When I was young, once I came back from a market, it rained, in order to hide from the rain, I went into a commissary, several elders were drinking, one of the elders said that this child will be very bitter when he grows up, and several others asked, why, how do you see it, the elder said: I see his face, a few wrinkles on his forehead, this life is very bitter. At that time, I didn't understand or believe it. Later, when I grew up and achieved nothing, I remembered the words of the elders, and I went to fortune telling with half-belief, and the fortune teller said, I have no money in my life, not only have no money, but also want to divorce three times, and I don't believe it. By the end of my first marriage, I had a bit of a letter, and when the factory collapsed, I basically believed. To this day I believe it completely.
The debt has been sued by all credit card banks to date. There is no hope of repaying the debt, although my own life should be like this, but I am ashamed of those who selflessly helped me lend me money to my creditors, the mood is extremely depressed, there is nowhere to vent, here with the unknown friends nagging and nagging, to relieve depression.
When the factory was first set up [in fact, it was a small workshop] when it was red-hot, it was inexplicably reported that the fire was unqualified, requiring rectification, and the rectification needed 100,000 yuan, because it was a rented factory, and it could only choose to re-rent the factory. Rented for a month without a suitable plant, this side of the fire follow-up supervision, resulting in a disconnection of orders, in the panic, finally found a plant, with a few months of time, so that the production towards stability, just on the way, no reason without any dispute, the landlord does not know that the tendon is not right, but also to take back the house is not rented to me, want me to re-find the factory, the excuse is that the elevator annual inspection is unqualified, helpless to move the factory, this time the factory lost nearly 600,000. Because the span between the two places is too large, employees are basically reluctant to follow, resulting in a disconnect between employees in the new factory and delaying many orders. At the same time, the quality has declined, and customers have complained. Over time, the customer leaves. Production - customer - capital, creating a vicious circle, to the final workshop life loss of more than 5 million.
Suppose there is if, the original plant is not reported, the fire is not forced, a few years later, the closure can not happen. Take a step back, and then the landlord of the factory does not have an epilepsy, if you do not move the factory, there may not be an employee disconnect, there will be no quality problems, and it will not cause customer loss. The production --- the funds will be normal--- the customers will be normal--- the wages will be normal--- the employees will be normal--- and the factory will be normal. Unfortunately, there are no assumptions in life.
After the factory closed down, he was saddled with millions of debts and was locked up for 1 month for the wages of employees. At that time, the factory only kept 20,000 cash, and after the factory fell, it sold vegetables, drove black cars, sold seafood, and sold fruits. Why not. The 20,000 yuan in his hand, the child is sick and spent, and the family is penniless and safe.
A pickup truck was left behind when the factory closed. The purchase was installed, in my wife's name, and the court did not seal it. A monthly car loan of 1500, repayment of the wife and brother's credit card and bank loans, family meal expenses, 8000 yuan per month, at that time the two people who came out of the stall for a month also had a net income of 8000 to 9000 yuan. Just pay the above expenses.
At the beginning of last year, because my wife and brother-in-law were forced to be in debt, I looked for my mother-in-law every day to scold, my mother-in-law's sister-in-law and sister-in-law could not see it, and borrowed 70,000 yuan to help me repay my wife's brother's credit card 50,000, and there was still 20,000 left for me to find a way to do the starting funds. Because all of a sudden, there is no good position and good project, 20,000 yuan first, waiting for opportunities. I want to see the right shot, before I can turn back, the child is sick again, has Kawasaki disease, and just spent the 20,000 yuan, the light, the disease is also good.
In the first half of this year, the car loan was paid off, and the credit card was also paid off. I thought, planning, a month with my wife and two people to earn 8,000 to 10,000 yuan, minus the loan to repay the wife and brother of 20,000 per month, plus the family expenses for children to study, a total of 5,000 expenses, each month the general manager can also balance 3---5,000 yuan. By the end of the year, there will always be a balance of follow-up funds to prepare for a new business.
There is a saying that people are not as good as the sky, starting from the car loan repayment, two people every day out of the stall, only earn 150 yuan to 200 yuan a day, they don't believe it. In the second half of last year, the wife had a stall and could sell 150 egg cakes in one afternoon, and the wool could sell for about 450 yuan, and the income was about 200 yuan. From the time the car loan was paid off, egg cakes only sold for 60 to 80 a day, and I couldn't understand why this was the case. I used to set up a stall in another place, and I also had 400 yuan of dime in one afternoon, and my income was about 180 yuan. After the car loan, sometimes it was not even sold for more than 100, and then it was simply abandoned.
Later, there was no way, changed to selling roadside stalls for breakfast, began to sell very well, and sold for a month without incident. Later, the business slowly improved, selling at most 800 yuan a day. Then, he was reported, and the village leader came over and didn't let him swing it. Suddenly, it was back to its original form.
A month ago, opened a shop, began half a month of business every day rose, up to more than 800 a day close to 900 yuan, customer reputation is very good, everyone said that I have something delicious, and said that I am generous, easy-going. However, it didn't take long until today, and it could only sell for 400 to 500 yuan a day. I've consulted a lot of customers to find out what the problem is. But the feedback I get is that my stuff is delicious, hygienic, easygoing, and generous. The best word of mouth is just word of mouth, but the truth is that the amount cannot go up.
The popularity of the area where I am is is quite OK, and this place is my family for this kind of breakfast class. Popularity, location, word of mouth, are all fine, why the business suddenly fell, I still can't figure it out.
What makes me even more curious is that there is a strange phenomenon. A day's business, if the business is good before 5 to 7 o'clock today, there will be no business after 7 o'clock. If there is no business before 7 o'clock today, the business after 7 o'clock is very good, anyway, you can always sell about 500 a day. At that time, I thought that the customers were just a few, sometimes early, sometimes late. So there was a time difference, and then I paid attention to the customers and found that half of the customers who came every day were mobile, and half of the old customers were also there. Then I wonder why there are people before 7 o'clock and no one after 7 o'clock every day, and no one before 7 o'clock and no one after 7 o'clock. Usually there is no one after 9 o'clock. But if you don't sell for 500 yuan before 8 o'clock, then after 9 o'clock to 11 o'clock, customers will slowly sell to 500 yuan, if there is 500 yuan before 8 o'clock, you will not have guests until 12 o'clock.
The more I think about it, the more I believe in fate, some of my fate can't run, and there is nothing in fate that I really can't force. Actually, I'm a disobedient guy. Even now, I still have to fight with fate. Friends, everyone helped me come up with ideas, should I fight with fate or confess my fate.
Is my life already arranged like this? Should I still work hard, do I still have to fight against my life? Tears.