, and the future wife should at least know the book and be dignified." In our compound, even the chiefs of the family like Lu Jia and Song Rou may not be able to enter the eyes of the Luo family's aunt, you look like this..."

Song Yan deliberately did not finish speaking, and looked at Shen Huan playfully.

Shen Huan's hair was cut extremely short, his skin was tanned, and he looked like a tomboy at first glance. Because of the urgency of time, I didn't have time to change into civilian clothes, or I was wearing the sweaty camouflage that I used to train during the day, and when I climbed the wall, I rolled out of the mud and sat there with a gray face.

Almost twenty years old, Shen Huan felt inferior and embarrassed for the first time, just like being ripped off his clothes and judging his feet. More importantly, Luo Huai'an, who was watching all the time, did not have the intention of helping her speak for half a minute, and the attitude of cold-eyed bystanders seemed to acquiesce to Song Yan's questioning.

Luo Huai'an looked cold, "You went out privately and went back to count, now immediately shut me up and go to the car to wait for me." ”

Luo Huai'an spoke and threw the car keys to her. Because of his anger, he had a lot of strength, and a cold string of metal keys slammed into Shen Huan's wrist bone, making a muffled sound of "bang", which made Shen Huan frown in pain.

Seeing that Shen Huan bowed his head and did not move, Luo Huai'an said sharply: "I don't even listen to the words of the chief, do you want to rebel?" ”

Shen Huan grabbed the key without a word and got up to leave.

Shen Huan waited for a few minutes, and Luo Huai'an followed him to the car.

However, in just a few minutes, it was enough for Shen Huan to make up for the inner world that had just collapsed, up and down, inside and out.

Luo Huai'an was not in a hurry to drive, he glanced at Shen Huan hurriedly, grabbed her wrist and looked at it, and gently asked: "Does it hurt?" ”

Shen Huan shook his head, instinctively wanting to pull his hand back, but he didn't think that Luo Huai'an didn't give her a chance, and he didn't succeed in earning a few times, but he added a few red marks to his wrist in vain.

Shen Huan was not a pretentious person, and felt that the dispute was boring, so he let him grasp it, feeling that the temperature of his palm drove all the way up through the skin of his arm, and properly ironed into the bottom of his heart.

Luo Huai'an found Yunnan Baiyao from the storage box, and squirted a few times on her wrist in anger before he said, "You are my soldier, and you are also the little sister of the Shen family, and I am of course different from others to you." I just didn't expect to spoil you, what words, what occasions, in front of anyone dare to say it, there is no measure at all. ”

Shen Huan shook his wrist and grinned, "Squad leader, I was wrong, I am still young, easy to be impulsive, you have a lot of adults, forgive me this time." ”

Luo Huai'an put his arm on the steering wheel, and looked at Shen Huan with a smile on his face, "You are a little girl, you know what women like for men, fart, I think it is mostly Stockholm syndrome, this is a disease, it has to be cured." Go back and ask the instructor to talk to you more about your heart and do psychological counseling. ”

Regardless of whether Luo Huai'an was pretending to be ill or really refusing, Shen Huan was not an ignorant person, his eyes bent and smiled, his body sat up straight, and he raised his hand to salute sharply, "Yes! Thank you company commander for your concern! I will definitely actively cooperate with the treatment! ”

Luo Huai'an smiled to himself, "Then you must hurry up and cure the disease, otherwise Shen Chuan will have to pick my skin." ”

The car started, and this lame and failed confession incident caused by "Shen Huan is too young" and ending with "Shen Huan is sick" turned over.

2

A few months later, when Luo Huai'an raided the internal affairs, he found a copy of the Book of Poetry that looked some years old under Shen Huan's pillow. One of the pages was crumpled, as if it had been wet and then dried.

Curiosity drove Luo Huai'an to open it up, and a few sentences were highlighted, "The wind and rain are obscure, and the chickens are chirping." Seeing a gentleman, Yun Hu does not like it? ”

In the blank space next to it, Juan xiu's font is written, "I Am Happy Face and Jun'an". After crossing it out, he wrote another sentence, "The one who is pregnant, the heart is not also." If the heart is clear and the mouth is unspeakable, then both of them are at peace. ”

Luo Huai'an's heartbeat was out of rhythm on the spot. He frowned, scratched his head and sighed, lamenting how he could be so messed up by a little girl who was not yet an adult. In addition to being angry and frustrated, it was immediately decided that Comrade Shen Huan would deduct one point for internal affairs and confiscate the books.

Shen Huan ran to the office to find Luo Huai'an, wanting to get the book back, the reason seemed pale and weak, "My mother is a Chinese teacher, since I was a child, she forced me to read the Book of Poetry, and this book has been with me for ten years. ”

On weekdays, when Luo Company Commander faced these little cubs, he was very stingy with his invaluable patience. Compared with the instructor's long talk and earnest teaching, he felt that there was no problem that fifty push-ups could not solve, and if there was, he would add a hundred frog jumps.

However, in the face of Shen Huan, who he could not beat, scold, and punish, Luo Huai'an had to be aggrieved once, imagining himself as the legendary healing instructor Shen Chuan, sucking and drinking a few sips of hot tea, putting his hands behind his back, and pretending to sneak back and forth for a few laps before pretending to speak deeply: "Shen Huan, as your company commander and big brother, I have to talk to you well." ”

Since we want to talk, it must at least be a two-way exchange. Just did not expect Luo Huai'an to be inattentive and did not control the rhythm, to Shen Huan came to a stand-up comedy for several hours, oh no, impromptu speech.

The theme of the speech was also colorful, from a brief discussion on the ten major harms of adolescent girls' early love, to the internal affairs regulations of the Chinese People's Liberation Army, to some explanations on Comrade Luo Huai'an's mate selection criteria. And so on.

To put it simply, don't love me, no result.

Luo Huai'an, who was full of spit stars, probably wouldn't have thought that six years later, he would be eager to travel back to this moment, bite off his tongue, sew his mouth, or simply knock himself unconscious with a stick.

Shen Huan, who had been deprived of her right to speak from beginning to end, did not know whether she had listened or not, she sat on a small bench, holding a notebook and pen in her hand in a disciplined manner, posing as if she was ready to record the classic quotations of Luo Lianchang at any time, but did not write a word from beginning to end.

Her pair of eyes always followed two meters in front of her, Luo Huai'an kept raising and falling arms, and the muscle lines looming under the slim Xia Chang clothes, thinking that Luo Huai'an's arms must be warm and powerful. If only I could be held by him...

An inexplicable sourness surged into Shen Huan's heart, and she shook her head and smiled bitterly in her heart, looking at him like this, there would probably be no chance in this life.

Luo Huai'an's speech was nearing the end, and when he turned back to look at it, Shen Huan was unabashedly looking at the area above his neck and waist, and his eyes were burning.

Rao was as thick as Luo Huai'an, and he couldn't help but blush.

"What to see, is Lao Tzu so good-looking, do you know what is called incivility?"

Shen Huan stood up and subconsciously straightened his body, "Captain Luo, although I like you, I have never asked you to like me too." So now, you can't ask me to stop liking you. Peeking at the words I wrote in the book is enough, everyone is an adult, shouldn't it be the most basic social etiquette to see through and not to say broken? ”

Without waiting for Luo Huai'an to figure out a rough meaning from this tongue twister, Shen Huan saluted neatly, turned around and went out.

Luo Huai'an was stunned for half a day before he remembered something, and he ran to the next office like a whirlwind, pushed open the door and covered his face and asked, "Shen Huan's little girl is already an adult?" ”

Shen Chuan was asked, "Ah, yes, I just turned eighteen last week." ”

Luo Huai'an: "..."

3

When he first joined the army, Shen Huan was a hot humanoid potato in Luo Huai'an's eyes. Five kilometres is always the last, housekeeping scores are always the lowest, the training ground is squeamish, and the only positive thing is going out every weekend.

Luo Huai'an had a headache, and in the light and secret, he did not open a small stove for her to go to the back door.

After this incident, Shen Huan never added a single extra trouble to Luo Huai'an.

Like a reborn, she not only passed the five kilometers smoothly, passed all kinds of physical fitness tests easily, but also resolutely tore off various labels on her body, such as "children of the troops," "high personality," and "pampered habitual cultivation," took the initiative to appear and speak, clarified misunderstandings, and familiarized with comrades-in-arms.

Shen Huan never took the initiative to find Luo Huai'an again, and said a superfluous word outside of work. She also stopped trying to perform, striving to go upstream, fighting for the opportunity to go out on weekends, clamoring for Luo Huai'an to take her out to dinner and visit the park.

At each class meeting, she quietly gave up the opportunity to go out to others, appearing to be pure-hearted and desireless.

Shen Huan'an's exemplary appearance of keeping to herself frightened Shen Chuan into talking to her several times in succession, and once doubted whether she had encountered any obstacles that could not be overcome, and mental repression led to a change in personality.

Shen Huan naturally couldn't ask what the result was here, and Shen Chuan aimed his spearhead at Luo Huai'an, instructed him to pay attention to his little sister's every move, and threw out his famous theory, "The baby is quiet, it must be a demon." ”

Luo Huai'an had a complicated expression, "Rest assured, I'm staring at it in the open and in the dark." The baby is not a demon, I think your old man has not seen the end of the recent year. ”

On the eve of his retirement, Luo Huai'an, who had always been indifferent to the ideological and political work of the soldiers, went to Talk to Shen Huan alone for the first time in the world.

Shen Huan knocked on the door and shouted the report and walked in, "Squad leader, are you looking for me?" ”

Luo Huai'an nodded, "Close the door and come and sit down." ”

Shen Huan hesitated for a moment, leaned closer and whispered, "Squad leader, or we should leave the door open, lonely men and widows, we must pay attention to the impact, after all, there is no trivial matter in the style of life." ”

Luo Huai'an's face was dark, and he immediately got up, and under the inexplicable gaze of Shen Huan, he slammed the door in front of her, and at the same time closed it hard, he did not forget to add two anti-locks.

Shen Huan: "..."

Luo Huai'an asked, "There are three paths in front of you, the military examination, the transfer of non-commissioned officers, and the discharge of the army." What are your own plans? ”

Shen Huan's eyes rolled and he replied without hesitation: "Of course, I am discharged from the army." ”

Luo Huai'an was silent for a long time, "Have you ever considered staying in the army?" After all I... Shen Chuan and I are both here, and if you want to stay, it is not a difficult task. ”

Shen Huan folded his hands and begged for forgiveness: "Squad leader, just by virtue of my physical fitness, internal affairs level, and ideological and political awareness, I myself have no face to stay and continue to drag the hind legs of the People's Liberation Army, you still let me have a way to live." ”

Luo Huai'an sighed for a moment, "Are your young people's minds so changeable?" Last year,the team counted the intentions of the military examination, and I remember that you were the most positive one. Shen Chuan and I both feel that the environment of the army is more suitable for your future development. ”

Luo Huai'an's desk was a pile of pictures of girls. Shen Huan couldn't help but look back and forth in his hand, most of them were beautiful people with long hair fluttering and smiling.

"I still think that after retiring from the army, I will be admitted to a university, and in the future, I will be a small white-collar worker with grace and dignity, marry a rich and handsome man, and embark on the peak of my life."

Shen Huan said as he shook the photo in his hand, "But if Captain Luo condescends and sacrifices himself and is willing to add me to the list of Candidates for Mrs. Luo, maybe I will consider stopping the pursuit of a better life and staying in the army for you." ”

Luo Huai'an was ashamed and angry, and snatched back the photo, "Go, hurry up, you little fart child has been thinking about something all day, don't delay Lao Tzu's blind date." ”

Shen Huan jumped up from the stool and gave a military salute, "Yes! Goodbye Squad Leader Locke! ”

Knowing that this would be the result, knowing that he would get such an answer, somehow, Shen Huan, who always had a smile on his face, turned around but his eyes were red, and even the hand when he opened the door was trembling uncontrollably, and it took a long time to open the two anti-locks.

She often heard people say that disappointment accumulates day by day, but the dead heart is often in a moment.

Since the first time they met Shen Huan, she had fallen in love with Luo Huai'an, and she had hollowed out her mind, taken a break from school and joined the army, and spent several years carefully standing by his side, trying to get close to him, trying to enter his heart.

But deciding to give up pursuing Luo Huai'an, deciding to make the matter of liking Luo Huai'an a private matter without any purpose and completely out of personal will, she seemed to have only taken a second.

4

After retiring from the army, Shen Huan obeyed her family's wishes to go to England to study, and when she returned to China to work, Luo Huai'an was sent to a military academy in another province for two years. It had been seven years since the two had seen each other again.

Successful career, material wealth, freedom and looseness, no intention of marriage, can be around the age of young men and women without exception all into the brothers of Shen Huan, almost became a piece of heart disease of relatives and friends, every New Year's Festival can not avoid the unanimous condolences of the female elders who come to marry themselves.

So just after the Spring Festival, organized by the model cousin Shen Chuan, shen Chuan, Lu Jia and his wife, Cheng Yanzhang, Song Rou and his wife, Shen Huan and Luo Huai'an, such a strange lineup, helped Shen Huan to take off the first meeting of the charity foundation was officially held.

It is not only a meal with the theme of getting off the list, but also Luo Huai'an, who has remained single for six consecutive years.

Unlike Shen Huan's mother-fetus single physique, Luo Huai'an has always been a hot son-in-law candidate in the entire military family hospital, and in the early years, he has also talked about several girlfriends who have died without illness.

As he grew older, he skillfully blended two distinct temperaments of mature elegance and prickly temperament, and seemed to have become a golden bachelor with a high vision in many people.

Shen Huan was still the smiling face that had remained unchanged for thousands of years.

"Captain Luo, I originally estimated that you were about your age, probably married and had children, so before I came, I specially wrapped a red envelope to carry, for fear of catching you blind when I saw your baby."

Luo Huai'an said without anger: It's really bothering you, I don't have a baby, and I don't have a baby. ”

Shen Huan smiled and took out the red envelope and offered it with both hands, "No harm, no baby, no harm, filial piety to your old man is the same." ”

The frank and clear smile in her eyes was like a hundred plush cat's paws, scratching Luo Huai'an's heart and causing panic.

After drinking and eating, Lu Jia took up the posture of his cousin rarely, held Shen Huan's sign language and said in a serious tone: "Where did you get so much love at first sight, and you were thrilled?" As long as you are sincere, have good conduct, and have no bad habits, it is enough. ”

Shen Huan grinned, his eyes were clear, and he repeated lu Jia's words word by word, "Good character, no bad habits." ”

I couldn't help but laugh softly as I talked.

Admittedly, she was not in the slightest qualification to ask of others. Because she Shen Huan is a bad hobby in capital letters.

Even though she is thirty years old, even if she has become a manager Shen who can stand alone, she still maintains the stubborn nature of her youth.

Smoking and drinking, racing tattoos, you can sign a large business between pushing cups for laughter and scolding, or you can quietly give your opponents a fatal blow.

Shen Chuan waved his hand, "Don't worry, wrap it around your cousin, and find a few suitable young talents for you in a few days." ”

Shen Huanlian nodded, "Thank you cousin, especially the kind that has the intention of retiring or changing careers, even if you have no marriage with me, you can also give priority to working in our company." After all, while solving personal problems, we must not forget to respond to the state's pro-military policy. ”

She looked like she was not soft and hard, and she was calm and relaxed, and even Lu Jia, who had made men, women and children in the compound of the former military region feel frightened, was amazed.

"I originally thought that Song Rou and I were not going to take the usual road since we were young, but I didn't expect that you Shen Xiaomei was a tall person who walked a tightrope in the air, admiring and admiring."

Shen Chuan said meaningfully, "Obviously, she is different from you and Song Rou." You are blatantly stirring up trouble, lest the world be in chaos. She is silently stubborn, not anxious or annoyed, happily refusing to let people go thousands of miles away. ”

Shen Chuan squinted his eyes at Luo Huai'an, whose sense of existence was almost zero all night, and said with ill will: This virtue is somewhat similar to Luo Huai'an, it is really worthy of the soldiers he brought out of his hands, this old and young, really makes people heartbroken. ”

Luo Huai'an seemed to be in a bad mood, ignoring no one, just blindly drinking alcohol.

Seeing Shen Huan's appearance of talking and laughing, Luo Huai'an had always been reluctant to admit it in his heart, did not want to face it, and deliberately suppressed a certain feeling for many years, and seemed to start to move uncontrollably.

Song Rou looked at the hilarity and did not think it was a big deal, "It is understandable to say that Shen Xiaomei can't marry out, so why is our camp commander Luo single so far?" ”

Cheng Yanzhang secretly gave his wife a thumbs up under the table.

Lu Jia said, "Is it difficult for you to still worry about Song Yan?" No, Song Yan cried and shouted for a reunion, and did not see you agree. ”

Shen Chuan said: "A few years ago, I also saw you on a blind date, but in the past few years, I have not even bothered to go on a blind date, and I have been looking like a woman all day, should there be something difficult to say?" ”

Cheng Yanzhang came out to "break the siege", "You guys are enough one by one, open your mouth and close your mouth, the girl is long and the girl is short, the old man can't be different, a little bit of other orientation?" ”

Luo Huai'an's expression was indifferent, and under the collective gaze of everyone, he quietly poured himself a large mouthful of wine, and then continued to sit there without squinting and pretending to be deaf and dumb.

Shen Huan was displeased, "Say I'll just say me, don't affect my old squad leader, make him unhappy, be careful that I'm anxious with you." ”

Lu Jia was anxious, "Shen Huan, how can you still help him talk, when he abused you so much that he still owes it, you won't be Stockholm syndrome." ”

At that time, between Luo Huai'an and Shen Huan, it suddenly degenerated from a year-old friendship without talking to a nod of friendship, and everyone speculated that it was probably that Luo Huai'an led the troops in a way that was too rough, and there was no number of recruit eggs, which frightened Shen Xiaomei and left an indelible psychological shadow.

Therefore, even if he retired from the army, he did not dare to talk and laugh with Luo Huai'an as freely as before.

Shen Huan smiled, "Cousin, God, how do you know that I have this disease, the diagnosis that Luo Banchang personally gave me at that time has not yet been cured." ”

Lu Jia was surprised, "Boss, what's going on, how did you follow you as a soldier for two years and still fall ill, no, no, you have to be responsible for her." ”

Luo Huai'an, who had been silent all along, suddenly spoke: "Responsible is responsible, who is Lao Tzu afraid of?" ”

Luo Huai'an's shirt neckline was loosely torn open, the whole person looked drunk and embarrassed, but the footsteps were very stable, came over and kicked Shen Chuan away, and sat down next to Shen Huan, "Shen Huan, I will raise you, for a lifetime, how about it?" ”

Shen Huan quietly moved the chair to the side, "Captain Luo, I thank you, I still feel at ease to treat the disease." ”

After drinking wine, Luo Huai'an was particularly pestering, and did not intend to stop there. He leaned close to Shen Huan's ear, but his voice was not deliberately lowered, "If nothing else, I just want to know, seven years ago you said you liked me, do you still count now?" ”

Everyone inhaled a cool breath, did not react for a while to what was going on, and their eyes swirled back and forth between Luo Huai'an and Shen Huan. No one expected that between the two of them, there was such an unknown story.

Shen Huan did not answer, luo Huai'an was not in a hurry, he stared at Shen Huan's ear for a long time, and asked in a deep voice, "What is this on your ear?" ”

At the mention of ears, Shen Huan, who had been sitting firmly on the Diaoyutai, was completely panicked.

On Shen Huan's left and right earlobes, there is a small tattoo on each side. The tattoo pattern is extremely small, the strokes are thick and the color is thick, even if it looks face to face, it is difficult to identify the end, unless you pay attention and look closely, you only think that it is two strangely shaped moles or earrings with unique shapes.

Shen Huanteng stood up at once, staggered back a few steps, and in a panic brought down the chair behind him. She didn't even have time to call one, grabbed her bag and hurried away.

When he was young and worried, Shen Huan had easily said a lot about a lifetime. So far, she has always insisted on doing and has not discounted anything, probably only one thing that she has loved Luo Huai'an all her life.

And this matter of knowing that there is no result, knowing that it is futile, over the years, with her persistence, pride and stubbornness, layer by layer in the bottom of her heart, has become a secret private matter that others cannot see, say, and touch.

Not even Luo Huai'an.

At the wedding of Shen Chuan and Lu Jia, when Lu Jia threw the bouquet, Shen Huan quietly withdrew from the crowd, returned to his seat, felt a box of cigarettes, and pushed open the door of the stairwell.

I didn't expect that the same smoking addiction was Luo Huai'an.

In the smoke-filled narrow stairwell, two senior smokers met unexpectedly and smiled at each other in shock.

Luo Huai'an took the initiative to ask, "What step has been carried out inside?" ”

Shen Huan casually smoked out his cigarette and replied casually, "I am throwing a bouquet of flowers." ”

It was only when the smoke was stuffed in her mouth that she realized that it was bad, and the lighter had not been brought out.

Luo Huai'an asked again, "Why don't you grab the bouquet of flowers?" ”

Shen Huan sneered, "I can't see that Captain Luo still believes in this, like your old man's family, who is thirty years old and not married, don't rob it, I am a young man who is blindly making up something hilarious." ”

The two people were silent for half a moment, and Luo Huai'an smiled at her, "I said without a lighter, I didn't lend it to you." ”

Shen Huan smiled helplessly and shook the cigarette box in his hand, "Captain Luo, then it will be troublesome for you to borrow a fire." ”

Upon hearing the fire, the old smoker Luo Huai'an habitually stepped forward to hand over the lighter.

Shen Huan skillfully drew a slender mint cigarette from the cigarette box, put it in her mouth, and smiled and waited for Luo Huai'an to help her light the fire.

Luo Huai'an looked down at her, and this look was a little unable to move his eyes for a while.

She has a white complexion and a sparse eyebrow. Xu Fangcai drank some wine at the banquet, and his cheeks showed a thin crimson color. When you smile with a low brow, your eyelashes flutter slightly, your pear swirls lightly, and the whole person has a breathtaking style.

Shen Huan waited for a long time, raised his head and was about to urge him, but suddenly crashed into his deep eyes, his eyes facing each other, and there was some subtle embarrassment for a while.

Luo Huai'an's eyes dodged for a moment, and he suddenly changed his mind, and the hand holding the lighter shrank back.

"Smoking is the pastime of the old masters, girls smoke at home, it is always bad, can not smoke or try not to smoke." 」

Luo Huai'an extinguished the cigarette in his hand and spread his hands, "Lead by example, I don't smoke anymore." ”

Saying that, he pulled out two pieces of mints in his pocket, "Eat a piece of sugar, it may be more comfortable." ”

Shen Huan didn't reach out to pick him up, but just looked at him with a smirk, "I'm sorry, I don't eat sugar." ”

Luo Huai'an almost couldn't help but reach out and knock on her head, "What a fuss, it's like when you were checking the internal affairs, the person who hid the big white rabbit under the pillow in the quilt was not you." ”

He said and peeled off the sugar paper and handed it to her, "It must be eaten, this is the command." ”

Shen Huan raised an eyebrow and helplessly continued, "Captain Luo, people will always change, please look at your old comrades-in-arms with the eyes of development." ”

Luo Huai'an said in a bad mood: "Then you should develop in a good way to show me, smoke and such a stinky disease, I have not seen you change." On the contrary, before you were never afraid of me, all kinds of open love and crush were handy, how come now you see me but like a rat seeing a cat? ”

Shen Huan still had a smile on his face, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, "Captain Luo, when you drank too much that day to provoke me, I wanted to say, from now on, if you want to talk to me about the past, I bow and welcome." It's just that I suggest that we only talk about the righteousness of war and friendship, not about the feelings of men and women. ”

Luo Huai'an narrowed his eyes and looked at her, "If I had to talk to you about the feelings of men and women, especially the kind of likes men for women." ”

Shen Huan smiled, "Then I can only say, Luo Huai'an, you are a big bastard without compromise!" ”

Shen Huan only felt a pang of relief in his heart after scolding, pushed the door and pulled his leg and ran, and was quickly pulled by Luo Huai'an's eyes and pressed against the door.

The two people were so close that they could feel each other's breathing.

Luo Huai'an's tone was low and ambiguous, "Who is Luo Huai'an?" He also dared to scold me by name, and it became more and more big and small. ”

His eyes kept falling on Shen Huan's ears. On those two earlobes, it is clear that there are two small and square words, "Huai" and "An".

Shen Huan knew that he could not hide from him, but instead he was calm in his heart and did not hide from him to see.

"Captain Luo, I like you, and it's not a rare thing, you don't like me, I have long recognized, what else do you want to do now?"

Luo Huai'an smiled lightly, "You just taught me to look at my old comrades-in-arms with a developmental eye." How do you know I don't like you right now? ”

In the face of Luo Huai'an's repeated provocations, Shen Huan finally couldn't bear it anymore, and his face suddenly changed.

"Luo Huai'an, if you are lonely and empty, then the hotel small card or the backstreet red light district to find out." If you want to start a family, then go on a blind date and find the right person to marry. You shouldn't make fun of me over and over again in any case. ”

Luo Huai'an's face also sank, sighed, and let go of Shen Huan, "Blind date is useless, said you definitely don't believe it, no matter how many times I kiss each other, no one can compare with you." ”

Leaning on the stairs, he repeated to himself, "Really, after all these years, no one can match that little girl." ”

Shen Huan's heart strings moved slightly, and he was stunned for a moment and could not speak.

To say that after so many years of reunion, there is no fantasy or expectation in the heart, it is a lie. But she really didn't want Luo Huai'an to approach her for reasons other than love.

Touched, guilty, lonely, hungry and hungry, retreating to the second place. In Shen Huan's heart, any kind of reason was a blasphemy against her ten years of persistence.

After all, love for her, the most important thing is that Ning Que is not indiscriminate.

Since the gossip of "Shen Huan bitterly loved Luo Huai'an for ten years, Luo Huai'an bitterly waited for Shen Huan for seven years" spread, the person who reacted most fiercely was Shen Chuan.

Although in recent years, Luo Huai'an has secretly entrusted him to send Shen Huan a lot of things on the grounds of "caring for veterans who are wandering alone in a foreign country".

But perhaps it was Luo Huai'an's "old squad leader who abused the soldiers too fiercely to feel guilty" posture, holding it too well, and Shen Chuan, who claimed to be the best at insight into people's hearts, did not expect that Luo Huai'an, a big-tailed wolf who had always flaunted his might and mighty eyes above the top, would one day become his little brother-in-law.

The sudden surprise made him a little overjoyed for a while, instantly turned over and became bigger, a mouthful of a "Huai'an brother-in-law" called very smoothly, and at the same time could not help but sigh that this cousin who had been in constant trouble from childhood to adulthood finally gave him a face.

In stark contrast to Shen Chuan's joy, Shen Huan's helplessness. Shen Huan, who grew up so big and has always been bright and generous, wanted to hide himself for the first time and be an ostrich who did not pay attention to the passive escape.

Helpless circle is so big, today Shen Chuan, Lu Jia back to the door banquet, tomorrow Cheng Yanzhang, Song Rousheng's daughter to set up a banquet, the two people to meet is really inevitable. Every time he would be ridiculed by Shen Chuan and other ill-intentioned people, saying that Luo Camp Commander I was famous, he did not expect to end up in the hands of his own soldiers. It is really a ship overturned in the gutter, and it is impossible to prevent it, which is lamentable.

And Luo Huai'an also rarely had a good temper, not anxious or annoyed, let them joke, the whole person was like a rebirth and sublimation into a fixed, just follow Shen Huan the whole time. Follow wherever you go, without a word, without leaving a step.

At first, Shen Huan barely maintained his apparent calmness, and politely said in a deliberative tone: "Can you live me alone ." Later, he was really temperless by him, so he let him follow all the time.

Shen Huan originally wanted to turn around and tell Luo Huai'an that she could take a taxi home by herself, but she didn't expect that as soon as she wandered away, her feet were crooked, and the whole person pounced forward without defense, and was hugged by Luo Huai'an.

Fixing his mind, Shen Huan struggled a few times to push him away, but he suddenly squatted down in front of her, "Little girl, come up, I will carry you." ”

Hearing these words, Shen Huan's eyes were red, and he was stunned for a moment, but without hesitation, he obediently fell on Luo Huai'an's back.

The first time I met Luo Huai'an was during the winter vacation when Shen Huan was sixteen years old.

Her parents sent Shen Huan to Shen Chuan's house to live, and originally said that they would let the cousin who was on vacation take a good look at his homework, but Shen Chuan secretly took her to the KTV to attend Luo Huai'an's birthday party.

Among the children of the large courtyard, Shen Huan was the youngest and was an outsider, so he was not conspicuous. Especially compared to Song Rou and Lu Jia, Shen Huan was more quiet and introverted, even obscure.

After a few glasses of wine, Shen Chuan, who was heavy and light, had begun to knot his tongue, and the words were not very clear, only that he foolishly circled around the landing, and had forgotten that he had brought a sister who was not familiar with a person when he went out.

Bored, Shen Huan had to drink sparkling juice cup after cup to pass the time, and when he was full, he curled up in the corner of the sofa and snoozed. Until Shen Huan was confusedly awakened by Luo Huai'an, she rubbed her eyes and stared at him for a moment, only to find that the time was already midnight, the birthday party had ended, and her model cousin Shen Chuan had long disappeared.

Luo Huai'an's face was hidden in the dim light, he held out a hand to Shen Huan, his voice was gentle and vague, like a breath of hot air on the glass in winter, "Little girl, don't be afraid, my name is Luo Huai'an, shen Chuan's iron brother." If you don't mind, you can call me cousin. Come, I'll send you home. ”

Luo Huai'an's fingers were white and slender, and the bones were clear. Shen Huan subconsciously chose to believe Luo Huai'an, nodded his head unguardedly and handed his hand to his hand, sleepily let him put gloves on her, and wrapped her tightly with a scarf, only two eyes were exposed.

The winter night was so cold that they waited on the side of the road for ten minutes without seeing the shadow of the taxi, so they decided to simply walk home. Without going far, Shen Huan was frozen and trembling, and the person was almost unsteady.

Luo Huai'an didn't say a word and crouched down in front of her, "Little girl, come up, I'll carry you." ”

It was the first time shen huan had been carried by a boy since he could remember. Luo Huai'an's footsteps were steady and steady, and Shen Huan wrapped his arms around his neck and lay on his broad and warm back.

Shen Huan sensitively distinguished that there was a good smell on Luo Huai'an's body, which lingered shallowly between her sniffles, not knowing whether it was the smell of shower gel or laundry detergent, or the smell of perfume.

Walking on the cold and frozen road, Shen Huan only felt that the face under her scarf was getting hotter and hotter, and the heat mixed with the aroma made her head dizzy, inexplicably feeling that they should talk about something, and carefully said, "Cousin Luo, just now you sang a military song really good, can you sing another song to me?" ”

Luo Huai'an let out a hearty laugh and spat out a large ball of white gas in his mouth, "Good, no problem, this is not difficult for me." Singing military songs, we are professional. ”

Until today, ten years later, Shen Huan still remembers that Luo Huai'an sang "When Your Hair Brushes My Steel Gun", his voice is low and powerful, like a reverberation, and every lyric is deeply into her heart, hitting her heart like thunder.

"When your hair brushes my steel gun, don't blame me for keeping a cold face, in fact, I have an iron bone and a soft intestine, but the fire of youth needs to be temporarily refrigerated..."

After one song was sung, Shen Huan repeatedly applauded, and Luo Huai'an turned back to laugh at her: "I like military songs so much, when you turn seventeen, talk to Uncle Shen and go to our army to be a soldier." When the time comes, I will teach you to sing, and I will sing enough of you. ”

It is because of Luo Huai'an's words, Shen Huan, who aspired to study in Britain since he was a child and never thought that he would have anything to do with the army, did not graduate from high school the next year without hesitation, and became a small soldier under Luo Huai'an.

Compared with ten years ago, Luo Huai'an is much stronger, his steps are more solid and powerful, and he is not in a hurry.

"When I met you, you were sixteen years old and not yet an adult. In my eyes, you have always been a little girl, and even if you have any thoughts about me, it is only a whim in the children's family, so I have not taken it seriously. It was a few years later that I understood what it meant to be 'once a shipwreck in the sea as water, but not a cloud except for Wushan'. ”

Shen Huan's eyes were red, "At first glance, I thought you were an underground revolutionary worker, and the black light blindly followed me in this pair of codes." According to your lyrical rhythm, should I follow the scene and say, 'Take the second flower bush lazy review, half edge cultivation and half edge jun'. ”

Luo Huai'an chuckled, "The code is correct, it is your comrades who are right, you can start exchanging information." ”

The two people walked in silence for a while, and Luo Huai'an suddenly said headlessly: "Xiao Huan, I'm sorry, all these years, I'm not good." ”

Shen Huan said sullenly, "Luo Huai'an, you don't have to say you're sorry." My cousin told me that you entrusted him to send me birthday gifts every year, and the scarf gloves and wool socks I received every winter were also sent to me by you, which was particularly soft and warm. And the lamb hot pot base, why don't you let me know these all the time?

"Even if you learn Lei Feng to do good deeds without leaving a name, you can't cheapen my cousin in vain, so that I have been grateful to him for all these years."

Luo Huai'an smiled, "It doesn't matter who sent it, it's the most important thing to let you eat and wear warm." What if you still remember my vendetta in your heart, know that it is what I gave, and gamble that you will not use it and refuse to eat it, and what if you are hungry and frozen? ”

Shen Huan choked, "Luo Huai'an, I have never expected you to change my mind over the years, I have always expected you to change my mind." I count on myself to wake up one morning, open my eyes, and suddenly find that I don't love you anymore.

"When I see your picture, my heart beats steadily, and when I talk to others about you, the tone is as usual. But I'm especially unproductive, and after all these years, I still love you so much. ”

Shen Huan buried his head in Luo Huai'an's neck, and tears fell uncontrollably.

Feeling a wet luo Huai'an on his neck, he was momentarily helpless, and the commander of the Luo camp who could spit out black lotus flowers scolded the soldiers on the training ground, but at this time, there were only two words going back and forth like a rolling car, "It's all my fault, it's all my bad." ”

Shen Huan cried a lot, sucked on his nose and said, "Luo Huai'an, do you remember the first military song you taught me after I joined the army?" Later, when I was alone in England, every time I thought of you, I would sing that song. ”

Luo Huai'an nodded, "Of course I remember, My Old Squad Leader." ”

Shen Huan sang softly, "My old squad leader, how are you doing now... Have you started a family all these years? Sister-in-law, what does she look like? Can you send me a picture of your marriage and let me wish you a long and loving relationship..."

Her voice was hoarse, "Every time I used to sing, I never dared to sing these words." Because I didn't dare to think about it, no matter when or where, when I thought about you getting married and the bride wasn't me, my tears couldn't stop. ”

Luo Huai'an put Shen Huan on a bench by the side of the road, wrapped her in his arms, and patted her back soothingly.

When she slowly quieted down, Luo Huai'an suddenly got down on one knee, held her hand and asked in a deep voice, "Xiao Huan, are you willing to be my bride?" ”

Shen Huan's tears that had just subsided were like rain again in an instant, and she choked up so much that she couldn't speak, but without hesitation, she nodded desperately and kept nodding.

On Shen Huan's first birthday after marriage, Luo Huai'an finally no longer had to pretend to be Shen Chuan's hand, and could legitimately send her a birthday gift in person, but unfortunately received an order a few days before her birthday that the troops had to end their vacation early and return to the team immediately if they wanted to conduct actual combat exercises.

Luo Huai'an received a phone call from his superiors at dinner, when his old man was at the dinner table, rolling up his sleeves to carry out the theme education of "remembering bitterness and thinking sweetly" to Shen Huan.

The cause is that Shen Huan lived in England for many years and was contaminated with a decadent capitalist life style that luo Huai'an criticized. As long as he is not busy on all fours, Shen Huan appears in the café downstairs of the company every afternoon at four o'clock in the afternoon, today's rose Pu'er with mango mousse, tomorrow's matcha latte with hazelnut cake, enjoy the beautiful afternoon tea time with taste.

However, the sound and color of afternoon tea always has to pay a price, Shen Huan in order to maintain his figure, when he returns home at night to face Luo Huai'an's hard-earned dinner, usually only under his expectant gaze, symbolically drink a bowl of white porridge, at most a few green vegetable leaves, and then silently put down the chopsticks and say, "I am full, you continue to eat, eat more." Remember, when you cook your own food, you have to eat it while crying. ”

The final result is that only three months after marriage, Luo Yingchang has gained ten pounds of glory, and the sudden "happiness fat" has made the original curvy six-pack abs have a tendency to be integrated.

Luo Huai'an gritted his teeth, "I tell you, one day is my soldier, all my life is my soldier, I must be responsible for your ideological education." No matter what kind of foreign ink you go to the evil capitalist country and drink, the hard and simple style of life cannot be lost, you cannot covet enjoyment, and you must resolutely oppose hedonism..."

Shen Huan rolled his eyes on the sofa, "Why should I change my habit of drinking afternoon tea, I can't afford to drink." Is there something wrong with the money I earn by my ability, the greed for enjoyment by my ability, and the decay and erosion by my ability? ”

After hanging up the phone, Luo Huai'an sighed, "Yes, the field closed exercise, you must return to the team before twelve o'clock tonight, you can't manage it now." ”

The sudden situation caught Shen Huan a little off guard, she subconsciously sat up straight, frowning slightly, "So anxious, blame me for being too lazy, did not think of helping you pack things in advance." ”

She said and got up and went into the bedroom, while her mouth was unhurriedly instructed, and the other side began to methodically organize her luggage.

"Intimate clothing must be brought with you a few more sets, so as not to get busy and have no time to change." These two books are also brought with me, so you can turn them over when you are bored. Fat sea for you to put in the bag, if your throat is uncomfortable, remember to use this soaking water to drink. Also, I bought a few bags of souvenirs the other day, and you took them with you to distribute to your comrades and soldiers. ”

Luo Huai'an hugged her from behind and gently nibbled her ear a few times, "Be well, yes yes yes, listen to you." Xiao Huan, I would have liked to accompany you to celebrate your birthday, so I can only give you a birthday gift in advance. ”

Shen Huan knew that Luo Huai'an and his old man had always not played cards according to the routine, but she never dreamed that he would not send flowers or buy bags, and took out a copy of the Book of Poetry that he had copied by hand from behind him.

The cover is turmeric jacquard silk cloth, and the whole book is bound with cotton thread, which is simple and elegant. The inner page is written in neat and neat pen letters on the familiar xuan, and in the upper right corner of each page is written a sentence, "I Am Happy Face and Jun'an." ”

If you ignore the five dragons flying and phoenix dancing on the title page, "Luo Huai'an Tribute", this should be a perfect manuscript of the Book of Poetry.

Shen Huan held the book in his arms with great treasure, grinned, and there were tears flashing in his eyes, "I Huan Yan and Jun An, you remember." ”

Luo Huai'an smiled triumphantly, "The only time in my life has someone confessed to me in such a literary and fleshy way, how dare I not remember?" Remember, remember. ”

He said shaking another book of poetry in his hand, "If you confiscated this book of yours back then, give it to me, and give me a wake-up call at any time." A few days ago, Lu Jia taught me how to say a sentence, refused to be cool for a while, and chased after his wife at the crematorium. ”

Shen Huan covered his mouth angrily, "Oh, no nonsense, what crematorium, fairy tales, fairy tales are unscrupulous." ”

Luo Huai'an laughed and picked up Shen Huan and turned around a few times.

Shen Huan sent Luo Huai'an to the door, and he suddenly stood up straight and gave a clean military salute.

"Mrs. Luo, on behalf of the X Brigade of the X Group Army of the Chinese People's Liberation Army, I would like to formally inform you that you are about to lose contact with the small planet numbered 'Luo Huai'an'. Specific reasons, the performance of official duties. The time to resume contact is to be determined. ”

Shen Huan was amused by him and laughed, and couldn't help but raise his hand to help him straighten out the collar of his military uniform, "Go quickly, be careful on the road." ”

Luo Huai'an took her into his arms, bowed his head and kissed her deeply, "Take care of yourself, obediently wait for me to come home." ”

Shen Huan leaned on the door frame and watched Luo Huai'an's fading back.

"A lifetime of joy and jun'an", she has been persistent for ten years and has asked for it all her life.

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