I still had a little expectation in my heart when my grandmother was sick, but when I went home, I found that my aunt was gone, and I was very shocked. A very cruel reality is that grandma doesn't have to worry about her aunt this time.
My grandmother was in my impression of suffering, forbearance, and tenacious vitality.
How miserable is it? Grandpa died early, and since he was a child, he was told by adults that he could not ask for grandmother's money when he went to his grandmother's house during the Spring Festival, and his grandmother had no money.
However, the grandmother, who had no money, had to raise a young grandson, could not grow the land herself, and barely survived on the food given by her son.
After the grandson grows up and starts a family, he also has to take care of Tang's daughter.
I have always had problems with my eyes, and when I am very uncomfortable, I will drop eye drops, and I can endure it. So that in the end, when I couldn't bear it, I was too old, and the doctor didn't dare to prescribe it. The bruise next to the eye grows larger and bigger, and finally quickly covers the entire eye. Anyone who saw it would find it uncomfortable, but just endured it.
Aunt Tang's life has also become difficult as an adult, and her grandmother is distressed but has no ability to change, so she can only continue while feeling distressed.
Grandma doesn't like to talk, rarely hears what she complains about, the impermanence and injustice in fate, always swallowed silently, but the expression is not relaxed, almost never seen a relaxed, peaceful smile, tight lips and tight frowns, I think grandma should have a lot of worries in her heart.
For the children themselves, they also give all the effort, and they have one ability and want to do their best. Twenty years ago, my grandmother also pedaled dozens of kilometers on a tricycle to take care of her mother. The time went further, and when my grandmother sent sheep, my grandmother also sent a little sheep to my family. Because she feeds the lamb herself, others also give it to her daughter. Every time I come to my house, I never treat myself as a guest, and I am always busy helping to cook pots.
When I was in my eighties, my body was very old, and as a result, I slipped and broke my leg. The old man was most afraid of falling, it was really dangerous, but the grandmother actually survived abruptly and recovered that she could push the cart and walk. Everyone who saw it was very shocked, this old lady was really not easy, it was really amazing to fall so badly and recover like this.
I don't understand, but I think I can do a lot of credit for being able to restore that vitality and desire to survive! At that time, my aunt's life had not yet been arranged, and my grandmother was probably really not at ease.
After not being able to take care of myself in recent years, hey, the quality of life should be very low, although there are happy times when the physical condition is good. But now, I sincerely pray that my grandmother will live an easy and happy life in the next life, because I have suffered too much in this life. My sister-in-law must be a healthy child in the next life and live a free and comfortable life. ️